
Yudha and Shiva were astonished at what Claudia was planning. Their friend was forcing them to shut up from Alif and Aksa.
Shiva checked Claudia many times, from the front seat of his car. They were on their way to Reiki's house. But Claudia forced Yudha and Shiva to shut up to Alif and Aksa.
“Wait first Di, you mean we can not tell Ka Aksa same Alif why?, not necessarily also if the Reiki ka that makes Icha run away” asked Shiva in the car.
Claudia was downcast, what she had to say to her two best friends. To be honest Claudia has no intention of hiding what happened between her, Aksa, and Reiki, but she also does not know how to convey and tell her friends. His mind was in ruins, worried about his choice.
“Gw can't explain now Shiv..” replied Claudia while looking down.
“Can Di, I do not want to cover up something that has the potential to make Icha and others in danger. I want to know why you are so afraid Ka Aksa know that the possibility of Ka Reiki intervening here” Shiva frowned, he was not happy with what his best friend did. Shiva had high hopes for Claudia, so that her friend would tell her the truth and explain to her what really happened.
“Shiva, relax. Icha ain't gonna have this problem. I just asked you to tell Yudha not the same story of Ka Aksa and Alif. Please Shiv please gw..” Claudia held back her tears, she tried to ask her friend. It was something that made Shiva and Yudha worried, because Claudia had never acted like that.
“Qy...” Shiva looked at Yudha expectantly, perhaps his hard character would not be able to make a silenced Claudia to tell him. Yudha only returned the gaze of her lover while sighing harshly.
Actually Yudha did not want to interfere even though she knew Shiva was very worried, obviously her boyfriend did not want Claudia also to experience problems in the future, he knew Shiva's intention just so that, he knew that, if at any point there is a problem in the future, which is related to the events of today, Shiva could be behind Claudia to help him.
“Di...maybe not a place I'm making a talk, but does this have anything to do with how he feels bang Aksa to lo?”
Claudia's eyes widened, she did know Yudha was a type of man who was very attentive and sensitive to the surroundings. That is why only Yudha, who can conquer the heart of Shiva who was once known to hate men.
Yudha's guess is almost always right, because of his observant nature with the circumstances around, making Claudia have to admit that Yudha is indeed sometimes scary. To the girl, every word of her best friend is like someone trying to get inside someone else's brain. Nothing more than that, at the moment Claudia could only freeze into silence, her body shaking violently, like someone caught committing a crime.
“Hah, what does that mean? Iqy, what the hell is that talking about? Brother Aksa with Claudia is ade's sister, it is impossible...” Shiva did not believe what Yudha said, he continued to pinch her until she turned her back and tried to look at Claudia. The pupils of the girl's eyes enlarged, in her heart she could not believe, Claudia could look so tense with an unfocused look on her eyes.
“ASTAGA IN...YOU...” Shiva shook his head, his head was very painful. What really happened to these friends, what this girl had missed, so they had no idea what happened to Icha and Claudia.
Burning anger in Shiva's heart, he felt it was not considered, although he knew Claudia must be confused, only his heart hurt when he knew his friend was having difficulties and he did not help at all.
“DI YOU CRAZY YES?!” shiva snapped to Claudia.
“Ga is Shiv..” Claudia finally cried, she felt guilty and many more things she felt but could not explain.
“TAPI TETEP AJA...” exclaimed Shiva, but not yet finished this girl finished her sentence, Yudha immediately stroked the top of her lover's head, trying to calm down.
“Honey, you calm down first.” Yudha continues to stroke the head of the girl he loves, it is felt Shiva has begun to calm he finally stopped.
“Di, you're already the same fiancee Ka Reiki. Lo inget it, I as a friend ga sincere if you like crazy. Lo ga think what life lo would be ribet bint ruweh if you hope the same ka Aksa, think nyokap lo and Eyang, what if they know continue to nyokap lo berantem same stepdok lo?, for a lifetime I squirm aunty Silvana just this time I see she can smile happily so” said Shiva with calmer conditions.
Yudha seemed to have to stop the girl, what she told Claudia would only make Claudia even more depressed. He also did not want Claudia to feel stressed because Shiva said such a thing.
“Di, for this time I do not agree with Shiva.” exclaimed Yudha while marginalizing her car.
“IQY!!” Yudha must be crazy, Shiva thought, what does not agree. He should support Shiva, to stop Claudia from doing what Shiva thinks is the greatest folly. Shiva doesn't want to see his best friend hard, that's why he doesn't want Claudia to choose Aksa.
Yudha, holding Shiva's hand, gently smiled at the girl in front of him. This young man knew right, the nature of Shiva who was stubborn, a little Claudia was much affected by Shiva's hard attitude, so he tried to treat his lover with gentle, when Shiva was angry, Shiva was angry, angry or jealous.
“Honey, you can not control the feelings of humans.” Yudha who continues to smile like that, making Shiva can not do anything this girl can only frown.
“In if you love the same bang Aksa, you talk well. And my advice, never sacrifice your own happiness for others, if you have a sincere love for aunt Ana, you have, your relationship with Aksa will not affect their marriage, according to me as a husband he must lead and guide the wife and children well, but if it is contrary to the happiness of his children, he said, if he is a person who is not selfish, he can certainly understand that human feelings are not that simple. Keep not half-and-half Di, if you do not like the same bang Reiki, it is still not too late to break the engagement rope. Likewise, if you mutusin to choose the Reiki bang rather than the Aksa bang, lo tegesin to your brother Di. All this will not go well as long as you are still hesitant, you give false hope to the two people it”
Yudha was worried, Shiva was right, but what Claudia wanted was the most important thing, if indeed she chose Reiki because of her stepfather, while her heart had indeed fallen in Aksa's embrace, then Claudia's marriage in the future will only be filled with pain. Yudha was convinced by the nature of Aksa so, let alone his possessive attitude towards Claudia that he had noticed since they were in the cafe, it would certainly make things difficult for Claudia in the future.
Reiki and Claudia's marriage will only be a nightmare, if Aksa's position already knows Claudia also welcomes her feelings. In this case Claudia must be confident in her choices and all the consequences that she will bear.
“Gw understands Qy, but it's not all that easy. Eyang has heart disease, nyokap already happy with his life, continue ka Aksa also already have a future wife, let alone ka Reiki.” Claudia understands what is said by Yudha, Yudha, but this is too difficult for him.
Shiva and Yudha look at each other, what does it mean with ‘Ka Reiki’. What Claudia's fiancee said, so she couldn't decide what to do.
“Ka Reiki why...?” Shiva Seru.
“Ka Reiki said, if I marry him, I will be free to meet bokap gw”
“Udah In your choice already, now slowly you learn aja make love with Ka Reiki” exclaimed Shiva while looking at Yudha, this girl knows very well that Claudia always misses her father, it is, and he knows that Silvana forbids all contact with Claudia's real father.
“Honey but..”
“Iqy, I don't want ya comment again, I want Claudia to live a quiet life. You must know happy is not necessarily calm, but if you are calm must be happy”
Yudha just shook her head, she knew that it was futile to argue with Shiva at the moment, her only hope was for Claudia to consider what she said earlier. The young man started his car again, and now they continue their journey.
Soon they arrive, in an elite housing estate. The Reiki House is no less big than Claudia's new home. A minimalist house that seems very shady, that is the place that became the residence of Reiki and his family.
Claudia did not waste any more time, she immediately pushed the bell and was greeted by the security who already knew her. The three men were also welcome in.
“Non Claudia” welcome a woman in her 40s.
“Bi Ika, aunt Kei no ?” ask Claudia.
“There is no, enter first come, please.”.
Claudia followed Ika, they were welcome to sit down, then the woman went to Keiko, then she immediately made a drink for Claudia and her friends.
Shortly after, Keiko came to Claudia in the living room. They all greeted Keiko one by one.
“Mommy's son, geez what's suddenly here, you know you came earlier mama cook a lot, for you the same friends you” welcome Keiko while hugging Claudia.
“Tante Kei, uhm anu.”.
“Why Nak?”
“Ka Reiki..where is aunty??”
Claudia's heart was pounding hard, to be honest she wished Reiki wasn't home, and it was better that the man was just practicing in the hospital.
“Reiki?, just returned home, in his room kok”
“Iya, ade can go to her room by Reiki?” Claudia closed her eyes for a moment, she clenched her hands.
“Can-be” exciting Keiko with a smile.
Claudia similarly could not smile, her steps were heavy. He was worried about what he should say to his girlfriend.
“You wait here first ya” exclaimed Claudia who responded with a nod of her two friends.
While on the second floor, while heading to Reiki's kamara, Claudia crosses paths with Ika bi, who has just picked up the laundry on the second floor.
“Non..
“Iya why bi?”
“From 2 o'clock Reiki did not want to be disturbed, he said he could not knock on the door. Fear me later if non knock on the door, mas Reiki raged again”
‘DEGH’ heartbeat Claudia getting faster, if bi Ika say 2 hours, it means not long before Alif panic his sister can not be found. Claudia tried to calm down, she adjusted her breathing then smiled.
“Insyaallah is okay bi..I am his future wife, he may not be angry with me” shouted Claudia with a smile.
“Hehehe yasudah if so non.bibi stay first” Bi Ika also leave Claudia who is now in front of Reiki's room. Slowly the girl knocked on the door of her room, but there was no answer. Being annoyed a few times not in touch, Claudia finally knocked even tighter.
“And I told you not to disturb me….Claudia” Reiki opened her room door, she was astonished, why was Claudia at her doorstep.
“Can I sign in ka?” claudia exclaimed in an attempt to be ordinary, even this girl managed to make a smile.
“Iya...” Reiki is still down, why can there be Claudia in her house, did Icha already tell about the incident last afternoon?. Reiki hesitated, as the Claudia in front of him was still smiling. If Claudia had known, she would have thrown their engagement ring in front of her by now.
“Lock the door..” Claudia still smiles. This attitude of Claudia, made Reiki think that Claudia might have started accepting herself.
How shocked Reiki was, when Claudia directly hugged his body. Claudia tightened her arms, Reiki was very happy in her heart, but she was still confused why Claudia suddenly behaved like this, what a hug Claudia so a sign that the girl had received it whole, as well as a sign that she had received it whole, I don't know but for sure, Reiki couldn't help but be happy, and hugged the girl back.
“Di...” Reiki's face is now flushed exactly like a tomato, she is very happy and honestly embarrassed. Claudia touched him for the first time, and she didn't start it. Slowly this young man kissed the head of the girl, who would have thought that the day that had only existed in Reiki's mind had finally appeared as well.
“Kakak this afternoon where?” Claudia buried her face in Reiki's body.
“Oh, Vega cafe yes..”
“So you can ta..”
‘BUGH’ boxing Claudia now hit right into the stomach of Reiki. The man who had not expected that Claudia from the beginning had planned to hit him this, fell down and could only put on a surprised face. Confused by what happened, the article was only a few minutes ago Claudia hugged him tightly. Reiki could not think at all at this moment, he could only look at Claudia's face filled with tears, equipped with facial features that Reiki had never seen before, the anger and disgust that the girl showed.
“Claudia..” Reiki said with a startled face, Reiki's pupils vibrating, completely out of focus.
“WHAT DO YOU THINK HAH?!”
This was the first time Claudia was snapping at him, it certainly made Reiki aghast, the voice of an angry girl accompanied by tangissan made this man even more unable to refine what was really going on.
“In my chan..I don't understand what you mean.” Reiki replied with a lowered head, his countenance was now cooling, he was already like he didn't know what to do next, he said, in his brain there was only the possibility that Icha had told Claudia everything.
“Do not understand ? ok now I ask, what is sister talking about Icha?!” claudia said as she wiped her still flowing tears.
“Icha??” Reiki replied in a flat tone, there was no emotion at all in that voice.
“Iya Icha..what sister knows Icha ilang now.” exclaim Claudia while pulling Reiki shirt collar.
Reiki's eyes refocused, what happened Icha didn't tell Claudia everything, and most importantly now the girl had nowhere to go.
“HAH LOST? KOK CAN..KOK CAN ICHA BE LOST IN?” Reiki was completely shocked, he did not expect Icha to disappear right after they had fought earlier.
“I should have asked my sister, what you are talking about Icha until Icha can be connected until now”
Reiki is silent a thousand languages, it is impossible for him to say that he was caught by Icha while plotting a sinister plan for Claudia and Aksa.
“Why did you answer brother?”
“Di.. I don't know what to say...”.
Reiki's answer made Claudia even more angry, why could this man not know what to say, both of them knew that Icha's disappearance had something to do with Reiki and the girl's quarrel last afternoon. Claudia just lowered her head, her emotions were already unstoppable, as well as Reiki, she could also only duck in the doldrums.
“I love the same ka Aksa..” Claudia raised her head while crying.
What Reiki did not want to hear, finally happened, he already knew that this girl was in love with another man, but he could not, could not accept, he could not accept, his love was lost to Aksa. Reiki can only look up his head, trying to convince himself that what he heard was wrong.
“Claudia..kamu..kamu must be wrong..kamu can not love Aksa” exclaimed Reiki who is now rising from where he fell earlier.
Claudia shook her head, she looked at Reiki with a frustrated face. “I love, I love him, even I willing to be his even though everyone nantuan, even though everyone doain me the same he wretched, I willing.” Claudia lirih.
Reiki immediately pulled both shoulders of Claudia violently, he was very angry, what the fuck Claudia, this girl is blind. Only she loves Claudia to the point of being able to do anything, Claudia must not have such thoughts and feelings for other men.
“STOP !!! WHAT CAN NOT YOU UNDERSTAND ME A LITTLE CLAUDIA..” Jerk Reiki on Claudia, but the girl was undaunted, she snapped back Reiki with all her might.
“NAILS THAT DON'T KNOW..”.
Claudia was unable to stand anymore, she felt her legs limp, she could only sit weakly on the floor. Never did he feel this destructive, and all because of the feeling of love between Aksa and himself.
“So I don't understand, even though I understand that, fussing about the same passionate feelings of love as Aksa. I still prefer my sister to be my future husband. Honestly I am afraid of the threat of brother, but do you think I am the type of woman who can be easily oppressed?, do you think how I feel, my sacrifice for brother?”
Claudia who covered her face with both hands while crying, making Reiki's heart break, she could only be silent now. It is true that it was Claudia who sacrificed the most in this matter, but what could she do. Claudia, that little girl is everything, her life, her world, everything Reiki does right now just to please Claudia later on.
“I hate both of you. Same brother Ka Aksa treats me richly trophy turns, you guys make me like an item. I am a human being, I have feelings, and none of you want to understand me, even though you always spread the phrase love to me”
Reiki immediately hugged Claudia, she could not help but cry, Reiki now cried in silence. He knew it was his fault, but he still had to do this, or forever he would not be able to hold tightly his girl's hand again.
“Claudia, ma..maafin me...”
Reiki's hug was only for a moment, as Claudia directly pushed the man. This girl got up and walked straight to the door of Reiki's room, wiping away her tears.
“Ka... brother dengerin me yes, if until there is anything with Icha, do not expect me to meet with brother again, brother, and it was clear when it was also the wedding of my brother and I would just be a dream” Claudia said.
The girl left Reiki in her dark room without any light, this man could only look down blankly. In his brain what Claudia did, it made him even more crazy.
Claudia ran down the stairs, then went to her friends, quickly she cleaned her bag and then went to look at Keiko.
“Tante, Claudia go home first..ayo..”.
“Lho de, kok hurry..”.
Claudia did not reply, she just left. While the two friends, salute Keiko and get out of the house.
“We say goodbye aunt..”
“Eh yes...be careful on the road..”.
Arriving outside, Yudha and Shiva looked at each other, they sighed, knowing that something had happened between Claudia and Reiki. However, they decided to hurry and get in the car.
While they were on the road, once again these two friends of Claudia looked at each other. Shiva finally asked Claudia.
“Di? You okay?” shiva said anxiously.
“He met Icha Shiv” Claudia replied in an annoyed tone.
“I mean lo?, that same storm Icha it's ka Reiki?”
“Iya Shiv, she said she met her client at Vega” cafe
“Do you think Reiki is caught cheating again?” Shiva believes there is a possibility like that, Icha could have caught Reiki making out with other women, because he did not accept Icha finally hit Reiki.
“The power is not possible dear, bang Reiki is rich bucin I to kamu” explained Yudha and in reply nod by Shiva.
“What do-not because it is yes.” said Claudia who began to think.
“what because ka Reiki wants to mutusin engagement, and he knows you like your brother, keep Icha ga gagasih, is that the time yes??” shiva began to think about various conspiracy theories.
“Gak, not that.” replied Claudia.
“Certain In?” ask Shiva curiously.
“Shy….Icha it likes the same to Reiki” Yudha replied.
New news, since when, even Shiva does not know about this, but why Yudha and Claudia already know that Icha has a heart on Reiki.
“Hah, since when?”
“Udah long, time you don't know?” answer Yudha.
“Lho only I doang who do not know what??”
“More precisely I am the same Claudia aja aja aja karen”. The only ones aware of this may be Yudha and Claudia, the others seem almost impossible to be aware of. Because according to Yudha Icha himself is not aware of this.
“Iya, I think Icha also did not realize that he had the same feeling ka Reiki” Claudia turned out to be as thought with Yudha. His friend who is now driving was a bit surprised apparently.
“Hah crazy, this oath is crazy. Dizziness head I swear..” Shiva tugging his hair because of frustration, today too much information that can not be processed properly.
“Shiv, please japri Rima the same Melvin send them to Masjid As-salam, I guess I was right, if it has something to do with Reiki, surely Icha contact ka Diah” exclaimed Claudia.
“Kok lo can be sure Di?” ask Shiva.
“Because Icha always contact ka Diah, every time he needs an explanation, or whenever he has a problem related to the closest person, unknowingly it is always Icha lakin”. Icha has always been like that, apparently unconsciously, there are some things Icha does repeatedly, so as a friend since childhood, it is quite easy for Claudia to remember the habits of Icha.
“And you think Icha thinks ka Reiki is one of the closest people to her?”
“Iya..”
“Ok direct gw japri”
‘Instantially this all has to do with me, my God I have to. This is only the first problem, do I manage with other problems’ Claudia murmured inwardly.