Mama Loves Me

Malicious

One night Bude came up to me and said that my mom called him and asked if I wanted to have a sister ? I asked when did you call her ? . Bude snapped for me to answer just . And I quickly replied that I didn't want to have a sister . I felt like I was very briefly next to Mamah at that moment . And I don't want you to love anyone but me . After knowing my answer, Bude turned his talk away and told me to play with the new tamagoci and rubik toys he bought .

At that time I immediately forgot the question bude, because I was very happy with the toy that was bought bude . That ruby I saw on television, and just last night I asked Bude to buy it for me . I was so happy because Bude immediately bought me the toy I wanted . At that time I was quite good at badminton because on my holidays I often tutored with pakde without holidays . Until one day mba ega asked to participate in badminton training in the holy . Trained directly by coach Susisusanti the badminton athlete . So mba ega must also go to school there as well.

I am honestly very sad . First because I thought who would defend me when I got mad at Bude?, who would play with me ? And also it has been imagined that the atmosphere will be like in bandung . Loneliness and somehow it will become . After mba ega left, I really lost . I don't even want to sleep with Bude . I just slept in the room mba ega . To the extent that I fell ill from not eating well and just miss the mba ega . I don't want badminton either . But pakde pusfor .

Sometimes when the baby is alone, I often pinch him even when he is sleeping . Even red sampe . The maid reported my behavior to bude . Sure enough bude immediately pinched me . Pakde also advised that I learn to be a sister . This is bad for me . I really feel that my position was shifted by that damn baby . I was so upset that I screamed and cried and said I just went home the same mamah . From there the maid no longer took the baby to the bude house . Although bude told her to bring the baby .

I don't know why I'd be a bad-tempered kid if there was a baby . I shouldn't have been like that . Mba maid works at bude's house, her husband is also a porters . And mother, the maid's mother is also old . I should've kept the same old man who had to go back and forth to his house just to breastfeed his son . But it's true whether there's a demon that I'm really evil . I once came and brought the baby again . But this time he didn't put it down . She kept holding her baby in an orange batik cloth while cleaning the house . I kept staring at the baby with a look of hate . so hate again because the baby is a girl . Hate it too because I told you that Bude would help send her to school . Hate.hate.hate the tree . So hateful, the lizard that fell beside me, I covered it with a tissue and beat it to a flatten.