Mama Loves Me

No Longer Accepting Me

Even though the youngest child is still second grade SD , I still have to call him “Mas”. He called me in Lily . Family dad is very strict rules . So the nickname must also be in position . I am very sad because it seems like pakde and bude no longer want to accept me . Maybe they were hurt when I was a kid . If they had known I would have refused their invitation . And if they knew that I was very sad then . But I was also very scared . Because from childhood I already know the character of the first wife of my pack this . I was told to sleep to rest after a long trip . But in this place my sorrow begins .

I slept long enough, actually I was awake . But I am confused to do if I wake up . I heard my bud sweep the afternoon past my bed . Sweeping so fast that the sound of a broom hit the closet or hit the mattress spring bed that I slept on . I'm very sensitive to know that Bude is upset and wants me to wake up . I got up and headed back to find out what I could do . In the back I saw the wife of the mas nanang the second boy of the de sir was washing dishes . So much like washing dishes . I offered to help and he allowed me to help rinse the dishes .

Just a few plates I said Pakde called me to eat . I refused because I was ashamed and afraid of my bude who from the moment I came was so indifferent towards me . My bude this one is the one who hates my mama so much . Finish eating I'll wash my plate . Wife of mas nanang approached while whispering “if here must be diligent . Bude is so fierce . Mba is often in anger with your bude . Later after eating help mba keepin in mount ya” mountain that mas panang child who is still very baby . Maybe it's a few months old . He asked me to look after Gununng . Because he will sweep a very wide park . The house is huge . There are three gardens with various mango trees, guava and star fruit .

Pakde and bude the third brother of the father, that afternoon came . And said that dad would pick me up . I refuse categorically that I do not want to go home . "I'm upset with dad". when it's not that . I really don't want to go home because I'm not strong anymore with mamah . They also provide solutions so that I go to school in Java . But I can't go on to SMP . I have to go back to SD class 6 . I am very heavy hearted actually . But how else . I really don't want to go home . I also went to school where my father was my third brother who served as the principal in the Elementary School . While my father's first brother, this one is a retired soldier . And it no longer works . I made a new friend there . They were amazed by my skin that was different from theirs . Though because of the heat in Java that makes me sweat a lot, making my skin become cleaner and more moist .