Mama Loves Me

Afraid to Go Home

I ended up being friends with class A . But I'm also very much insecure . I feel so inappropriate with them . I'm just the son of an unemployed and mamah father who is just an accounting . The child who is always afraid . I went to school four days later, Mom didn't come looking for me . It's just that some class A children said that on the radio broadcast missing children with the characteristics of the clothes I wear . But I didn't confess .because me and Kiki agreed not to talk about me staying in her house .

Over time Kiki's mother began to suspect because I never came home . And finally me and Kiki tell me my real problem . Kiki has an older brother who is seven or eight years apart from her . He was very good . Sister and mother kiki received me at her house . After hearing my story, kiki's mother told me not to go home again, for fear that I would be tortured again . She asked if Mom was my real mother ? I said it was true that she was my real mother . After that, Kiki's mother wouldn't let me go to school . She asked me to accompany her to her new home which she bought for her sister Kiki.

I think because it's not good I've been hitchhiking eating and sleeping there . The longer kiki is a bit different from me . He once quipped at the dinner table that his mama had a new favorite . I myself also feel that mother kiki cares more about me . I'm a little selfish for not thinking about Kiki's feelings . I enjoy being loved by a mother . And a humorous family . Kiki's older brother had even painted one room in the house for me . Kiki's mother only relied on the pension from her late father who was then a soldier . While kiki's sister is still in college .but her late father left the rent and boarding for their lives as well .

Mother kiki and kiki looked at me.mother kiki asked me instead . “how it hurts . Look aja du”. “but I'm afraid bu” replied me while holding back tears . He said he would take me home tomorrow . All kiki's mother also asked permission to take care of me to my mama . I'm just silent not rejecting or asserting . At night when everyone was asleep, I came out of my room and went to Kiki's room . I woke him up because I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking that I didn't want to go home . Kiki was thinking very mature . He also said it is a sin for me not to take care of my mother when I am sick . He promised to wait for me if my mom hurt me again . And I keep that promise so much . I also told kiki's mother that I waited to be picked up . No need to be interlinked . I said that I was embarrassed if suddenly mad in front of mom kiki . Kiki's mother agreed and did not insist .