ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 80's

“Axis..Aksa let's wake up this afternoon son!!”

Silvana sighed, seeing that Aksa was now screwed the woman was not happy at all.

Aksa began to wake up, she held her head that hurt. It's been a week since he's been working like an insane man.

“What time is bun?” aksa exclaimed while rubbing her eyes.

“Jam 12..” exclamation Silvana while fixing Aksa's messy stuff on the floor.

Aksa was pensive, her mind one more day that had to pass without Claudia present. His empty life must pass another day, whether until when it will continue this way. The man had absolutely no idea to continue his life, except by continuing to work and clean up the mess that happened in his company.

“Yet you come home from work what time?” silvana asked while sitting at the end of Aksa's bed.

“Jam 4 bun...” Aksa began to position his body to sit, without thinking too much about the pain he felt to his head.

Silvana sighed again, she knew for the last 3 years Aksa continued to force himself to work and solve all the problems caused by Syakila. Honestly, Silvana feels sorry to see the condition of the child, which is so destroyed, but what can be done to let go of that feeling is indeed difficult.

“Hana where bun?” ask Aksa while taking paracetamol and water on the nightstand.

“Sama bi Sumi below, do you want to until when rich gini anyway??? Mommy can still understand if you like this 2 or 3 years ago, but it's all in the office is also better, whether you can not take a vacation and invite Hana on vacation, kasian you know he awaits his papa every mallem that. If now he is still a child is okay but if later he has entered SD how?, is it impossible for him to wait for you until midnight every day.”.

Aksa was silent, he knew that he was like abandoning his only daughter. But staying home and having Hana play around also made her completely uncomfortable.

The only reason why he brought Hana to his parents' house was because he did not want his little daughter to learn from the woman who even tried to abort him many times.

Clearly for Aksa, Hana is only a tool for Syakila to marry him first. After they were married many times Syakila took medicine to abort her fetus, fortunately Hana was a strong child, and she was very lucky, so that during the content of the drugs that Syakila consume can not make it out of the woman's womb.

“Aksa ngerti bun..” said Aksa then drank his paracetamol.

“Ka, mother does not matter if you have to take care of Hana, but inget she still needs her father..if you keep this up what is the difference between you and Syakila?” Silvana just wants Aksa to have a balanced life, seeing Aksa who now looks very thin and looks as if older, because not having time to take care of his own body makes Silvana inflamed.

Aksa nodded, indeed Aksa felt guilty but would how else, himself alone could not handle properly. He thought he should immediately find a new nanny maybe to accompany Hana.

Silvana on the other hand did not understand why Aksa was so difficult to move on, and continued his life normally, as Claudia did. Aksa looks like he is entangled and unable to get out of the past. It really makes Silvana worried, even he thinks more about the condition of the son he continued rather than Claudia, because he knows at this time his biological daughter is managing her life well.

The feelings of Aksa are now worse than when Aini lived first. Maybe his son was not drunk or playing women anymore, but he who now did not even have time to eat and rest.

Aksa's health became a major point for Silvana, many times he prescribed herbal medicine to stop Aksa taking sleeping pills with excessive doses, all because his son continued to experience acute insomnia over the past few years.

“You are now taking a bath, we have lunch together..eyang, papa and Hana have been waiting for you at the dinner table...keep going...” Silvana walked towards Aksa's nightstand, and took some medicine to help his son sleep.

“Stop drink this, later at night mommy make lavender tea just the same chamomile ok..now come on cepet, mom wait below.”.

Aksa nodded again, staring straight at his tv table. He looked at the photo of a woman with a tiny face on the table, yes the photo of her and Claudia taken when they went out for a date.

Frustrated with Aksa tugging at her hair, she knew full well that everyone around her wished for more and wanted her to move on. Claudia is also happier without her now.

But it was not easy for Aksa, he spent more than half his life loving one woman, especially when he knew that his feelings were welcome, of course it becomes increasingly difficult for him to move on from the past, because it is basically not their will to separate and choose a different path.

I don't know, he repeatedly cursed himself who did not dare to take the risk to take Claudia away at that time, or even just visit the girl he loved it, just because of Nesya, her eyes ask Aksa not to disturb Claudia's life.

He felt like he was being gnawed by endless regret, even while sleeping Aksa continued to run into nightmares, he was no longer able to continue his normal life.

Obviously the mountain of work was the best escape for this man, so he could forget for a moment all the pain in his heart. Never mind, no need to think about all that now.

Aksa rushed to take a bath, and cleaned himself up. He already has plans to go meet his business partner later tonight, he thinks about what Silvana said about abandoning Hana, he said, therefore Aksa thought maybe he could invite Hana to play for a moment before meeting with her friend. Especially where they meet later in a fairly large mall.

When he was tidy, Aksa's eyes again looked at the photo of Claudia, now the man walked and took the picture frame from the table. Slowly he touched Claudia's face, his longing feeling had reached the crown of the girl, somehow so that the feeling he had became lighter.

Aksa's room door suddenly opened “Papa..” exclaimed a girl in her pink dress.

Aksa looked at the little girl who looked timidly approaching him.

“Ung..grandmother..” the little girl looked down like she felt like she had disturbed Aksa.

“Sini Hana...” Aksa smiled, he knew Hana was afraid that it made her angry.

Hana smiled again, this girl walked towards Aksa and saw what her father was holding.

Ah that photo again thought this little girl. His father used to look at the photo every day, sometimes even taking the photo to sleep with him.

“Unload papa...eat...” Hana's words are unclear.

“Yes, let's eat down” Aksa then put a photo of him and Claudia back to the place before, after this man also carried Hana and brought her downstairs for lunch together.

Little does Aksa know, her quiet little girl is getting attracted to the girl in the photo with her father, who else if not Claudia.

Somewhere else…

Claudia is now having breakfast with Reiki and her father, there is nothing strange about everything going on as usual, except Reiki who is constantly looking at Claudia and does not talk much.

“Kak why the hell from earlier see me continue? Sister fever?” Claudia was confused, one week ago Reiki did not appear at the restaurant where they made the appointment, in fact Reiki even went home with a body soaked almost midnight.

When asked what happened to Claudia, the man smiled and said there was nothing to worry about, making the girl even more wondering.

“Gak...I have no fever kok..” exclaimed Reiki.

“Serious to?”

“Yes, I'm fine.”

Zen on the other hand understood what happened, after meeting with Nico. He felt like it was time to talk about this to Reiki and Claudia.

“Reiki, later malem temenin om yes..”

“Where are you dad? Ade today can not you want to go with campus” friends, exclaimed Claudia.

“Good, I want to go with Reiki aja..ayah want to find a new golf stick” Zen said casually.

“Oh so ok baiklaaaaah” Claudia smiles widely.

But unfortunately not with Reiki, he became increasingly worried. Seems like he doesn't like it he should talk to Claudia immediately.