Mama Loves Me

Meaningful

That day I was so happy to hold me . Arriving at home . My mum is back sour . Because seeing the mama nova instantly fat . in my heart, I just muttered . Mamahku tired why have to carry the child again . “now you know how tired mamah mamah ? Now make mamah tea , all make mamah bath water!!” mamahku's orders . How did you become angry again ? . I was only annoyed when mama ordered me with a firm tone while smiling every time I carried my sister . Yes I am jealous . Very !!

Tomorrow we go home to school . I'm fed up with my sister . At that time the house had not drilled water . So the maid's mother still nimba the water in the front well . There are three wells for the upper complex . And all take it there . When the maid was fetching water, I immediately kept my bag, and slept beside the nova without changing my uniform . I pushed him to fall from a spring bed that was as tall as two stacked spring beds . I heard nova crying, I just turned her back and pretended to sleep not listening .

“from the middle can jatoh. God is duh . I'm in madirin mamah you ini”. Hearing the maid's complaint I just kept quiet . And sure that I won't be blamed . He also did not dare to wake me up and ask me . So I pretended to go to sleep until Mom came home . I heard the sound of hill mamah shoes indicating mamah has come home . A frightened helper holds a nova in the living room . “bude sorry, I was again taking water in the well, I do not know if tau-tau fell . I put the middle as usual . In the pillowcases also .” complaint from the helper .

Mamah approached me while carrying a clothes hanger . “build you . Baj*ngan you ! I*nte you yes !! Why don't you kill me with a knife for a spit . Don't push your adek !! Set*n you yes !!” mama quickly hit me with a hanger until the hanger was broken while still cursing at me . Oath, those words that continue to speak when angry for a dozen years . The expression when saying that was still very clearly remembered in my head . I was so shocked . That's the beginning I know mamah makian when angry . Everything is discussed, until the mistakes of my father I already know from I was very small .

Since then, I have not studied anymore . My father who was angry when he knew mama hit me was even a family quarrel . Even made the reason why dad did not come home . The longer I get the more open . At a very young age, I knew the names of my father's infidelity too. I dare not speak at home . Even look at my face I don't want to . I know I was wrong . I hurt my sister . I did it so that you could love me again like I used to . That's it . From then on, my affection for Mom was even more like Fear .