Marrying My Ex-Husband's Boss

Ordinary man

No need to chase, sometimes, we just have to wait. And patient.

Tired Rian wanders in search of Kira, who can't be found anywhere, lost without a trace. For a moment Rian stopped and returned to his world, returning to the life he had left behind. Not giving up, just stopping for a moment. Just for an apology, he had to bleed.

That afternoon, as the sky turned orange, Rian arrived at the hospital, after returning home from work. He looks tired and messy. The fine fur began to fill his chin. He's very unkempt.

From a distance, Rian saw an illusion, an illusion that hoped to become a reality. The one in his way, was in front of him, within his reach. He was talking to a doctor who helped deliver his wife.

The originally lethargic face suddenly sparkled. Happy, happy, relieved, but the feeling soon disappeared as it came. The fear of the woman's rejection filled his mind. So Rian paused his steps. The hand that was about to wave, lowered it again. The lips that were about to say hello, clenched again. His courage seemed to disappear when the woman who had been with him looked happy and beautiful. Right, your woman will always be attractive in the eyes of other men. But now Rian was the other man. Beautiful, elegant yet still simple. Seeing Kira, as if time had stopped, the breeze blew away her black hair, making it flutter in slow motion, in the accompaniment of a melody that was picked up by angels.

Kira this afternoon, there's an appointment with Dr. Vivian, Kira's getting her body checked. After so many years of not getting her monthly guests, this morning, Kira got them again. Indeed there is nothing to worry about, it's just that, Kira wants to make sure she is in good health and well.

As she was about to leave the room where Doctor Vivian opened the practice, Kira accidentally saw Rian. Although Kira is no longer feeling heartache, but her human side, has not been able to make peace. Kira chose another path, rather than cross paths with him. However, Rian apparently did not want to miss the opportunity to meet his ex-wife.

"Ra, wait. Kira," Shouted Rian. Rian ran over to grab Kira's hand which also ran dodging. However, their distance is too close, making Kira unable to just hide.

"Take off, Mas," Kira fluttered Rian's hand which gripped Kira's wrist tightly.

"No, Ra. You know, I'm almost crazy looking for you, Ra. Please, just this time, listen to me, Ra," Rian looked at Kira pleading. That compassionate look made the side of Kira's heart melt. However, that does not mean easily Kira will be compassionate.

"Speak, Mother. I don't have much time," Kira said coldly and without looking at Rian for a glance.

Rian took off Kira's hand slowly. "Ra, I'm sorry, yes Ra. I was wrong all along, I've abandoned you and the kids, and you should know one thing, Ra. I'm not breaking any promises at all, your living is still my responsibility, but Riana is using it. Riana's made us misunderstand." Rian sighed. The heavy burden on his heart seemed to lift.

Kira is still staring, I don't know where she should trust. However, hearing the tender words full of pity, Kira was not sure Rian was lying to her. The heart also has a bad side, namely prejudice. Too often tricked, making Kira can not immediately believe in Rian. He thought about knowing the truth, before making a decision.

"Ra, I know you won't believe me, but this time, I'll be honest with you. I'm not looking for a justification for my actions, but believe me, Ra, it's all beyond my expectations. Our family is devastated, Mother is sick, Riana is gone. I beg you, Ra. Forgive us, forgive us," Rian slumped to the floor. Touching Kira's feet. It gets everyone's attention on them.

"Wake, Mas. Do you think I'll forgive you even if you bow down?" said Kira coldly.

"Ra," Rintih Rian. He turned his face to look at Kira who was still unmoved.

"Wake, Mas. Stand up." Kira's voice rose by an octave.

"No, until you forgive me," Rian looked down again. Letting her tears drip.

"I won't forgive you if you're still like that" Kira gave a quick glance. Sighing, Kira hated this situation so much, hated her easily broken heart. But there is nothing he can do but forgive.

Rian stood up slowly, Rian tried to grab Kira's hand, but Kira immediately withdrew her hand. Disappointed, Rian was disappointed.

"I forgive you does not mean I can accept you again" replied Kira firmly.

Rian sighed, he did not expect much, Kira was willing to forgive and understood it was already very good.

"Ra, can I ask for one more thing?," Rian squeezed his hand. It is better to try and fail than not at all.

Kira turned her head towards Rian who was still raising a wailing gaze. Kira could guess, the man in front of her was under great pressure.

"Come with me for a minute" continued Rian. Before Kira answered, Rian had already walked ahead of her. So Kira has no choice but to follow Rian.

"Kira," Lirih a woman from bed. The woman who had originally been lying weak, now got up and sat down to look at Kira who had just entered.

"Mother" Kira was surprised to know who was lying there.

Not yet had time to talk anything, Mother had cried as much as she could, to the point of shaking her shoulders. Rian, who was standing next to the bed, looked at his mother's pity.

Mom gets weaker every day, forcing Rian to take her for treatment. This old body, was like being absorbed by the torment of regret. Only the bones are covered in skin.

There was nothing left, his arrogance was now gone, changing into a weeping full of regret. The mother is completely alone, no children or grandchildren accompany her. Every day, he just looked at the ceiling of the hospital room, befriending tears.

Every now and then, Rian comes to see his mother. Mom is still mom, as bad as she is. No matter how busy she is, she still wants to visit the woman who gave birth to her.

"Ra, I'm sorry," Lirih Rian. "It may be hard for you, but, look at Mom, she's lived the rest of her life with sadness and regret."

Kira is still watching Rian and Mother in turn. Indeed, there is no more power or terrible hardship from his mouth, but I don't know, forgiving is just easy to say. Kira is just a human being, when the pain of course his heart will hate automatically. Even so, Kira did not get the heart to express her hatred, she still had feelings of empathy for fellow humans.

"I've forgiven you, live well from now on" said Kira coldly. I stared at my mother without blinking. I can't even say a word. Only the buzz of his cries grew louder and louder.

"Thank you, Ra. This really makes our lives better" Lirih Rian. He was unable to hide anymore, how relieved and happy he was to meet Kira. Get forgiveness from people who have been hurt by them for years.

Mother inched down from the bed, helped Rian, Mother approached Kira. Mother calmed down, hugged Kira's legs, and came back crying, her lips quivering, and repeatedly said a not-so-clear apology.

"Don't be like this, Mom. Everyone is wrong, and everyone forgives their mistakes. It's an exaggeration, ma'am," Kira never thought it would all be like this. Yes, he did wish they were punished, but not now, when one side of his heart was happy. This will make their punishment less severe. The influence of the happy side is so strong, that he forgets the pain that ever afflicted him.

Rian pulled his mother from Kira's feet, a little hard because Mom was reluctant to let go of his embrace.

"Mom, stand up, I'll look cruel letting an old and sick woman sit down just expecting forgiveness" Kira's remarks slightly affected Mother. Mom loosened her arms. And with great difficulty, Rian helped Mother stand up and led her back to the bed.

"Next of this never to be present again in my life, Mas. We already have each other's lives, so don't bother me anymore,"

After saying those words, Kira immediately left Mother Rian's nursing room.

Trying to make peace with the past is easy to pronounce, but difficult to demonstrate. If only, it would be as easy as turning the ship. Or as easy as the brain flips the palm of the hand. But, both pairs and brains, they have power and power. Not a weak human like Kira.

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