ME VS MY BROTHER'S
Episode 51
A/N
In this chapter will flashback again, until next week's episode yes readers. Don't forget to read our story 'Tsundere boy & Otaku girl'.
Happy reading to everyone...
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What happened to Aksa?. This man had completely lost his direction and purpose in life. He remembered all his memories of Aini and Bram in the past, the pain was not because his adoptive father rebuked him about Claudia.
“BASIC DON'T KNOW YOURSELF, IF I DON'T AGREE TO TAKE YOU FROM THE ORPHANAGE, NOW YOU'RE NOBODY”
Aksa cried so much, he knew what his father said was indeed a reality, he might not be anything, if it was not adopted by Bram and Aini, he said, thanks to their support and affection, Aksa can be successful as now, not to mention Silvana who is always a light when Aksa is trapped in his dark times.
He recalled the time when Silvana first came to his life, after Aini died, and Bram went abroad to calm himself down.
11 Years ago…
Silvana breaks into Bram's house, it's been 7 months since Aini died. His cousin's residence was gloomy, no lights were turned on, even Bi Sumi was forbidden by Aksa to ride on the second floor.
During the 5 months that Syakilla lived with Aksa, even sleeping in a room with the young man. Hearing this Silvana is angry, he runs amok at Bram who he considers as a useless human being. However sad she should have been Bram not to leave Aksa, especially after the incident Aini was hospitalized for almost a year and Indah was absent until the objection became a backup for her 17-year-old grandson.
Claudia's mother knew full well that Aksa's mental breakdown had taken place. He looks like a human who no longer has the spirit of life, from there Silvana also knew that Aksa was plunged into the wrong association, worse yet Syakilla who had been thought Bram could be the encouragement of his son was actually making Aksa as his puppet.
Silvana may have nothing to do with the family, but he felt a moral burden, no matter how their past Aini was still his brother, not to mention Aini's will before death.
The woman knocked on the door of Bram's house, it was almost night when she visited.
“Doctor Ana...” exclamation bi Sumi then open the door.
Silvana smiled, she already knew bi Sumi. Precisely when Aini began intensive care in the hospital. Bi Sumi is in charge of bringing food from home for Aksa and Bram, because the two people are not the type of people who like to eat out. From there Silvana was familiar and close to bi Sumi, especially several times Silvana gave advice for good cuisine for Aini.
“Aksa where bi?” ask Silvana.
When asked about Aksa, bi Sumi's face suddenly changed, he looked scared “Den Aksa again in his doctor's room, please enter” Bi Sumi invite Silvana to enter the house.
“Makasih Bi...I was on the phone last afternoon school, they said Aksa had not entered school 3 days, he why bi sick?” Silvana was indeed appointed as the guardian of Aksa, this was also at the request of the late Aini who felt his age would not be long.
The cousin of Silvana also seems to have predicted, that after she died, there is a possibility that her husband will run away from reality. Aini quickly moved and moved all matters relating to Aksa's guardianship on behalf of Silvana.
Bi Sumi sighed, she really looks uncomfortable “Uhm anu it's doctor.den Aksa..”.
Silvana is confused, what's wrong with Aksa. If she's sick she should have told her.
“Aksa why bi? Please tell me, how now I am Aksa's guardian, if there is anything with him, I am responsible”
Bi Sumi just looked towards the second floor, this all made Silvana even more confused. What the boy did to skip school for 3 days, if he is not sick, it means Silvana has to intervene.
Silvana looked towards the second floor, not knowing what was going on up there, but his hunch said that all of this had something to do with Syakilla. “Bi..”
Bi Sumi instantly realized the direction of view Silvana “Iya doctor?” answer him with a frightened voice.
“Above... is there Syakilla?”
Silvana's question was only answered by a nod by bi Sumi, this woman sighed, she immediately rushed up to the second floor.
Until in front of the door Aksa room, the smell of cigarette smoke has been smelled. Silvana then asked bi Sumi to get a bucket filled with ice cubes and water. Bi Sumi agreed, the woman went into the clean kitchen on the second floor, taking everything Silvana asked for.
After the bucket of water plus ice cubes was already in his hands, he immediately broke in with a spare key, which he had been holding since Aini tahlilan event.
Silvana could only widen her eyes, bottles of hard drinking scattered on the floor and worse Syakilla was sleeping hugging Aksa wearing only underwear.
Without speaking at length Silvana immediately poured half the water in the bucket, to Aksa and Syakilla.
The cold water made the two sleeping people wake up in shock.
Aksa and Syakilla who were looking at Silvana were stunned, even Aksa immediately shouted.
“DOCTOR !!!!” hardik Aksa, of course he was not happy because there was someone who entered his room without permission, moreover doused him with cold water as well.
Once again without much talk Silvana immediately pulled Syakilla's hand and pushed her to the floor.
“You get out of here..” Syakilla can only be silent and upset, he immediately took his dress on the floor, put it on and then came out of his lover's room.
Aksa's head hurts, just so bright. For days he was drunk with Syakilla, the woman who brought a lot of alcoholic beverages for Aksa and himself. They are crazy, even it does not seem strange if suddenly after from here Aksa must be responsible to Syakilla, if the woman is pregnant, if she is pregnant, because he was completely unaware of how many times he had done ‘itu’ with Syakilla for three days in a row.
Silvana laughed with a snort, what kind of stupid question it was, obviously Aksa knew why he came here, but he was busy.
“According to you would like to say I am here, while I am busy managing patients. Use your brain, what because Aini died you are so weak this huh?!”
Aksa clenched her hands, she was annoyed that Silvana mentioned the name of the woman she loved so much.
“Please get out of here..” expel Aksa by ketus.
Silvana instead came out of Aksa's room but poured the cold water again on Aksa, then threw it hard on the floor.
“DOCTOR!!!” yelled Aksa with all his might.
Silvana did not tremble in the slightest, she instead glanced at Aksa cynically “What?! Want you I flush again!!!”
Aksa was increasingly upset with Silvana's behavior, why this woman also knew to come and manage her life.
“DOCTOR GUESS THIS DOCTOR WHO HUH?!! DON'T COME ALONG WITH MY LIFE!”
“If you do not want your life arranged by others, do not act like a child who is venturing his tantrum to everyone”
Aksa has actually been persuaded and approached many times in a subtle way, but instead of getting better, he's getting better.
Silvana himself initially did not want to interfere too much, but seeing Aksa's life change drastically for half a year and with what he saw today, it felt like he had to intervene.
The young man fell silent, indeed he wanted to vent all his depression and frustration to everyone. What Silvana said was appropriate, he was like a child who was tantrums.
“You think your rich life is good huh?! Mabok rich gini, you even ga pantes called man” Silvana earnestly, he did not feel that Aksa was right in his life, and want his cousin's son back to be a good and accomplished child like before.
“OH YES, KEEP EMANG WHY, I AM ALIVE OR IT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS?!”
Aksa was right, all this time he lived or did not care about him only Aini, now his figure was no longer there.
Silvana brought her face to the side of Aksa's face, she then said something “Hahaha why did you say?....Then why don't you 'die' all of you let's not take someone else?” Silvana then distanced herself from Aksa while smiling cynically.
Aksa's pupils widened, all this time his mental was at the lowest point, but he never thought for nothing, there was still someone he had to meet, he had to meet, the daughter who always filled a special place in her heart, so how could she not before meeting the child. “A...Pa...” Aksa stuttered, he had no expectations that Silvana would tell him to end his own life.
Silvana then walked towards the door of Aksa's room, then stopped there “Mandi, I really want to tell you to jump from the second floor right now, just as a fellow human being, I really want to jump from the second floor right now, I want you to live and change for the better. I wait for you under”
Aksa was silent for a moment after Silvana left her room, following Silvana's orders to take a bath.
Arriving at the lower floor Silvana immediately met bi Sumi, and the tone of Syakilla there was drinking tea with his leisure. Silvana was immediately annoyed to see the woman “Bi Sumi please finish Aksa's room and you finish your things, from now on you no longer need to come here.” exclaimed Silvana with ketus.
Syakilla, who was still upset because she was pulled by Silvana, finally exploded, she then put a cynical smile on Silvana.
“Sorry aunty, but on what basis do I get my aunt from here? This is not aunty's house, so aunty can't.”.
“I can do whatever I want in this house”
Silvana looked at Syakilla coldly. “Because mami Indah already love me permission, if you do not believe please contact him, and also Bram already know your behavior. Supposedly if you still have pride as a woman, this second you also stop from here”
Silvana's words succeeded in making Syakilla lift foot, how else Aksa's lover knew right, that Indah loved Silvana so much that there was no way he could win.
About 30 minutes later, Aksa came down from his room, Silvana who was preparing food at the dinner table told Aksa to sit down.
“Now I want to ask you, all this time what has been taught by Aini, until you have children not obviously rich?” said Silvana who is now sitting together with Aksa at the dining table.
Silvana continued his words “If rich gini case, mami pantes hate half dead same you two, you are really human who is useless, mother same child same!”
As expected by Silvana, Aksa then kicked the dining table with all her might.
“SUFFIC Doctor!, you can insult me but ga with my mama!” aksa said with full of emotion.
Silvana just smiled cynically and looked at Aksa with a condescending look.
“Oh yes? If so show me the same reason I can not insult you?”
This young man was speechless, the last few months of his life were indeed a mess, there was not a single thing he could be proud of him these days.
“What's the reason diem, there's nothing positive that you can show me right?”
Silvana did deliberately provoke Aksa, he thought if in a subtle way can not resuscitate the child then let's try another way.
“I have two rules in my life. The first I will not be destroyed just because of the abandonment of my loved ones, the second I love to make myself happy, not to hurt myself. The second applies to love in the family even though the opposite sex. Unfortunately not of those two things you have now”
Silvana also stands from his seat “Starting today, I will take care of you. Throw away your weak nature, if I don't want to continue insulting Aini, after all you already know from the beginning your mother was snatching your father from me. So why do I behave sweetly in front of you”
Silvana once showed a condescending look at Aksa, “My hatred for your mother is so great but unstoppable, and as I hate your mother, I hate you so much as you”
Aksa already knows the past of the three people, Aini tells the whole story to Aksa, about how papa and his mother betrayed Silvana.
“Do anything to reply to my words, but my suggestion you will not be able to drop me in a negative way, prove yourself more than what I imagined”
“No human being will sympathize, if you keep this up Aksa..”.
Aksa could only be silent, everything Silvana said was true.
“Now eat after that prepare yourself to start school again tomorrow, I've arranged everything, I've arranged everything, so say tomorrow to your homeroom if you are sick” Silvana leaves Aksa at the dinner table alone, letting the boy think.
