Mama Loves Me

Sick Sister

All the way home I was afraid to meet my mom . But on the other hand I was also worried about mama . I was wondering if you are sick because you worry too much about me ? . I don't think so . For me it's a great trap . As soon as I get home . Mamah was already sitting in the living room as if she was gathering all the energy in her . As soon as he arrived, he just thanked the neighbor who picked me up . After the neighbor came home I was beaten by mamah .

I want to go take refuge in my room . But if I lift a little bit of my face, he yells at me even harder . To speak I was not given a little chance . And it can last one to two hours . Finished with that I was not allowed to go to the room . He asked me to clean up all the houses . So that time I thought maybe mamah was upset because there was no I house to be very dirty . Can be said also, mamah upset because her free maid ran away from home .

And as usual I vented my frustration on my sister . It's just that I'm no longer torturing her . I just told him to clean the house, replace me . I still remember the extent of my cruelty to my sister . I told him if I can't eat mamah's food . Yes, because I was never made by mamah . In Java I was never given food . As soon as I go home, I finish the food . When he came home from school, I used to tell him to change his clothes and sweep the dishes and get a clothesline . At that time it was still TK . I also remember when he was very young I once hit him to the nosebleed . I just hit him in the head . He is easy nosebleed .

All I know is when I'm going to school, aunt mimi compressing my sister . After that incident I was no longer rude to my sister . I started to love her . Mamah used to torture me when I was having a fever, but I think I'm already second grade in Elementary School . It's big . My sister is still a child . If I just keep quiet, mamah will torture her like I did without knowing her condition . Well from childhood I often endure my pain . I dare not complain to Mamah . The one he has is going to torture me even more . Sometimes I hold it until I heal myself .

I told you once that I was saskit and wanted a school permit . But mama said, if my legs can still walk, that means no pain . He said that with a snapping tone . My thin and frail body became the subject of his anger . Mamah said she didn't like to see me because of my stooped shoulders . In his eyes everything I did was wrong . Since the incident at school was , every mommy lost an item , mamah always accuses me or dad . One night my mother saved her medicine when she was sick into my school bag . I just kept quiet because I didn't dare open a conversation with her . And in the morning he yelled at me for keeping the medicine in my bag .