ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 81

On a rather overcast afternoon, Icha sat down while drinking a glass of cold tea.

The sweet hijab girl sat down while reading a book. Yes, the book is quite special, because his friend is the author of the book.

A comfortable atmosphere like this makes Icha become more focused on reading. He was very happy because he had not had time to relax for a long time.

For the past few years Icha has been busy taking care of her college life and also helping her mother take care of the orphanage they founded.

“Icha, this is cake” exciting Melvin.

“Still Vin” said Icha with a smile.

The girl is currently in a cafe owned by one of her best friends, Melvin.

The bespectacled man who was this acute otaku, was now opening a new venture. Tomorrow is his grand opening cafe and he asks his friends to come, unfortunately minus Claudia.

“Again read what Cha?” Ask Melvin curiously.

Icha smiled and picked up the book she was reading.

Melvin immediately raised his eyebrows, he knew who the author of the book was.

“Ngapain anyway read the book ‘dia’ ga berfaedah” Melvin cynical, he seemed to dislike when the name ‘Mehrima Adinda Rizky’.

“The book is good kok” clear Icha.

Unfortunately Melvin just kept quiet without, before long he let out a long sigh. Icha who saw her friend so depressed suddenly smiled weakly.

“Rim love you Vin, but maybe he is not ready to make your differences and again you will know for yourself, Rima is also not an easy person to accept change...” exciting Icha.

Melvin nodded slowly, feeling sad when he remembered the girl who had been out of nowhere to fill the niche of his heart.

2 years ago when Rima accompanied Melvin to a fair toys event, Melvin somehow kissed Rima as the two were about to return from the event.

Instead of being happy as Melvin predicted, Rima cried and asked to be dropped in the middle of the road. Melvin was sure that the girl liked him too.

“Yaudahlah, what else can I do besides waiting while praying” Melvin said while sighing violently.

Icha nodded in agreement, after which Melvin again headed to the kitchen because there was still a lot to take care of.

Lemabar by sheet read carefully by Icha, until he found something interesting.

“Why is life never easy?...

Even to feel peace requires considerable effort..

But the fact is if life becomes too easy, humans can easily lose their passion...

Then which is better ? I don't know...

Because good for me isn't necessarily good for you...

In the end, man has no right to be the LORD and to decide what is best for others...

All I know right now is that I am trying to make peace with myself, so that everything becomes more balanced”

Ifa stopped reading, she continued to drink her drink while calming her mind.

‘Peace with yourself.Why does that also mean I have to give up on ka Reiki? It's been almost 5 years and he hasn't shown at all that he wants to stop chasing his all-love.

In the other hemisphere, Reiki was bowed listlessly. This man had just returned from the place he had been with Zen.

“Ki, om don't blame if you love Claudia, but that does not mean giving you the right to hurt the other party..during this om silence because om know basically you are not a cruel person...but you still seem to insist on something that is impossible you get.question om now, until when you want to pursue the shadow of Claudia with the results in the bottom of your heart, you already know the ending will not be good. Om ask for help you stop hurting yourself, by wasting time forcing your feelings onto someone who does not feel the same way at all”

Reiki closed his eyes, his feelings getting worse after listening to what Zen said.

This man got up from the sofa in his room and walked towards his bed. He wanted to fall asleep quickly, then forget all the things that were happening to him.

Until the letter from Icha again attracted his attention.

He reached out and received a letter addressed to him. With a long sigh Reiki began to read back every single piece of writing from Icha carefully.

Ka's Reiki...

How are you doing ? Is your brother healthy there ? May you always be in the protection of God.

Icha is sorry if Icha is disturbing, Icha knows that sister does not want to have any more contact with Icha.

Icha also realized that sister had blocked all access for Icha to communicate with her brother, and Icha was familiar with it.

Therefore once again Icha apologizes for leaving a letter to ka Eros for you to read.

Ka, all this time Icha never stopped to pray, 5 years this is not the day where Icha stopped mentioning brother's name in Icha prayer, and the content of the prayer is just asking my brother to show the best way.

But Icha understands Icha's capacity as a servant who can not force the fate of other humans, therefore Icha decided to ‘stop’.

Yes brother, maybe all this time the thing most sister want to listen to is ‘Icha promises not to interfere and stops to ask brother to stop all crimes that have been or will last brother’.

But one thing before Icha 100% give up, Icha must say it honestly. Icha wants to make peace with Icha herself.

Ka, Claudia knows everything...

She knew exactly what she was doing, but she chose to be quiet.

Why did he do that?, even though for many years he had many opportunities to confront brother.

Icha was not entitled to represent Claudia, although Claudia told a lot, it was not Icha's right to explain.

But one thing, if you dare to do then you must also dare to take responsibility...

The question now is, can you sincerely face this reality, then be honest with Claudia and take responsibility for what you have done?

Hopefully the last letter Icha wrote for brother, able to resuscitate brother.

Thank you ka, sorry to waste your time on this worthless letter. May you always be healthy, wherever you are.

Marked

. Icha.

Yes, one last letter from Icha was not only the worst day for Reiki, knowing that Claudia already knew about her ruse, but also strangely able to make Reiki feel very empty when he read many times,

‘Hopefully the last letter Icha wrote for sister, able to resuscitate brother.’

Not only was Reiki able to make her sadder, but there were strange feelings that she had never felt before, even when she was with Claudia.

So, is this a sign that this youth game has been handicapped since the beginning ? Or just a false alarm that makes him have to give up.

I don't know, her last hope is what Claudia will say.