
Claudia moved her legs quickly, her face pale as she entered the house. He was surprised to hear the news that Hana fainted, even disappeared.
“Non Claudia...” call bi Sumi with panic face.
“Bi !! How is it?!!!” ask Claudia.
“Non Hana still hasn't woken up non”
They rushed over, as soon as they reached Hana's room everyone was gathered in the little girl's room. Claudia then without further ado directly entered Hana's room.
“Claudia where are you from? We're all worried you don't?!” nesya said, her eyes were upset because even though she asked where Claudia was going, Aksa did not answer a word.
Claudia looked at Aksa who was behind Nesya, shaking her head.
He immediately understood that Aksa did not want anyone to know, if his wife had come to visit. His little princess business alone had not been sorted out, he did not want to make matters even bigger.
“Tadi Icha same kids phone ade, right from ade home have never met at all”
Claudia lied? not particularly. After he settled his affairs with Syakila, this girl went straight to where her friends had gathered.
They miss Claudia, but because of the problems that are quite dizzy after Claudia's return to the homeland, so their kangen meeting plan must be postponed for a while.
“How can I faint bun?” claudia asked, checking the temperature of the little girl's body with her hands.
“Mother didn't know, she was missing earlier. We all get confused looking for him, you were also on the phone ga appointed” exclaimed Silvana.
Claudia smiled faintly, she had indeed deliberately disabled her phone. He was worried that if he did not turn off his phone, his conversation with Syakila would be interrupted.
“Tadi mobile phone ade lowbatt mother, new in charge fitting sampe cafenya si Melvin. Convert chatting so forget in lifein..”.
“Don't be rich next time.”.
“Iya bunda”
For a while Claudia did not say anything, even though she knew Aksa was very curious about the meeting and Syakila earlier.
“This can not be allowed, mas we call Reiki aja ya” said Silvana.
Aksa's eyes immediately widened to hear his mother's words. Why call Reiki here? It was clear that Aksa hated Reiki so much, now his parents even want to bring the man here.
“Mother Aksa disagrees, why bring that person here anyway !!!” aksa said he did not like it.
“How's it going? Are we justin aja Hana passed out not waking up gini?!! Papa want to take it to the hospital from earlier do not you love you, what do you want it?!. Papa equally mother is afraid that our grandchildren to why-why, you understand not anyway?!” Bram angry.
Since then he actually wanted to take Hana to the hospital, only Aksa did not give permission. Of course everyone is confused why Aksa does not want to bring Hana to check.
On the other hand, Claudia's body suddenly shook violently once Reiki's name was mentioned, not to mention realizing Aksa's exaggerated response, when her cousin's sister's name was mentioned by Silvana.
For a moment he remembered his conversation with Syakila this afternoon. This girl then looked at Hana's pale face, she felt sorry for Hana who had to live in a toxic environment.
‘Hana is more important, now is not the time to think about things that have not happened. If let pity Han’ Claudia murmured in heart.
Claudia quickly threw away her bad thoughts, however everything that had happened could not be repeated, only repaired. How is it ? I don't know, he doesn't know. It is not easy to throw away one's hatred.
“Let me call ka Reiki.” Claudia clenched her hand. He then left Hana's room.
“DE !!!”
Aksa certainly chased Claudia out of Hana's room, obviously she did not like that her little daughter had to be examined by Reiki, what her mother could not.
“ADE !!!”
Seeing that Claudia was trying to contact Reiki, Aksa immediately withdrew her sister's hand.
“ADE !!” yell Aksa.
Aksa immediately snatches Claudia's phone, turns off her call and pulls Claudia's hand. The two of them moved further away from Hana's room.
“Kak !”
Claudia pulled her hand from Aksa, making the man stop his steps.
“Who gave you permission to contact that person ?!” aksa said emotionally, the man looked at Claudia with a sharp gaze, while clutching Claudia's arms.
“What the hell is ka?! I want to call you Reiki, did you not denger who said mother was ?”
Of course Claudia does not like the attitude of Aksa who seems anti-hearing the name Reiki. It was natural that Aksa did not like it, but this seemed unfair to Claudia. What Aksa does not realize, that he also had a share in the failure of their relationship in the past.
More so now than worrying about Claudia meeting Reiki again, Hana is more important.
“Ka!! What is my sister only for the sake of ego brother, brother victim Hana?, if rich gini what is the difference between sister and Syakila?!”
Aksa was speechless, he knew this was his ego but what was wrong?. He does not want to meet Reiki, not after he finds out that Claudia had lived with the man for years. His anger was so great, he even wanted to kill Reiki if he could.
“Ka, I don't ask you to forgive me for Reiki, not at all. Forgiveness is not an easy thing, but you also can not show that you have no mistakes as well.”.
“But de..”
Not yet Aksa continued her words, Claudia immediately raised her hand. This girl was tired of hearing Aksa's excuses.
“I have no intention of mojokin brother, I say gini so that you can prioritize important things rather than your own ego. You have to know that every human being can make mistakes. It is natural that we cannot accept, but that does not mean we have to cultivate a protracted hatred kak”
Syakila and Reiki's plan did hurt them from the start, but it wasn't 100% their fault. There was one of Aksa and Claudia there too, because they wanted to follow the game of the two people, especially Aksa.
The man subconsciously gave himself up, to plunge straight into destroying whatever they already had. Aksa knew and wanted to make Claudia jealous of him, to the point that she did not realize that what she was doing was in vain.
As for Claudia, she was too carried away by emotions for a moment. When it comes to going back and stopping all Reiki-related decisions, it's too late.
They should be able to learn from what has happened, hating people who have made us suffer without doing anything to quell the bad in the heart as well, is not a good thing.
How to be a straight human being, if life is still continuously damaged by ego and also fire in the heart, only negative things are created, he said, while the positive things in their brains and minds will eventually run out without remaining, because they continue to think about the bad things in the past.
“What you do not realize, the deeper you hate someone, the more damaged also the positive thoughts of your brother. We do not live to plant hatred. Big sister look at Hana, her biological mother like that, filled with envy, and endless grudges. While his father also narrowed his own heart, what could be imitated from such an old man sis? Does Hana have to learn to be vengeful too?, because her father and mother can't stretch their hearts?”
No one knows about the future, whether Claudia can be with Hana or not. But only one thing will happen to Hana, the girl only has her father.
From her meeting with Syakila earlier, Claudia could easily see Hana's future without her. Obviously for Syakila he did not want the sweet girl Aksa loved.
To him, Hana is a tool. From the beginning to the end as a tool, the little girl should be of benefit to Syakila. His sister's wife was clearly insane, so what more could be expected of such an insane person.
Obviously for Hana, only Aksa can be used as a role model and also as someone who gives a sense of security. Of course it is not an easy task for Aksa, but inevitably he has to do it, all for the sake of Hana, for the future of their beloved little girl.
Another Claudia, another Aksa. Actually Aksa was not unconscious, but his heart was still very sick. He knew that there was a hand in all the bad things that happened to Claudia, but the fact that Reiki could comfortably spend years with his girl, was a huge blow. Her greatest hope is to have Claudia, as if stolen easily by Reiki.
“You don't understand de..you really don't understand how I feel...”
“I understand you, what do you think after I came out of your room on the wedding day, my heart was not completely broken ?”
Is it worth explaining?, Claudia isn't as strong as others think. He was just trying to survive, to keep fighting even though he did not know what to do.
All he knew was that he could breathe, even though everything was stifling. What he realized was that he could still move, even though his whole body felt numb, and all he dreamed of was to live peacefully for it he had to fight for it.
“It's not just the big brother who's devastated that we can't be together. But, I can't keep struggling in the past brother, I still have a life to live, which if I give up I don't even know it's going to be good or bad.”
Aksa who heard that Claudia was completely fine during the distance, immediately pulled the body of the girl into her arms.
“Claudia..aku..aku..
Claudia knows that Aksa wants to discuss everything that happened during her absence, but Claudia does not want to talk about it. Slowly the girl pushed Aksa's body slowly away from her.
“Sister..we talk about ‘kita’ later, now the most important Hana...”
Aksa smiled, nodding her head. Right now he had to suppress his ego for the sake of Hana. What Claudia said made her realize that she must now take responsibility for her daughter's life.
A sense of calm returned to Aksa's heart, but not with Claudia. The girl hugged the body of the man she could not forget.
‘This is the best..because it is not yet time for Aksa to know the truth..’ murmured in his heart.
Claudia closed her eyes and remembered what had happened to her and Syakila.
“Ahahahaha Claudia you really do not understand or pretend to be stupid anyway?” say Syakila while curled up.
Of course Claudia was confused, for her there was nothing funny. Why did the woman laugh so hard.
“Can't you not muter-muter so talk about it? I'm confused !”
Claudia scrunched her forehead, the woman in front of her had indeed gone mad.
“Hmmm ok ok, how about we start by imagining that Aksa and your whole family, know about you covering up the crime of Reiki??? What do you think Aksa will do when he finds out, if you also betray him, for Reiki?”
In his mind the girl's mind was raging.
‘I must immediately think of another way so that Syakila does not dismantle everything, before I am honest with Aksa. I don't know what will happen if you know that I've been hiding the crime of Reiki, so that both of them avoid a bigger conflict’
Yeah, it hasn't happened yet. There's still time…