
Before coming home, Kira took the time to see Dad. Kira intends to say everything even if it is not the truth. Kira close the jacket in his face, the night wind that blows a little hard feels cold through the skin. The sounds of the night animals were earthy as if talking to each other brightened the atmosphere.
Today was his first day working with Ivy. It's exhausting, but it's fun. At least Kira's not thinking about her wedding tomorrow.
The ward where Kira's father was treated, was always crowded as usual. Lots of people come and go, making the atmosphere noisy. Not to mention, this room feels stuffy and hot even though 2 large fans are burning. Kira smiled, greeting the family of another patient who happened to cross paths with her. A few days here, it's not nice if you don't say hello to each other.
How shocked Kira was to find her father's bed empty. His mother's belongings were not left behind either. With hunting breath, Kira asked the family of the patient who was beside her father. Between each patient is limited by an opaque glass bulkhead.
“Sorry Mom, do you know where the two people treated here went?”
“Oh, yes, son, your mother said that your father will undergo an examination and be moved to another room that is more comfortable” The mother smiled kindly. The mother was waiting for her son who had a motorcycle accident.
“Once Ma'am, thank you Ma'am. Excuse me first, may his son cepet cured Bu” Kira retreat from the ward. Kira breathes a sigh of relief. He was prejudiced against Mr. Dirga. Thought Dad and his mother would be made a guarantee that he would not run away.
Kira pulled out her phone. Checked her phone the other time she called. But it turns out Kira's phone is running out of power. Kira finally got the information from the Administration department, when she was about to pay the maintenance fee before moving.
Dad's transferred in the 2nd grade room on the 3rd floor. Kira asks who moved her father into a very expensive room. No member of the Kira family knows except Bi Mila and Uncle Darma. But his Uncle and Aunt were also unlikely to do any of this.
Leaving behind the feeling of hell, Kira immediately stepped towards the 3rd floor using the elevator. Before long, Kira had set foot on the 3rd floor which was very clean, neat and calm. Although in the previous room is also not bad, but here the calm and comfort is very felt. Something a patient needs to speed up his recovery.
Tracing the corridor so quiet, making Kira a little creepy. He could even hear his own footsteps. Kira reads the number on the door to find her father's room. Near the end of the corridor, he had just found the room.
“Kira, I'm worried about you, where the hell is it? why can't your phone be contacted earlier?” Mom ran over to Kira who had just opened the door. He seems to be very worried about his firstborn.
“Out of the battery Bu, Kira was looking for the mother where where” Kira closed the door slowly. His eyes were on his sleeping father.
Kira ignored her mother instead of researching around the room.
“Bu, who moved Dad here?” Kira turned her back to her mother. In this room there is a refrigerator, air conditioner and television as well as the toilet itself, so when to the bathroom do not have to wait in line first. The room is spacious and feels cool. Green ornamental plants make this room similar to residential. If you don't see the infusion bottle support pole and the wheeled bed, this room looks like a hotel room.
“You're this” Mom pats slowly Kira's arm. Make Kira grimaces ” Don't cover anything else same mom, Ra. Mom almost fainted when someone claimed to be your future in-laws”
“Ma-mom's intent?” I gasp at hearing this. No way, Mr. Dirga asked his parents here.
“Since when do you have a husband? Why not say the same to Mom? Hem?” Mother left her waist as if she was scolding Kira.
“He said anything Bu?” Kira grew curious about what the Master said to the old man who had suffered a series of calamities. There's no way he's saying "Oh yeah, I freed your second daughter but took your eldest daughter hostage?"
“She said you used a sick Dad as an excuse to postpone your marriage. So your future-in-law confirmed the truth here” Mother approached Kira, looking at Kira's pias-feeling face.
“What do you think of Mother?”
“It's been like this you still want to reject it? Ra, I know you're still hurting with Rian, but if you love each other, oh no, getting married isn't just about love, but understanding each other, respecting your partner, Ra. I don't think it's wrong to try Ra" Mother looked gently at her daughter.
“Then what about Dad?”
“Dad just agree Ra, as long as you are happy. We will support whatever your decision is. Despite his help, Dad got better care" Mom smiled. There's a lot of hope in there, I just want her son to be happy.
"Let's know the truth" Inner Kira.
“ Is this not too surprising or sudden Bu?”
“ Mother also said that, but it's all your fault, because you didn't tell us first. So he thinks faster better. He waited too long for you Ra"
"Oh my God, I'm not that special until I have to wait. I don't know what that guy said, so it could make my mom, especially my dad, believe it" Kira bit her lip. Holding back the discussion in his heart slid out of his mouth.
“Mom agreed just like that? No this show it's like it used to be?”
“Ngga, after all your father is sick Ra, which is important your marriage is legal in the eyes of religion and country”
Done, Kira no longer knows what to do. At least he didn't say anything. He also did not lie to his mother, this was just a game that his parents could never understand. Even Kira.
“Actually Ra, mom rejected all this, but she insisted. I'm so scared to see so many people brought in, all creepy Ra. But I'm also grateful, your father's getting better. I didn't mean to trade you for any of this, but I see, you have to forget about Rian. They don't mind your status, with your son's son" Mother paused. " You must be asking, how can you be sure this time, he guarantees with himself. So we don't have the right to doubt an old man, do we?"
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Kira is really tired today, not only his body but also his heart and mind. Soon he entered the house that already looked lonely. It seems Bi Mila is sleeping. Bi Mila is Mom's brother, who lives not far from Kira's house. Bik Mila really loves children, because until now Bi Mila has no children.
“Have home Ra?” the sound of Mila's bik shocked Kira who walked slowly so as not to wake anyone.
“Aibi hasn't slept?” Kira turned her head towards bi Mila who was behind her.
“Just now aunt wants to sleep, open the door, so get up again. How's your dad doing Ra?”
“Daddy is better Bi. All day I didn't take care of Dad because I had to work Bi" Kira put down her bag and took off her jacket.
“Thank God, Auntie tomorrow must go home first Ra, your Uncle's relatives will visit. Afternoon Aunt come back here with your Uncle" Aunt Mila smiled. "Wasn't it Ra?"
“Alright Bi, tomorrow I will ask permission holiday” Kira deliberately said like that so that Auntie does not feel hesitant to Kira.
“You rest Ra, it looks like you are very tired” Aunt wiped Kira's shoulder. Aunt is very caring and loves Kira and Nina.
“Aibi too, Kira wants to take a bath first Bi, the body feels sticky” Kira smiled. Aunt Mila immediately went to Nina's room. As long as Auntie was here, Auntie occupied Nina's empty room.
Kira does not linger in the bathroom, cold water and night air is not good for health. After changing clothes, Kira followed her three children in the room. Jen used to sleep in Kira's bed. Jen hugged the bolster very tightly like hugging Mama.
Smell at his two sons who were sound asleep, making tears drip without realizing it. Kira lingered for a long time immersing a kiss on her son's head as if she didn't want to part. Inhaling deeply in the very distinctive aroma of the shampoo, instilled into his innermost memories.
“Sorry Mom, baby. Mama can't make you happy. Sorry Mama who can't take good care of you”
They sleep like angels, peaceful and calm. They should not suffer only because of the carelessness of their parents. Kira slumped to the floor, her hands smothering her sobbing mouth.
Without knowing Excel who had not slept before, sitting in front of his mother. Excel hugged Mama, although she understood what kind of situation she was in, but she did not know how much weight she had on her shoulder.
“Excel? Sorry, mama interrupted your sleep huh?” Kira rubbed the rough tears that were still left on her cheeks.
“Ngga Ma, Excel was thirsty earlier” Excel lied so that Mama was not ashamed.
“Mama fetchin drink first ya” Kira want to stand but in prevent Excel. Kira sits back in front of Excel.
“Ma, if Mama feels can't bear alone, Mama can story to Excel. Excel can help Mama” Excel look pity on Mama.
“Mama ngga papa dear” Kira smiles hide sadness.Kira must be strong in front of her children. However Excel is already big, he is silent not do not know, but he does not want to add to the sadness of his mother.
“Ma, don't worry about us when Mama is working. I'll keep Jen and Jeje” Excel smiling, her thumb wiping tears on Kira's cheek.
“Mama is only afraid of you why napa, oh yes tomorrow Mama will take you to the house of Aunt Ivy, would not?" Kira widened her smile, changing the subject.
“We are at home aja Ma, later even troublesome Mama, here Excel has many friends Ma, we can play on the page"
“Alright, if that's what Excel” wants
Kira can't tell Excel the truth. In fact, he intended to ask Aunt Mila to take care of the three of them. Kira does not want her child to be traumatized by unhealthy parenting relationships.
"We're sleeping yuk, it's night, so tomorrow we can get up early" Kira stroked Excel's thick hair and began to cover her forehead. Excel nodded and crawled up to the terraced bed. Kira got up and tidied up an Excel blanket. There was a subtle snoring from Jeje, who was on top of Excel.
Kira smiled at this sight, a sense of happiness filled the recesses of her heart. Kira finally catches up with Jen on the bed on the floor. Jen immediately hugged Kira's neck even though her eyes were closed. Kira returns Jen's embrace, and showers her daughter with a kiss. Makes Jen smile in her sleep.
"You guys are so sweet"