Mama Loves Me

Sorry And Thank you

At dinner , Mamah asked me why I was chatting with yut . Aunty mimi and my om also said that mamah was very sad to be angry, mbah yut . Because Mbah yut is my favorite grandmother . And say that I can't be like that anymore . This is different . In this family if I'm wrong, in nasehati or whatever no problem . But all get together, all come talk . Although I was a child, but I feel very ashamed , judged and become less alike all . And until now I'm not used to it . Trust readers who already have children . Do not do such a thing to a child .

I'm not listening to them, but instead very upset with the way he advises . Mamah also said that I had been registered to elementary school in bandung, because it was a long distance from the house that mamah had just bought, so mamah had also paid for a car invitation to commute to school. As usual, I just kept quiet and followed what I wanted .

The next morning, I woke up and played with Mbah yut, om I called me to go home to grandma . I had refused 'em, but om said there was bude and pakde I want to meet . Same is the case with mamah , bude and pakde also do not come just two . They also brought along a maid and her son, the first brother of the father and his wife, also brought the sister to two fathers and her husband . They brought two cars . Their intention to pick me up .

I don't know what they were talking about while I was with Mbah yut . When I greet all the family of the father , mamah then call me to the kitchen . “later if lili told to come with bude and pakde , say that lili do not want to come and want to go to school in bandung”. Hearing the words of mamah, honestly I was very shocked and held back my tears as hard as I could . I myself am confused who to obey . But I remembered the words of my kindergarten teacher, if I do not obey my biological mother, I will be a disobedient child .

Not strong lag nahan nangis . Because this is pinta pakde directly . Finally I ventured to say no. “lili would like to attend school in bandung . Pakde sama bude returned home aj” that my answer to them . And the first time I called them pakde and bude . Hear my answer . Pakde immediately turned his face away . Yes ... Only sir turned his face away . I don't know why . I went straight to the manding room to cry .

“lili .. Lili .. Get out first .. That budemu same pakde you want a part .” call aunt mimi . I reasoned that I had a stomachache . My intention is for them to go . Don't share with me . But for so long I was in the bathroom, they instead of going straight away waiting for me until I came out . Almost an hour I was in the bathroom, they kept calling and wouldn't leave before they saw me