ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 87's

It was already afternoon when Reiki had just arrived home from the airport, to be honest he felt tired, because while still in Japan Reiki could not rest at all. However, even though he was tired he still followed the wishes of his parents, to talk.

Talking warmly because of longing, yes there can be a little taste like that. But unfortunately more disappointment that want to be expressed both parents Reiki.

The three of them are now sitting in Satyo's study, Reiki's father. Somehow, but Reiki seems only to realize how big the impact of his actions.

Both of her parents look so tired, especially Keiko's mother from Reiki. The woman seemed to lose the joy and positive aura that always accompanied her smile.

Yes, as battered as the two Reiki parents look even older than they should be, all thanks to Reiki's frenzy over the past few years.

“Papa will not be much pleasantries, you know exactly what papa and mama want to ask..” exclaimed Satyo seriously.

Reiki nodded, she was very sure that her parents had already known all the rot she was doing shortly after Nico asked her to meet. Reiki is 100 percent sure that Nico must have told his father and mother, because since childhood Nico was not the type to let the problem drag on, the young man even included people who are very spontaneous and not good at preparing agendas and plans that harm others.

“Reiki, why can you act across borders like this? What is less moral education than papa and mama?” Satyo did not yell at his son, this man tried to ask as calmly as possible.

Reiki fell silent, he knew his mistake. Her inner eyes had been blinded by all the ego to have Claudia regardless of how she felt and the fate of others she sacrificed.

A facial look filled with disappointment clearly adorned the faces of the two Reiki parents, they were at a loss as to what was wrong, how can their son turn into a monster ready to hurt others to get what he wants.

What is wrong to make a young man who is raised so well and lovingly, can justify all means to achieve his wishes.

All of these questions were both mental and physical to Reiki's parents, when they found out that his son was doing various dirty things, such as being hit by lightning, both Keiko and Satyo were in shock.

“Since childhood papa and mama have never taught you to hurt others, never set an example to harm others, papa and mama always try to make you understand and understand, to act kindly, meekly and justly to everyone. Where did all that go ? to the extent that you can destroy the efforts of many people, make them lose their livelihoods to force them into a doll that you can set-up” Never in life Satyo feel sick like this, he said, for the first time this gentle man wanted to hit his only son.

“Iki-kun..all of them...all of them must have a reason, you must be trapped right??? You certainly..” Keiko with a begetar voice did not want to believe what his son had done, but did not finish talking Reiki interrupted his mother.

Claudia's ex-fiance shook her head slowly while holding her mother's hand, hinting that everything her mother and father knew was her job pure without anyone's help.

Seeing that his son did not deny Keiko began to shed her tears, he could not deny and ran away from reality.

“Pa, Ma...Reiki knew that Reiki's actions were very wrong, but Reiki was aware now.Reiki's return to Indonesia was also because he wanted to solve all the problems that Reiki had caused, he said, for life Reiki will be responsible if it is needed Pa, Ma”

Reiki was serious, he wanted to start all over again from scratch. His life and the lives of others who have been in vain because of sheer obsession, Reiki will try his hardest to fix it.

“Papa appreciate your courage to take responsibility.”.

Satyo stopped talking then sighed harshly, actually half of the problems caused by Reiki had been solved secretly by him.

“But..not all broken things can be repaired easily.

Reiki pensive for a while, he understood the true words of his father. He knew that many ‘relationship’ were destroyed by his actions, and he already knew for sure that it would not be easy to get forgiveness from those he had hurt.

“Reiki understands pa...there are many things that can not come back again after being destroyed.” Reiki down regretting everything he has done, it is too late.

“Ya..but that doesn't mean you can't create a new relationship”

Satyo tries to encourage her son, she wants Reiki to start over and learn to be a better person.

“ ⁇ (Kintsugi)” said Keiko suddenly.

Reiki looked at her mother's smiling face weakly, Keiko seemed to know that her husband was trying to raise Reiki's spirit.

“Kintsugi???…” ask Reiki confused.

Keiko nodded then went back to explaining.

“When something breaks we cannot fix it as usual, but we can make it more beautiful with just a gold ink.” exclaimed Keiko.

The woman who had given birth to Reiki hugged her son's body for a while, before releasing him again.

“Kintsugi is not just about repairing broken pottery, son.but it is also a reflection of human emotions. When we accept our mistakes and apologize from our deepest hearts, a broken relationship can turn into something better, even than before.

Reiki listened carefully, he tried to understand every sentence his mother said.

“From Kintsugi we also learn human traits, how we as humans are likened to smooth pottery, craving perfection in a world that is only temporary and ephemeral, he said, however, when the pottery broke man inevitably had to continue to accept destiny”

Accept destiny? Yes, Reiki should have done it a long time ago. How he yearns for the perfect love of Claudia, although in his little heart repeatedly says that the girl can never be his.

“Iki kun...as humans we must try to continue life even by carrying very painful wounds, then rise and face the reality and a new future. Reconciling things that you cannot control, it is difficult but does not mean impossible”

Keiko as much as possible makes Reiki understand and learn from what he has done. The desire is only one, so that Reiki does not repeat it again whatever the reason.

“Reiki, do you understand what your mom means?” Satyo asked Reiki.

While the man was now curled up in his mother's arms while crying in silence. How devastated he was to have done something bad.

“Iya pa.ma..sorry Reiki..” Reiki said stammeringly.

Satyo also stood up from his seat, he approached the child and his wife. He cried to see Reiki, his little son who always looks perfect turned out to have so many weaknesses, he felt ashamed as a father. All because he was unable to guide his son and stop Reiki when taking the wrong path.

The middle-aged man hugged Reiki. At times like this Reiki only realized so important the existence of his parents, he felt all this time he was never grateful even though God had been very good to him.

‘Sorry Reiki papa, mama.Reiki promise never again disappointed papa same mama’ muttered Reiki in the heart.

At the same time but in a different place…

Icha daydreamed, sitting on her desk chair while looking out the window.

This girl was so focused on her mind.

Eros Bratadikara Nayaka's…

Over the past few days the name kept spinning inside his brain, all about Eros felt unreal to the girl.

Eros is a very nice guy, reminding him of his father, marrying Eros is probably the best option.

Wait up? Is it really Icha's choice???

If it was true why his heart was not at all calm. Once again Icha exhaled a long breath.

Because Icha's focus was too much on her mind, the girl did not realize that her brother, Alif had entered her room.

“Cha…. Aisyah Syafira Adhitama..wooooy adeknya Alif Rizki adhitama men adhitama adjaan women who are kind and also beautiful!!!”

Alif had half-cried but Icha was still unaware. Confused finally Alif decided to idle Icha by carrying his little sister's body.

Kontan alone because suddenly in the lift Icha who was surprised to scream with all his might, until in the end Alif placed his sister on the Mattress.

“Astagfirullah !!! yes Allah ka..kak why kagetin Icha anyway?” say Icha while pinching Alif's cheek, upset.

“Duh Cha...sakiiiit !!!”

Icha also released the pinch, while frowning.

“You think what the hell until I call that contact as well.” exclaimed Alif while rubbing his cheek.

‘If I tell you that Alif is angry, right? Kak Alif kan does not like the same ka Eros..’ Icha murmur in the heart. This girl turned her face away from Alif, not wanting to answer her brother's question.

“Why? Are you confused about Eros???” alif asked with a serious face.

Icha's eyes widened, how could Alif know about himself and Eros.

“Kok sister can know???” ask Icha curious.

“Kan Eros phone sister, keep saying want to tell you.bapak same mother also already know, not only they aja abah (grandfather) also already known, not only already know, his parents Eros called 3 days ago” exciting Alif relaxed, relaxed,

“Oh...” Icha nodded.

Looks like something's wrong…

“Tu...tu..wait a minute...means??” Icha was shocked amazing after realizing all was told by her brother.

“Yes everyone in our family already knows Eros wants to bed you..”.