ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 98's

Have you ever thought, what is the purpose of human life?

For Syakila, the purpose of her life is to be happy, to be happy with the people she loves. For him he has no boundaries wrong and right, wrong is he? If it's wrong where??. He just wants to have complete happiness, along with the people he craved for his entire life.

Syakila met Aksa when she did not even understand about love, which she knew when she first met her love, only Aksa looked very bright. The man was like a star in Syakila's life that was too flat, with no challenges at all.

It is only natural that Syakila's life is very monotonous, as the only daughter in a wealthy family, all her wants and needs are met very well, he said, both his parents never said ‘no’ on what he asked.

Similarly, when he asked Aksa to accompany him every day, while Aksa himself did not refuse, inexplicably he felt that Syakila was as lonely as him. He always felt that Syakila who lived with all the sparkling treasures, was no happier than him. At that time Aksa's relationship with Syakila became more and more intertwined, even as Claudia was missing from Syakila's life which helped her bury the memory, even though it was very wrong.

Was everything planned by that woman? Syakila wasn't that crazy at first. He instinctively felt that Aksa did not love him, unfortunately Syakila got along with the wrong people. His friends at that time advised Syakila to make Aksa dependent on him, how? Expressing the lust that every human being has.

Syakila, who initially only wants to make Aksa forget about Claudia, starts taking the wrong path. He went to a nightclub, getting used to hedonic relationships. The reason, so that if the time comes he can guide Aksa to forget everything, and only depend on it, exactly as his friends said at that time.

It is still clearly remembered when Aksa first resigned himself, following all that Syakila had asked for, just a few days after Aini, Aksa's adoptive mother died. At that time Syakila was very happy, which she thought Aksa gini had become hers, completely. They do many things together, from the normal to the inappropriate and proper. Especially when Bram gave up and left Aksa in a very fragile condition.

Everything goes according to what Syakila wants, happy? Sure oes. But slowly in his little heart he realized that all he got first was vain pseudo happiness. In the end Aksa can not be hers, even make her husband forget his first love alone can not, either because Aksa's love is too strong for Claudia, even making her husband forget his first love alone can not, either because Aksa's love is too strong for Claudia, or indeed Syakila who is not able to change the direction of the heart of the man she loves so much.

‘Hampa’ is just that which is clearly imprinted in his heart. A thousand times Syakila asked herself, why is everything always on Claudia's side?. Why did fate make him suffer?. Had Aksa been able to accept it, and forget about the girl, Syakila would not have had to live a life full of hatred, she would probably have been able to be a good woman and be able to accompany Aksa in distress or pleasure.

‘So what's wrong?’

What is wrong when he loves someone and wants to have not only his body but also his heart?, what is wrong when he justifies all the ways to be happy, in order to smile sincerely without having to pretend.

Now that her life is completely abnormal, Syakila is getting more and more immersed in her obsessions and desires. Why is nothing going according to his expectations?.

But, did Syakila know that the main victims were not Aksa, Claudia, or Hana?. The person he hurt the most with all kinds of behavior was his mother.

Melinda was silent from behind the door of Syakila's room, looking at her daughter who was sitting alone facing the window. Slowly the middle-aged woman walked up to her son. Syakila's room was very nice, it felt cold as if uninhabited. Of course as a mother gazes at her daughter's change into this kind of destruction, deeply piercing her inner self.

“Kila...honey...” Said Melinda, sitting next to Syakila.

“If mama asks me to stop, I can't.” reply Syakila coldly, without looking at her mother.

Melinda can only smile thinly, convincing Syakila is not an easy matter. Since childhood Syakila was a stubborn child. If you want something and not followed by her daughter it can even get sick.

But in her heart Melinda knew that Syakila was not that tough. Her daughter had gone so wrong, all because she was so easily swayed by bad things, that she chose such a bad way of life.

Melinda's desire is very simple, she wants Syakila to give Aksa and seek new happiness without hurting herself and others. He is no longer strong to see Syakila with all her unhealthy obsessions and the picture of life with Aksa that makes no sense at all. Melinda also since the beginning of her daughter's marriage, had realized that Aksa did not want to marry Syakila at all, all lived by her daughter-in-law was only so that her obligations were carried out. Although in the end, Aksa remained with Syakila, even when her daughter-in-law knew Hana was not her biological daughter, Aksa still willing to be with Syakila because she did not want Hana to be hurt by Syakila, again not because of love.

“Ga there is one person in this world, who can satisfy Kila in addition to Aksa ma mas, mama knows it..Since childhood you always say that Aksa is Kila's soul mate, Kila, you always say how much fun Aksa and Kila mas when together.so...so why Kila had to give up, why Kila had to give up.”.

Melinda fell silent, perhaps what happened to her daughter was also because of her and her husband's extended family. How they built a glass palace in Syakila's mind, bringing to life all the false images that from the beginning Aksa belonged to Syakila and vice versa. Melinda knew, if all this was because the Mario family did not want outsiders to control their family treasures, and it just so happened that Syakila was very close to Aksa. With that in mind, they brainwashed Syakila into all the short stories about how similar the story of Syakila and Aksa as in the fairy tale that always ends happy ending.

Is Melinda not in trouble with that? Of course it's a problem, if only he knew it would all end like this. Since her son was close to Aksa, Melinda thought Aksa had the same feelings as Syakila. Since Junior High her daughter did live with a nanny, not with her. Melinda is busy taking care of her husband's needs, accompanying Mario everywhere, so leave her daughter to the nanny who is also still her cousin's brother. Who would have thought that Melinda was being cheated.

“Kila..”.

“What's wrong Kila ma? What's wrong with Kila fighting for Kila's happiness?” Syakila turned her body, now facing her mother.

“Son, Kila is not wrong.The wrong is your way to fight for your happiness..”.

Fighting for happiness is not wrong, but there must be limits.

“Now all is done, we better legowo..separate with Aksa, and improve your life. Your sister said she wanted to take you to move and take care of her company in Singapore, you want yes son.” Melinda tried to seduce Syakila, asking her son to think about it seriously. When moving, Syakila can start her new life, without any scorn from the people around her as well.

But Syakila's reaction was very harsh.

“And let those who have ruined Kila's happiness live in peace?” say Syakila with great emotion.

“Kila..”.

“Gak ma, mama should know Kila has not lost ! if you have to go to hell even once, Kila will take those people with Kila, especially Claudia !!!” Syakila clenched her hands very tightly, she recalled what Claudia had said the last time they met.

“Our position is different Syakila..” exclaims Claudia cutting makian from Syakila.

“Beda?” Syakila frowned, not understanding what her sister-in-law meant.

“Yes, ka Aksa does not love you, he does not love you, so it is easy for him to throw you out of his life. But not for me, he loves me and I love him. He needs me in his life and guess, although he must be angry after knowing the truth, he didn't throw me in the trash, like he dumped you !” Claudia covered her speech with a cynical smile.

‘We see Claudia, how different my position is with you, I make sure your relationship and Aksa will be damaged and not at all !’ say Syakila in your heart.

Yes, if his happiness must be destroyed, then the person who destroys it must also suffer more than himself.