
"Your husband has entered, is he healthy?" Eva asked concerned, as the working hours went on. Besides, there are also Uci and Risa.
"Thank you for your attention, I'm fine."
"Thank God. We'll help you with your job if you don't mind." Said Risa.
"Thank you, you guys are so good. I'll try to do it myself first, guys."
"OK if that's it. Don't hesitate if you need help."
"Good."
After that they return to their respective desks to work on their own jobs.
I watched them and a faint smile just came out. Fortunately, there are still people who care about me even if this is not my place.
I turned around, about to do my job as well but how surprised I was when suddenly someone appeared in front of me without cue. Oh no, rather a supernatural being. She is the ghost of that good girl.
After controlling my heart that had moved fast, now I looked at the girl. Why did he suddenly come?
"Hi."
Ha's? Is he greeting me?
"Are you okay?"
"You-you asked me?" I said nervous and loud enough. Suddenly all eyes were on me, maybe they were astonished.
"What's up, Ay?" Ask Uci.
"Huh? Oh no really. I just misheard." I said stiff. I'm learning to lie now.
"Oh, okay." Fortunately, Uci did not bother.
The ghost girl giggled, did she laugh at me?
"You say enough in your heart that they don't think you're crazy."
Is that girl's ghost mocking me? Isn't this all because of him?
I pursed my lips. "It's also because of you." Then I went back to work.
"Okay I'm sorry. Are you all right?"
"Yes I'm good." My reply. I'm still busy working. Doesn't talking to her have to be face to face? Just speak in your heart, he can hear.
"That's what's expected. Because you still have to save us."
I raised my head, watching the girl. "Save you who? What's that supposed?"
"I'll tell you but not now."
I shrugged my shoulders, bodo!
"The word people don't know is not dear, so let me introduce myself, my name is Elsa."
"Who would love an astral being like you." I don't know where the courage came from I suddenly said such a sarcasm.
The girl laughed. "real said. Not just thrown out I've been lucky."
"What do you want?"
"Not what I want, but our will."
"Who are you?"
"Me and my friends."
"Over ghost?"
"Please take it that way."
"OK whatever. So what do you want?"
"We need your help for_"
The girl did not continue speaking, I frowned.
"I'll be back later. I don't want to bother you guys." He said it disappeared immediately.
I shook my little. What else now? Interrupting what?
"Hi." Someone, I fell back.
I stroked my chest, regulating my breathing.
"Sekaget it?" Ask Zaki.
"You look familiar." Zaki's words point to me and the girl's ghost. I know he's mocking me.
"He's the familiar!" My reply.
Zaki chuckles.
"I miss." Said Zaki suddenly.
"Huh?" I gawk. What the hell is this Zaki. It's smart to make me flutter.
"Emmm... Zak, please don't start too often, I can misunderstand." I said. Suddenly I thought about the conversation at Zaki's lunch, when Zian told Zaki not to PHP-in girls.
"How is this?"
"Don't keep being sweet, later I can expect more." I said. On this issue I agree with Zian. I also need certainty. I know it's too soon but isn't love at first sight also there, so it's not a matter of time because it comes without knowing time.
"If you wish I could give you more." Zaki replied to remain calm.
"Example?"
"Just try to say what you want." Zaki's gaze was so piercing.
I was eager to express my feelings, but I thought it would be useless considering our last conversation underarm she drove me home at the time.
"What do you mean ask for more?" Ask Zaki.
I'm still quiet. I'm honestly still confused with Zaki for a day like this and then tomorrow. His frequently changing attitude made me doubt a little.
"Are you affected by Zian's words?" Ask Zaki again.
"What if it is?" Reply challenging.
"What do you want from me, Ayri?" Said Zaki gently.
Ah, Zaki's soft tone always makes me weak.
"What do you doubt? Is it wrong for me to be nice to a girl I'm after?"
The deg!
For a while my heart stopped working, but the next second my heart pumped so fast. Faster many times than before. Is it true what Zaki said? Is he really chasing me? Or was it just an attempt he made to comfort me?
"I just need certainty." I said.
"The certainty is that I'm chasing you."
"What if I give up my heart to you?"
"Would it be this fast?" Ask Zaki.
This fast he said? Doesn't love come no matter sooner or later? What exactly does he want to do? He said he was chasing me. Isn't the purpose of pursuit to gain? I told him I gave up my heart but he acted like that, what did he really think?
Ah I'm dizzy. I'm too hard to understand Zaki. I think our thinking is the same, maybe not.
"Please get out of here, it's still working hours and I have to work. I don't want to eat blind pay." I said sarcasm.
"You kicked me out?" Zaki looked dumbfounded.
"Yes, please go." I said again.
"August,"
"Zaki, please."
Zaki sighed. Maybe he's disappointed with my attitude but I don't care.
"I'll see you again if you're calmer." Said. I didn't reply. Then he left.
I took a deep breath.
I don't know, I don't know what and I don't know since when I got more emotional, especially when dealing with Zaki. Am I wrong if I want certainty?
*****
For a few days my head was always dizzy. Though I've never experienced such a great headache before.
I put aside the pain in my head for a few days, and continued to leave for work. Zaki doesn't come to me as often, but I don't mind it. Even so every morning we still go to breakfast together.
Arriving this weekend I collapsed. I was not strong, could no longer endure the excruciating pain that struck my head. At first I insisted on not going to the hospital, but Sasi and Fara kept forcing me. Moreover, they threatened to tell my condition to Andi mas if I still did not go to the hospital. So I had to go to the hospital.
It's nothing, I don't hate Andi, it's just that I don't have any feelings for him. So I don't want to get any closer to him.
I was escorted by Sasi and Fara, they were very worried about me. Along the way they kept trying to get me to chat he said so I wouldn't fall asleep. For a while I chatted with them, but it didn't last long. My head became heavier and more painful. I'm not strong anymore and finally all I know is black. I can't see anything I see is just dark.
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