Married Man Bankrupt And Arogan

26. Happiest

After returning home from the hospital and doctors declared that there were no serious injuries to Elena's body.   Just sprained in his legs and blisters, I feel very relieved and happy.   I'm grateful to see the people I love have not suffered serious injuries.   

For me to see the person I love in good condition and happy, I am happy even though I am not the lover of his heart.  

I'm sincere that he's happy with the person he loves.   Because to me. Inspiration is a form of love with the highest level. Where we are willing to feel hurt to see the people we love happy.

Along the way, I kept asking what made him sad and unfocused while driving.  For the first time I tried to give her attention by being concerned with how she felt.  I was willing to be a place to confide in him so that he felt relieved, thankfully I can give him a solution to the problem he was facing. 

I did not expect Elena to tell me about the problem she was facing, where her marriage to Andrea failed because of the betrayal of her lover who had secretly married a girl named Nina because she was pregnant with Andrea's child.   Even though all invitations have been spread, all preparations in the form of catering, Event Organizer to wedding clothes have also been ordered. 

Elena was very confused on how to convey all that to her parents.  The girl did not want to disappoint her parents. 

Hearing Elena's story about how the problem was being faced, I tried to strengthen her to stay strong in dealing with her life's problems. 

Coincidentally I also had a pretty weird problem where I was in bankruptcy due to the embellishment of my confidant named Roky. Without a pity I told Elena everything.   It's not just to draw sympathy so he feels kasian.   I also don't care that after He knows my true circumstances, he will stay away from me and not befriend me. 

At least I have a reason to forget her because she is not the woman of my dreams who loves me for who I am.   It turned out that after I opened up about how I really was, Elena's grief began to diminish.

"It turns out I'm not the only one with problems, big brother's problems are much more severe. I should be thankful that I still have complete parents, enough treasures.  I also feel sorry for the problems Anggara's sister is facing, thank you for all the kindness big brother, "Elena said. 

My heart is so happy to hear Elena's words.  Turns out she's a good girl, proven after knowing I'm poor she's still being nice to me.   

Along the way we kept telling stories about our own life experiences.  I feel very comfortable around him.   Along the way home, after taking Elena and meeting her parents, I kept thinking, imagining how sad the parents were when they found out her daughter had failed to marry because of a betrayal.   

It was also in my mind to propose to Elena and marry her right on the day Elena would marry Andrea, so that Elena's parents would not bear the shame of her daughter's failed marriage.  The main reason was of course because I had been in love with that girl for a long time.

Once I felt inferior because I was aware of my financial condition that was being ruined.  But it seems that Elena is not a materialistic woman who chooses a partner because of her property, hopefully her parents are too.  

I turned around to go back to Elena's house.   I'm going to propose to him today.   I hope they accept my proposal and if my proposal is rejected, at least I have tried.

My guess turned out to be true, they accepted my proposal and did not mind my financial condition.   Indeed, at that time Elen accepted me for maintaining disgrace so that parents are not ashamed of their failed marriage.   

Time passed until my marriage came to its time.  Untold happiness the first time Elena kissed the back of my hand.   My whole body felt a beautiful vibration through the touch of her lips on the surface of my skin.  I immediately replied to her by uniting my lips together, my heart was really happy until my eyes felt blurred by tears.

On the first night, I felt really confused.  I'm the one who wants to make my wife fall in love but has absolutely no experience in making love.  That's when. I feel like I'm the dumbest man, because I don't know how to treat women.   

I finally did what I could, I just followed my instincts.   Fortunately Elena was such a patient woman that she led me to do what she wanted.   Making love with the guidance of a wife who seems to be quite experienced turns out to be very delicious. 

From then on, I secretly read books on how to be romantic with my wife.  With my rigid nature even according to some people say my attitude is cold and arrogant.  It is hard to be romantic.   Sometimes I can treat my wife softly and romantically until she looks so embarrassed and happy.   But a moment later my attitude returned to normal, cold and not much to say.

I also started watching tutorials on various styles of sexs that are very much liked by women.  I also see some adult movies.   All that I do to make my beloved wife happy. 

As time went on, I started to worry because Elena had not shown any signs of pregnancy.   The events of High School once again made my heart feel anxious.  What if my latto-lattoku is not able to produce sperm with good quality so that the sperm that I pour every night my wife is not able to fertilize the egg.  What if my hard work every night will not produce a new human successor to my generation. 

Now all the worries that have always been haunting have disappeared.   Today the doctor stated that my wife is in two.  My feelings of joy, happiness and pride in my abilities were mixed into one. 

 I feel the happiness that God has bestowed on me, being married to the woman I love, my wife who did not love me, now almost every night expressing her deep love for me,  the child I long for soon will also be born. 

When it comes to property, my company that was taken over by other entrepreneurs due to Roky has not returned.  But I feel satisfied by having several stores that sell processed bananas. 

Moreover, my wife and her family have never had a problem with property.   For them happiness is not only about wealth and luxury.  Happiness lies in how much we are grateful for what we already have. 

If wealth and luxury become a benchmark to determine one's happiness, then it is very difficult to achieve the happiness we dream of.   Because the amount of treasure has no limit.  Above the sky is the sky, after we are rich there are still richer than us.  Eventually we continue to struggle to get richer and eventually forget to be happy. 

The POV Anggara End

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