ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 59's

Sometimes even though we have tried as much as possible, if the destiny line does not cross with what we expect, our efforts can be nil results.

Then has the struggle been done so in vain?, not really. In essence, all the processes in trying to do something desired, should make us better individuals.

Aksa was well aware of the things described above, he had tried in various ways, but in the end every step approached Claudia, he even further away.

This man's footsteps in treading the future with his beloved heart, it seems to have to end here. But no, Aksa did not want to think about anything else first, even though guilt and inner war were now on her mind.

Aksa's eyes were now focused on looking straight at Claudia who was lying weakly helpless, it had been 3 hours and she did not wake up either. He felt that his beloved girl was very hurt, one side he felt relieved because if Claudia's reaction like this Aksa was sure that she still had a place in the girl's heart.

But the fate of the current situation is like turning the table, boomerang itself Aksa. It was only prayer that he could offer God, so that Claudia would hear all the explanations from him.

‘Claudia, I was wrong and I realized I was right about the stupidity I was doing. I just want you to believe that I will never betray you, the incident happened beyond my control Di.’ Aksa muttered in his heart.

“Siaaaaaal...if I could say everything is the same to you..right now..” Aksa clasped Claudia's hand, she felt helpless. His heart was torn to shreds if he imagined, when he woke up later Claudia would pull away his hand and prefer, to return as soon as possible to Reiki.

Yes Reiki, the only name that Aksa doesn't want to remember is also heard. Moments ago he was convinced that Claudia's fiancee was trying to meet the girl he was holding her hand tightly.

The noise made Aksa prepare to descend, but he canceled his intention. Bi Sumi quickly went to Claudia's room, then asked that Aksa not go down.

“Den Aksa, do not go down yes.” Bi Sumi said with a panicked face.

Aksa scrunched his forehead, he knew full well why it was not allowed to go down. His anger grew bigger, wanting to curse at the unconscious Reiki, that Claudia was getting thinner from the last time Aksa met her.

Why have a doctor's degree if something as trivial as realizing that his fiance is in an unhealthy condition only, Reiki can not afford. If it could Aksa wanted to punch Reiki in the face, until battered of course.

“Why Aksa can not go down bi, there is a Reikampret yes under” asked Aksa while staring at bi Sumi with a gaze demanding an accurate explanation, which occurred from the moment he took care of Claudia.

“Duh den Aksa, can not be so, his name is mas Reiki not the mas Aksa said earlier” said bi Sumi

Aksa could only frown he finally sat down at the end of the bed, sighing.

“Aibi tau if den Aksa do not like the same mas Reiki, but do not fight first.Auntie pity non Claudia..”.

It is true, actually the dispute of these two men in fighting over Claudia is ultimately just a means that actually hurt the feelings and mental Claudia more deeply.

It is not that he is not aware of it, but Aksa sees no other way. Moreover, Reiki is impossible to talk properly. In this case the two men who love Claudia, can only solve the problem in a way other than ‘discussion’ as well as normal people.

The middle-aged woman could only smile, she was one of the people who was very conscious, how possessive Aksa was towards Claudia. It's natural to think that bi Sumi wants Aksa to beat up a man she thinks has abandoned Claudia.

“Den Aksa, dengerin aunty.it's good den Aksa also self-introspection..indeed Reiki mas may be blindfolded, because it feels non-Caudia already belongs to him, but den Aksa must also be aware, that non-Claudi is not just stress because mas Reiki doang” Bi Sumi looked at Aksa with a smile, indeed for Aksa bi Sumi more than a household assistant. She is also the mother who always helped Aksa, so this man was never rude to bi Sumi.

Aksa's eyes widened, he was like slapped on what was said by the woman he had known since he was a child. Feeling ashamed Aksa can only be bowed lethargic.

In fact it is true that Aksa is the main cause of stress suffered by Claudia, Aksa felt that he was still very far from the word adult. Maybe this is why God still keeps his soul mate away from Claudia.

“Aksa must what bi...” Aksa said while closing his eyes, he was very frustrated and desperate. Trying to get up again is hard.

Bi Sumi slowly patted Aksa's shoulder. “Den, there is a reason why the baby often falls while still learning the way.God designed his creature to always try and learn to improve, just like the baby who tirelessly stepped, and the baby, while continuing to learn. Den Aksa has realized that making mistakes, now his homework is just how this mistake makes Aden more and more a good human being, improving the quality of den Aksa as a human being, it is not too late kok”

“But Aksa feels like a human failed bi, just look at it now.make protect the woman Aksa loved so far aja Aksa can not afford. Claudia until fainted like this, all was wrong Aksa”

Being melancholic, that is what Aksa is feeling now. She felt weak from crying, but always remembered what Claudia had said during their first meeting.

“There will always be ‘But’ every time we try den, and that is definitely not a reason to stop trying also keep praying. In the end, man has his duty to fight, our business desires are fulfilled or not leave it to the wrestling of God, the most important thing is that Aksa now wants to change for the better. Granting auntie yes den, life, death and soul mate is the secret of God, humans like us do not know anything…what we think is good for us is not necessarily good in the real sense” said bi Sumi while rubbing the head of Aksa.

Aksa could only nod, he indeed had to improve. Silvana had said it, and what else was she waiting for. The thing Claudia wants to hear and believe in his words, it can only be left to those who have life and the world.

“Mother said to mas Reiki, if you want non Claudia here just a while until healthy..” Bi Sumi.

Aksa's face immediately brightened, he was happy to hear from bi Sumi. Then his request to apologize to the girl he loves, will be easier.

“Keep the shucks how bi?” ask Aksa sumeringah

“It was below still chatting, said den Aksa mother do not go down just watch non Claudia.already yes den, aunt want to go down again.”.

Aksa was of course pleased, he nodded many times. The fall of Reiki must be in the heart is exploding.

　

　

“Hopefully this is a good sign..” exclaim Aksa.