ME VS MY BROTHER'S

Episode 32

Claudia got off Shiva's car, the girl

decided to go to Icha's house first, because he heard from Alif that his father

it was already in their house, so it was better for Claudia to go see Zen first

erst. Because by then they already knew Icha was fine, so Alif and

the others have calmed down.

Related to what is said

his best friend, of course, with the pleasure of Claudia agreed, he missed very much

his father how could he refuse what Alif said.

“Do not want us to anterin just to his house

Alif, Di?” said Yudha who was worried about her best friend, because of her position as well

it's been a little night.

“Gaklah, santuuuy bro, still rame this, gw

take an ojek onlen aja, already there cepet to Alif, tar si Eros in Hajar

same Alif berabe again..”

“News In, gpp? I'm afraid of Abis the Icha,

you again are saying, O Allah, do not take it, it is crazy enough.

your servant is yes Rab..” Shiva looked seriously at Claudia.

“Basic, lo kok be a bad doain

so-called. God willing gpp gw, doain aja. I was even more worried about the same

Melvin, tar if he's already in Rampage mode on, it's hard to win. Cassian

Rima equal Icha, tar so rempeyek again Eros” Claudia laughs, Shiva and Yudha

just giddy, Claudia is sadistic when it comes to Eros.

“Eh brother ojek I have deket nih, there

already gone..hush hush...” Claudia moves her hand like a shoo.

“Siaul lo..hahaha yaudah we unplug, tia.

ati miss pretty. Pake your mask there, lots of debyuu, tar his son's big mistress

sick again” seduces Shiva, while Yudha revives her car. Claudia

just laugh and go to the end of the road waving his hand.

Yudha did not go straight, he waited

until Claudia gets on her online ojek. After that they just went to

Icha place.

On the road, a lot of things are thought

by Claudia, things are stupid in her opinion, but she is so happy that she wants to

crying out. What he would say to his father when he met, or what he could say

crying in front of the person he misses so much. For 10 years he

longing, of course, is not an easy thing to express everything.

Because the road is relatively not jammed, Claudia

sooner than expected, once entered he was welcomed by the security guard

who was guarding the house Icha, indeed since Eros broke through the house of Icha, Bima

building a security guard post and hiring 2 people in charge of guarding the house

they, it's nothing, if someone who is not as shrewd as Eros alone,

could easily break into their homes, then what about

people who are used to doing bad things, will definitely be easier for them

them.

Safety of his wife and son

at stake, especially Alif is often not home because of his usual off-school

he would go to his grandfather's house, study sacred sites or teach, sometimes he

also asked his grandfather to take care of fish ponds and gardens in the pesantren

his grandfather. While Bima, because his company takes care of many projects, he,

often he does not come home, of course, his own concern for him,

leaving his only wife and daughter with no one to look after.

The guarding officer is well acquainted with

Claudia, like a regular visitor, Claudia can easily access the whole

the Icha house. Bima introduced the girl to the workers, as

his nephew and Mey, so it's no wonder that, they're no strangers to Claudia.

With a pounding day, Claudia walked in

to the yard of Bima's house, she felt like her heart was about to stop,

his steps were heavy because he was afraid that his father would not recognize him anymore. It's been 10

years, of course a lot has changed from him, let alone he also does not know, what

his father is married again, and he has a younger brother or not from his father. All

bad and good thoughts come together in Claudia's mind.

The girl arrived at the door

Bima, when he wanted to open the door, it was not closed

the meetings. This girl went in until she heard the sound of crying that she could easily

know. It was his mother's voice, slowly approaching towards the bookcase that was becoming

the doorway to the living room.

‘Mother why crying so, what mother

fight again with dad huh?’ Claudia murmured.

“I know, I was wrong.I understand but my ego.

tell me you're wrong, after we lost her sister Claudia, I never did

I want to admit that it was my fault, but I understand it was my doing

by myself, I know the danger to our son, but I can't see Aini leaving either

forever at that time….I'm evil Zen, you shouldn't suffer because of me..”.

Claudia closed both her mouth, she did not

understand what's going on. Sister?, did Claudia ever have a sister? Claudia is not

ever know about this. Then who's Aini, Claudia doesn't know. But more

it's important, about his sister, why he doesn't know and also doesn't remember at all.

He was an only child, and had no brothers at all.

Out of curiosity, Claudia stole the listen.

He knows this is not good, but if asked, no one will want to

tell him. After all, the truth is that until now Claudia only knows, but,

her father and her mother divorced because Claudia fled to America with her father.

This girl did not know the root of the problem until Zen took her, though

actually, he deserves to know what happened.

“Ana...” Zen Seru quietly.

Claudia's heart was beating hard, that's

his voice, the human voice that Claudia wanted to meet the most, Zen Aramazd Mahendra,

the biological father who had not seen this girl for a long time, he felt like he wanted to

once jumped and hugged his father it was now, but the timing wasn't right.

“This has made my life possible

suffer, but because of him too I can meet you Zen, and I feel as long as

I am happiest when I am with you. I hate him, I'm mad at him, I'm mad at him,

but I also love him, I don't have this brother only has him, I don't have him,

I assume she's my real sister” Silvana sobbed, she remembered about Aini who

they are only distant cousins.

“He's as important as my life

zen himself, the time of the accident 15 years ago, I was surprised why it could be

I met him again, but after the accident I broke up with Aini. Moments

it was I guess my anger was the same he was still there, but it turned out all the things that

the negativity about him is not at all. That time even though I

not angry with him, I don't want to be in touch with him anymore

those people, you know Zen” Silvana is still sobbing with tears, she said,

zen nodded, still clasping Silvana's hand tightly. It

wanted to hear all the explanations Silvana had delayed all this time.

As for Claudia, the girl was still

confused about what he heard. But Claudia didn't stop, at least

if all this wasn't clear, he could figure it out later.

“Until a year later Aini came again,

just when I was pregnant with our child. I didn't want to at all

helping him, to me was enough. But when he came and asked

meet me, at that time I saw the condition of him who lives the same skin

bones, really make my heart crumble Zen. After I found out he had cancer

stage 4, I've asked him to go to the oncologist, but even if he has

there he begged me to help him too. At that time, I

really worried, the day he entered the ICU I was preparing for leave to wait

birth of our child. But...”

‘What the fuck is this, so I cancel being

an older sister because of a girl named Aini?!, really can't

excused’ Claudia instantly burned emotions, this girl seems to start getting

bright spot, for all the events that happened.

“I know Na, I understand..” Zen stroking.

the head of Silvana.

“Zen..”

“I'm not vengeful, but I'm honest too

can't lie if I'm disappointed, if you don't take a step

alone, now maybe we're still together and Claudia's not lonely, son

we must also have grown up now..” Zen cried, he

regretting everything, if he had spent more time

with Silvana, none of this will happen.

“Sorry I'm Zen..” Silvana also cried,

he understood that this was a fatal mistake.

“But I was then, still hoping. Ye

stop taking care of Aini, focus on Claudia, which makes me very angry

it was 3 days after our son died, you instead entered work because you had to

taking care of Aini, back then I felt you didn't care about me at all

nor Claudia”

Claudia cried, she held back the voice

her crying did not break. What kind of stupidity has been done by the two

his parents, until their families were destroyed.

“I know Zen, but honestly I feel too

guilty whenever you're not mad at me, and instead take care of me by

well, I think I want you to yell at me, curse me for killing

our son to save the lives of others..”.

“Therefore you do not want to stay at home?”

Silvana just nodded, all this because

their communication is bad. Both of them are not honest at all

feelings each.

“Silvana Zen pulled the body of the ex

his wife, into his arms. He wanted to scream, if only

they are emotionless and put aside their individual egotisms, if only.

 “Basic

stupid, you think how I'm gonna curse you, yell at you, when I know, how,

you were the one who suffered the most during such a miscarriage. How can I

hating you, who are trying their best to save lives

other people, I can't possibly hate you Silvana. Sorry me...” Zen

raising his voice, he tightened his embrace on Silvana. How much

longing for his wife's warm embrace, he misses the past.

“Sorry I'm Zen, I'm sorry for

everything...” Silvana tightened her embrace on Zen.

Their son, now, is crying.

All this is too late, but at least Claudia still thinks, that will

there is a better future for everything.

Zen and Silvana released their embrace,

Zen wiped away the tears from Silvana, with a smile he used both

his hand to hold Silvana's face.

“Do not cry anymore, what matters is you

already happy with Bram, make me the most important” exclaimed Zen weak.

It's not like she stopped crying Silvana

the more it becomes, the more it sobs. Zen even had to calm him down with

stroking Silvana's back.

“Zen, I want to tell you one more..”.

“You know what???”

“I married mas Bram, because

my promise to Aini I have to protect Aksa, that's what Aini asked for 3 months.

after we divorced”

Zen was silent, so was there any hope

for him?, would he rather take Silvana again from Bram's hands?, that was

normal mind, but what's best.

As for Claudia, she doesn't believe it, so

all this is related to Aksa and Bram his stepfather. It's too heavy, though,

even for him, all the causes of Claudia's family's destruction are because of the women who

named Aini, and all the sadness that she bears just for Aksa and Bram.

Angry, upset, sad, disappointed and hated that was all he felt now.

“Claudia...why are you there??..”

Claudia was surprised, now in front of her,

there are people he least wants to meet.