Married Man Bankrupt And Arogan

30. All Agree

(POVS. Nina's) 

As a woman who has just realized her mistake in getting a life partner. Even now I have to pay for all the mistakes I made by being a single parent or single parent.  But for me this is much better than living with a husband who is actually parasitic and likes to do KDRT.   

Right now I'm really confused when Jhon is a hit man I used to hire to kill papa's infidelity.  She expressed her love for me, she was also willing to accept me for who I was including loving and loving Rena like her own child.

The trauma of my past marriage certainly made me have to be careful in deciding my steps for my future. 

My heart was confused while listening to the opinion of Elen and her husband.   They suggested that I just accept Jhon's love.  Because they think John is a good and responsible man. Her story about the magnitude of Jhon's love for me made me think to just accept him as my husband, because honestly my heart is so empty without a husband, especially Rena also needs a figure of a father. 

At night if Rena is fussy, only me and the sisters are always calming, no husband figure can be used to complain. 

While my mom and dad never agreed to my relationship with Andrea only visited me a few times.   They feel like they are strangers to grandchildren born to people they don't like. 

With this in mind, my regret deepened.   If only I had followed the advice of my parents, maybe my fate today is not this sad.   Regretfully does not affect the course of my destiny, everything will remain like this. 

All I need to do right now is live my best life.   Caring for Rena is the fruit of my bad deeds in the past.  Rena has to get genuine affection from me and she also has to be well-educated so that I never follow in my footsteps. 

While looking at the face of Rena who began to fall asleep while being followed by Mbah Karsem, I decided that I would accept the love of Jhon and marry him.  But it's impossible as a woman to say that love first.   I will lure Jhon to re-express the phrase love that some time ago I have not answered.  

But when Elena and her husband allude to Jhon's work, they have to stop if he gets married.   In the opinion of Anggara it is important to have a job that makes the child and wife feel proud. It is not a job that makes them feel humiliated and ashamed.  

When Anggara spoke so, I unconsciously said that I could give him a good position in my office as long as he wanted to study and pursue the field of work that I gave. 

Hearing what I said at once they laughed.   I was surprised if there was anything wrong with my words.   A moment later I felt very embarrassed, I only realized that the sentence I said showed that I was indirectly willing to marry and accept Jhon to be papa continued Rena. 

It was nervous that my words had unconsciously represented my heart. 

"Alhamdulillah.that means you are willing to be the wife of Jhon, I pray that the household that you will build will always get happiness.  You can learn from each other, guide each other and remind each other if you make a mistake" said Elena who immediately hugged me. 

"Congratulations Jhon, finally your love is accepted, let's quickly do not wait long.   Immediately stop your relationship, wait, especially, age is enough, your possessions even though not as rich as Nina, you will be able to help each other in meeting the needs of life.   I'm sure Nina is not stingy as a wife, if the matter is tested, as long as you sincerely love her and Rena, "Anggara chimed in while patting Jhon's shoulder. 

Jhon's face looked crimson, it seemed that he was both nervous and happy.  The man approached me.   A few tears seeped from the corner of her eyes soaked and flowed past the solid curves of her cheeks. 

My heart was completely moved, not expecting the man to be so happy when I knew I had accepted his good intention to live with him in a marriage bond.  But the obstacle in my heart right now is the blessing of parents.

If in my previous marriage I didn't care at all whether my parents would approve or not.  This time I want to marry my parents.  

"Yes Jhon, but I still have parents, I want our marriage to be sanctioned by them.  So I want you to fight for my parents' blessing. 

Today this week, usually my parents do not have activities, will you come with me to my parents," I asked Jhon.  

I thought Jhon would be surprised and pessimistic about whether my parents would approve of us or not.   But it seems that he is not afraid to meet my parents. 

"Alright, I agree with your wishes.   I also want to get married with the blessing of both parents.  Because the word parents blessing is very important because if both our parents approve of our marriage.   He will always pray in every prostration for the happiness of his beloved son"

Jhon's reply relieved me, later after I introduced Jhon to my parents, I hope he also introduced me and Rena to his family. 

I hope that both Jhon's parents and his family do not mind my status of widowed one child.   Indeed, my marriage to the man, it does not feel like I mention his name even if only in my heart.  We only married betel, so my status is still a girl. 

But if I hide my servant status and confess the girl, automatically Rena's whereabouts must be hidden.  Till when?  One day it will be discovered and it will be a big problem in my home life in the future. 

I don't want to cover up any bit of reality as bitter as who I am, I hope they accept my presence and Rena as they are.

"After you meet Nina's parents, you also have to take Nina to your parents.  Nina should be willing to accept whatever the condition of your parents. 

You do not need to be embarrassed and inferior about their condition.   That is precisely where Nina's seriousness in accepting you as your companion.   But I believe, Nina is a good woman, she has changed a lot for the better. She must have received your parents well, "Aggara chimed in. 

"Of course Anggara boss, I don't want to mess around.  I want to be happy above the happiness of those who love us.  I also want them to sincerely accept our marriage later" said Jhon. 

I didn't expect this soon to be a deal between me and Jhon.  There was a sense of happiness when all my friends supported my good intentions. 

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