Mama Loves Me

Just Sensitive Not Crazy

Mamah told me to shut up at the boss' house so as not to disturb mama . I very well remember the way the boss house is located behind the office . It's just that I'm embarrassed now . Mom snapped at me in front of her office friend . I just kept quiet because of the shame . Until the boss comes because of a very loud mamah voice . “what's the matter?” ask the boss who is good enough to speak Indonesian . Boss was surprised to see me . Smile and pull my hand . He'll take me to the living room while watching television until my mama's break .

And I pulled my hand and said that I was afraid of the dogs that swarmed me when I was a kid . Boss says 'All donated . Because his wife is dead . I finally want to come . But when new to the terrace of the boss' house, just straight in front of the entrance there are barking . Barking very loudly, as if seeing that I was a threat to him . I was so shocked I jumped . Because of this his voice was right so loud that it echoed, sure enough when I turned my head, there was a large dog kennel . Very large . There's a giant dog . It was like seeing a lion .

I hugged the right leg of the boss very tightly, getting tighter when the dog started barking again . “lili why ya make me this leg hurts?” well like that is the boss mamah if you talk like in back and forth . But I still understand what he said . “ayo-ayo here he also wants to meet . Here it is her never bark so . See her lili to meet”. Said the boss until he pulled my hand closer to the cage . Crazy is it . Want to kill me .. I murmured in my heart . I pulled my tagan strong from the boss' grasp, and ran away from the cage .

After disembarking from public transport, as usual we must walk from the lower complex to the upper complex . Because of the way that went up , in the middle of the road I was very exhausted . But I don't dare say to Mamah . Even I was angry again in public . “lili tired . Yuk sling rear” . Huh ? My mom offers her back ? . Sometimes I myself am also confused sometimes mamah fierce, sometimes good mamah . But I'm more happy when my mom is when I'm little . sometimes still nice and smiling.

I went up to his back, very far away carrying me . As the incline grew sharper I heard the breath of mamah panting . “udah mah . I am not tired . I got off aja” . Believe it or not, until now you still remember the incident . It's just that mom forgot that at that time I was the one in her arms not Nova. Maybe you can't forget the incident because a little boy who already cares to see his parents tired of carrying it . A normal child generally won't care if his mother is tired or what . I don't know why I am so either . Maybe because from a small I was raised by a different scope . Being an adrenaline rush also for my mental and psychic . And I became a child, a SENSITIVE child . My own parents didn't know that until now .