Married Man Bankrupt And Arogan

78. Forced to Resist Emotions

As tight as this chest felt, even my heart seemed to want to stop beating. How could Rabbi's grandmother whom we knew so well ask me to grant her to be my husband's second wife.

Which makes me angry.maybe he said he did not want to seize my husband, he only intended to make my husband happy. Dizziness I thought of this old and senile grandmother before me. It was completely absurd, and even more absurd it turned out that my husband liked women who blatantly refused to be called as actors.

But for the sake of my love for the man who has stood by me for decades and for the integrity of my household, I had to endure my emotions. I must remain friendly to this peot grandmother in front of me.

If only I had not remembered my love for my husband, I might have broken down and beaten up these grandmothers, geez, be patient, I said in my heart.

"If that's what you want to do, I'm forced to bless your marriage. Because honestly I have no other choice. When it comes to heartache, of course like women in general. I was also heartbroken when there was a woman who made my husband fall in love and bend his knees unconditionally before him.

Actually I did not expect a Rabbi grandmother who I know kindly and care about the feelings of fellow women, could have snatched my husband, if you may know, what makes grandma want to be an actor, he said, sure love? or treasure? remember this house is our treasure that was built by my daughter-in-law Anggara, so if we split up, this house we will leave to Anggara and Elena back"

I saw Rabi's grandmother's face look changed, she seemed to be misbehaving. I don't see my husband's face as bright either.

"Once again I stress Dinda, I'm not an actor, I'm not asking your husband to divorce you. So if you're divorced it's not my wish, but yours, I'd be willing to be second. Later let me take care of all the needs of our husband including the needs of the bed. You don't have to bother, just sit sweet," said the grandmother defended herself.

I laugh in my heart, just tell me you want to rule over my husband and you ask me to be a statue that bears a painful witness to your happiness.

"Oh if that's what you want, I may also accept you to be my honeymoon, but it's only temporary, while I don't have a replacement for Edwan. Later after I have Substitute Edwan, we'll get divorced and you'll be his only wife"

Rabi's grandmother hugged me tightly, she thanked me for letting my husband have. But unlike my husband who looks surprised, his face looks red and his seat looks restless. Now it seems like he forgot to be sweet to the old lady in front of me.

"Edwan. .your wife has approved of our relationship, when we are married, as soon as possible yes, "the Rabbi's grandmother approached my husband and took him by the arm. But the husband was shocked and dislike, he slowly brushed off the hand of Rabi's grandmother who was hugging his arm.

"Sorry Rabbi don't be like this, embarrassed to see people, we're not official yet. Please take care of your attitude," my husband said with his cold and flat attitude like the Edwan I know.

"Said you loved me so much Dinda, but why is it so easy for you to give up and bless me to marry Rabbi. Is only until there is your love that you have been fanning.

"Of course I still love him Dad. Because my great love is also what makes me sincerely release you happy with the woman you love.

If you have already fallen in love with him before you are officially married, it means you have betrayed our love, whatever the main reason you have cheated.

While I know that cheating has no cure, cheating people are people whose souls have been damaged because they cannot distinguish what to do and what not to do.

I deliberately spoke like that to hit back at Edwan who was like he was pranking me by using Rabi grandmother who liked him.

"If you guys want to talk about your wedding, I'm happy and I live first well, it's a drowsiness," I finally have a way to get away from them. It was furious to see the behavior of those who seemed to be trying to heat me up.

"Edwan when we registered our marriage file to KUA, I can't wait to be your wife, immediately" I heard Rabi's grandmother asking my husband while struggling spoiled.

I still had time to glance at them, Edwan immediately put away his female hand slowly.

"We should think back so that we are both sure, now you go home, not good you later here, can be rubbed with the neighbors later, " push Edwan, it seems he began to get bored with his female behavior.

Rabbi's grandmother refused to go home as if she was still missing and kept leaning her shoulders on my husband until finally the patience of the man who had been with me for decades felt lost his patience.

"We'd better cancel this marriage, I can't stand your attitude that makes me feel constrained, you're too spoiled and aggressive" Edwan shouted.

"Adwaaaan, " cried Rabi's grandmother.

"Keluaarrrr," cried my husband.

"No Edwan, we're going to stay married, you promised me, and you're going to have to keep it. My whole family knows about our marriage, I'm ashamed that it failed. Even some of them have prepared gifts for us," said Rabi's fiery grandmother.

"Well, if you don't want our marriage to fail, come home quickly, I don't want to get negative attention from neighbors" my husband said. With a quick step I heard the old woman coming out of this house. I continued my steps up the second floor to my room.

Arriving in the room I immediately saw my schedule to meet with Ustadzah where I studied religion. Now that I started studying religion, I also practiced controlling my emotions to avoid getting angry easily. That is why however annoying the behavior of my husband's seizing peot grandmother and my own husband, unable to make my emotions provoked. Even I remained calm as if I no longer felt the pain of seeing another woman indulge in my husband.

The other night when I was thinking a lot of things before going to bed, suddenly my bedroom door was knocked by someone, it must be one of the assistants I need to be with.

With a casual step I got off the bed to open the door. When the door opened, I was very surprised, Edwan who had not slept in the room with me for a long time. Now he came to hug his favorite pillow.

"Mom it's been a long time yes we didn't sleep together, dad misses mom, did mom miss '" said my husband directly into the room and broke his body.

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