ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 69

Silent…

That was all Claudia could feel, she was eager to escape from everything. All the things that are disgusting, chest tightening, heart burning and hurting his feelings.

I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do. At the moment he felt empty, feeling helpless, feeling useless, his future was like a black hole dragging all the light in his life.

In less than a year, life that previously felt normal, like teenagers in general, changed that easily. Yes, as easy as flipping an hourglass, the calm he felt disappeared like steam.

Starting from his mother who married without any information, had a super annoying stepbrother and fell in love with him, and Reiki….

Yes, because the man Claudia now can not dwell, even though he knows the reality, aware of all his lies have also obtained evidence of his crime, he still can not do anything.

“Claudia..” The soft voice of her mother resuscitated Claudia's daydream.

The girl who had been pensively staring at the balcony of her room, did not turn her body, nor did she answer the call from Silvana.

What happened was that Claudia lost the spirit of her life, she was so devastated by everything she heard 2 weeks ago. Plus when he wanted to reveal all the facts he had, 1 week later Syakila came to bring news of her pregnancy, even though at that time Claudia was still doubtful. He hesitated to confront his fiancee.

Silvana sighed, it had been two weeks Claudia behaved like this, until she finally fainted when she went to school. “Ade, eat first yuk...then if you faint again rich yesterday how?” silvana exclaimed as she hugged her beloved daughter from behind.

Claudia just shook her head, she did not know what else to do, breathing only hurt for her, but she had to focus because soon it was entering a quiet week for the national exam.

“De, if you are rich gini will not be able to solve the problem dear.” exclaimed Silvana while switching seats to be next to Claudia.

It was very clear to Silvana, if her daughter was going through a hard time. And although he was eager to help, Claudia did not pave the way for him to do so at all.

Be Silvana can only give advice and take care of her daughter, she tries her best to guide Claudia on the path that she thinks is right, at least being depressed at the moment is not the best option for her daughter, moreover, there are still many responsibilities that must be completed by his daughter.

On the other hand Claudia now has to accept the fact that her beachhead just disappeared. He who usually can always tell anything to Reiki, now does not know what to say to his fiancee.

If only he could love Reiki, just as he had put his heart on Aksa, perhaps all the things he felt now would not have happened. Both Aksa and herself can live better too.

“Mother..ade love the same ka Reiki, but why can't ade get rid of the same rich feeling ka Reiki..”.

“If you were just thinking the same rich thing about Reiki, maybe things wouldn't be this bad..”.

“Honey, dengerin mother...” Silvana then slowly pulled her daughter the depth of her embrace back. “In this world only God is able to flip the hearts of his people, everything we live in is only temporary, and again no one knows what the future is like, what it is, if it is not his soul mate even though it is united will certainly separate, and vice versa son.”.

The real example of what Silvana said was herself with Bram. This woman feels right, how the waking up feeling she has.

The phase of affection turns into love, then the feeling of being betrayed by love turns into hatred, hatred that he feels past experience a period of acceptance, and then feel betrayed by love, until finally it ends in pity and back to love once again. In this life nothing is impossible, as long as it is still breathing things cannot possibly be true.

“Kakak again go with papa, check the building for ijab kabul next week. They want everything to be fast paced, you know they are afraid that if Syakila's stomach gets bigger, it will be difficult to close in”

Claudia sighed, she lowered her head uninspired, as painful as this felt, she never even imagined, the supposedly happy news could actually make her heart seem to stop beating.

Seeing Claudia who was silent while adjusting her breathing, Silvana understood that her daughter was suffering a lot.

“De...” Silvana said worriedly.

“Ade must learn sincerely right?” Claudia tried to smile, this girl must be strong, life goes on whatever the condition.

Silvana embraces the tiny body of her daughter, how proud she is of Claudia who chooses not to give up. “Yes son, right now that's all you can do, let fate define”

Yes, let fate work, Claudia can only resign and sincerely face reality.

The mother and son hugged each other, until bi Sumi came and knocked slowly on Claudia's room door.

“Non, below there is mba Icha, same den Eros, he said he would like to meet non Claudia”

Hearing the names of the two people being called, Claudia immediately stood up and ran out of her room. He could not let his mother know what was really going on, until he felt completely disoriented.

“Di...” exclaimed Icha, her best friend was directly hugging Claudia tightly.

“Cha, we can chat here, let's move to the studio aja..Eros lo also follow” Claudia took off Icha's embrace slowly, she also took her best friend's hand, and walked outside the room of the house, towards his music studio.

When they got there, for a while they just fell silent. Eros on the other hand kept checking his phone. It was as if he was waiting for someone to join them.

“Cha, did Reiki connect you after the incident?” suddenly asked Claudia.

Icha nodded, it was true that Reiki had called her several times, asking for Claudia's condition. Claudia's fiancee even reacted like there was nothing.

“Di, we better focus on the national exam just yes, I came here not to open old wounds, I just want to see your condition…because yesterday abis home from school you shoot so much” Icha worried about the condition of his best friend, since a few weeks indeed Claudia's condition is not good. He was pale, his body also became thinner, even Claudia was very often daydreaming.

“I'm fine Cha, just need a break. I'm just still in the phase of not being able to accept reality, especially about ka Reiki.” Claudia smiled weakly.

2 weeks ago, Claudia was on the phone by someone who was no stranger to her. Hanif Ahmad Alken. Despite not being close to the young man, Claudia knew Hanif from childhood, as she had lived in her tantric home for several years.

Even more surprising, Eros turns out to be good friends with Hanif, even long before Eros repairs himself.

The three of them finally made a deal, to meet somewhere, initially Claudia was confused, but in the end she understood. It all has to do with Reiki.