Married Bad Boy
The Part 58
Playlist: The heppiest girl (BLACKPINK)
Now Widya can speak more calmly because Ryan is watching her intensely. The man smiled lightly and turned to the girl who was dancing with him.
"Can you wait a second, honey? I'll be back soon."
"Of course."
Ryan blinked his eyes and followed Widya who had turned her lazy eyeball before leaving the dance floor.
Now they sit next to each other in the high chair that is near the bar table. Widya refuses when Ryan offers her a drink on the grounds that she can't drink alcohol. la immediately reveals her affairs and Ryan hears her carefully. Widya stared at him after he asked the same question as he told Jhors and Bobby. He hopes Ryan will give you the answer he wants.
Again Widya heard a sigh. Ryan seemed so heavy to tell Yuna about. Come on, what's with Azri's friends? Why do they feel they are trying to hide an important fact from him?
"You don't have to worry about Yuna at all" Ryan said in a low voice.
Widya blinked her eyes, before she opened her mouth to comment Ryan again continued, “She was right Azri's ex-lover, Azri, the only girl that I know is able to provide excitement when Azri slumped after the death of her mother. You know, her mother died when Azri was 15. I know that Azri was so frustrated, disappointed, angry, and his vices started to appear. He continues to do things that make his father angry like chugging alcohol, playing with many women and defying all his father's orders. That's why his father sent Azri abroad to continue his studies there and I met him back at university. There too she met Yuna."
Widya frowned because there were so many things she wanted to ask like 'What happened between Azri and Yuna?, 'How did they part?, and 'Where is Yuna now?, but he did not have the courage to ask her so he kept quiet without interrupting Ryan at all.
"The girl's name is Yuna. Really, she's a pretty, smart girl. Somehow they become close and Azri realizes the girl is able to give her the happiness she longs for. I never saw Azri smile as brightly as when she was with Yuna. As a friend, I can only support her. They were in a relationship for almost three years. Before Azri graduated, he proposed to Yuna."
Ryan was silent, his face looked more tense and sad to make Widya so curious and afraid, why did Ryan suddenly stop at such an important moment?
"What happened then?" widya is impatient. He had been quite ill to hear this story, but he was very curious.
"Yuna is dead" Ryan continued with a bright look.
Widya was flabbergasted, her heart as if it stopped beating. The next few seconds her heart slashed down. He looked at Ryan with a dumbfounded expression.
"What's going on?" Widya choked, as if she could feel how hurt her heart was when Azri found out her loved woman had died.
"A accident at sea, when Azri took Yuna on a cruise ship. No one expected that the yacht would catch fire and sink. Azri loses Yuna as everyone noisily saves themselves. The ship sank and Yuna was found dead."
Ryan took a long breath. "Azri felt very guilty. He was isolated for a few days. Those were the hardest times for him. It took me a month to persuade her to come back to life. After that I brought him back. I think her birthplace made her better because that's why I started introducing her to various women hoping she could forget Yuna. But what happened was beyond my expectations." Ryan then drank. Widya is still faithfully listening.
"Azri slowly went wild, he played around with many women, dated them and died they were so bored. I don't know what she's thinking, but I'm sure Azri is trying to find Yuna in every woman. He still feels very guilty for Yuna's death and intends to redeem her if he finds a woman similar to Yuna."
That's a stupid act, inner Widya. lya, Azri must her know that she will not be able to find the same figure in someone.
"The last woman he dated was Mar Leen, I felt Azri was a little comfortable with Marleen because they had a lot in common, but still Marleen couldn't change Azri's vices." Ryan looked at her suddenly, making Widya's heart beat fast. "And you can do it," he said while issuing a strange smirk.
"What do you mean?" ask him confused.
"You are the woman who can make Azri forget her pain. Do you realize Azri is slowly becoming good? That's because he's starting to be able to open up to himself and subconsciously, he's trying to forgive himself for his mistakes on Yuna by loving you."
"What?" Widya again winked in disbelief.he continued to look at Ryan who was smiling knots at her. "So, this is why you told me about Azri's plan? So I can make Azri change her mind to hurt me?"
"Sliced," Ryan honestly, "I was worried when Azri said it would break your heart to pieces. Just imagine, what good is he doing that? You're just the girl who just showed up in her life."
"But I'm the girl who came to ruin her life."
"No, you are the guardian angel for Azri" Ryan said. "I think when Azri said she wanted to make you fall in love with her and break your heart, she was actually protecting herself. He doesn't want to fall in love anymore. He knows falling in love means being ready for heartache. Her heart was already very tired over the death of her mother and Yuna."
"Azri never used her feelings during a date with any woman. And when you showed up, I know, Azri also knew that you were a typical girl who could melt her heart easily. That's why Azri hates you so much. He doesn't want to hurt anymore.By that reason I told you his plan. I want you to teach Azri another meaning of love, I want you to tell Azri that love, does not always mean heartache."
A circle of tears without excuse fell in the corner of Widya's eyes that night. His heart was slashed. At the same time he felt very guilty about Azri. However, Ryan knew that he had misinformed Azri's plan on her because he would not be able to teach her the other meaning of it.
Her love for Azri still means heartache. Azri will definitely feel heartache as soon as the man knows that he loves the girl who will leave him. How could he bear to hurt the fragile heart of the man by the agreement he agreed with Mahendra?
"Why are you crying?" ryan asked in panic. "That demon can kill me if it sees you crying in front of me." Ryan hurriedly gave her a handkerchief.
Widya wiped away her tears, with a choked voice she said, "His first you must not tell me Azri's plan," she let Ryan gasp.
"What do you mean?"
"Better I hurt. If I didn't know, I wouldn't feel this way about Azri."
"Why again?" Ryan chided her for not understanding what Widya had just said. However, Widya was reluctant to answer Ryan's question because the next second she got off her chair, muttered a word of thanks and then waltzed away from the place.
"Hey, Mrs Pradipta!" yell Ryan.
On the way to the apartment, Widya cried in the back seat of the bus. Right, he had already wrongly asked about Yuna because if he did not know the matter, he would not know the reason why Azri turned into a rogue man. If Ryan hadn't told her about the man's plan to hurt her, she wouldn't have felt as guilty as she is now.
No, from the beginning he was wrong for accepting Mahendra's request because then he would never meet Azri El Pradipta, would never fall in love with her, would never fall in love with her, and there will never be this kind of inner conflict.
Azri El Pradipta, you are right. Another meaning of loving it is being able to endure heartache
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