Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 98

Now Rima stands in front of all the family, but Erwin leads Rima to sit next to him according to the intervention of Gian.

With Rima finally forced to sit with them, yes, it does take time for Rima to adjust, which from the beginning was only as a babysitter now her status as Madam.

And his status is higher than Akira, because he has now become a sister-in-law like Akira.

But that did not make Akira envious of him, and did not make Rima arrogant or big to him.

Precisely Rima felt inferior to his new status, because the new status he got was not sincere. With the forced marriage, though in his heart Rima really loved Erwin, but his love clapped one hand.

Rima is also self-aware of her love, therefore Rima does not expect Erwin will return his love, because it is also Rima does not intend to fight for Erwin's love, so Rima does not want to fight for Erwin, Rima did not want to chase or beg for a cint from Erwin.

Let everything go its course, like Akira with Gian, love grows by itself.

If the match god will unite them, like Akira also even though Akira tried to leave but God still makes Akira survive with Gian with the presence of a baby among them.

Rima is also resigned and self-conscious, he does not want to force Erwin's feelings to love him, which will instead lead to bad opinions about him. Rima does not want people to assume themselves to take advantage of the situation. Because she wanted to be a lady there.

While sitting with all of them Rima was really feeling tense, she looked very nervous, but Rima tried to act as calm as possible.

"Rima, now that you are no longer babysitter Sisil, now you are Sisil's mother, so your habit as a babysitter must be eliminated!" Mama Nirmala started talking.

"You need not feel sorry for me, and others, for we are not your master now, but we are your family." 

"I hope you can adjust yourself to your new status, I also hope your marriage lasts forever." Prayer and hope mama Nirmala.

"Sorry Madam ~ "Rima's words were cut off, because Mama Nirmala stopped her, by raising one hand with a stop motion. Instantly Rima stopped talking.

"Now don't call me madam again, call me Mama, like the others." orders mama Nirmala

"But ~" Rima said to call Mama Nirmala as Mama.

"There are no more Rima offers, if you don't want to call me Mama, then you don't value me as your Mama." Mama Nirmala forced Rima.

"Ba-well, ma-Mama …." Rima hesitated to say it, he was stupefied by the condolences.

But Mama Nirmala smiled to hear it, he understood if Rima was referring to him.

"Let's also get used to Rima." Akira still call Rima as Mbak despite their age is almost the same because Rima status is his brother-in-law.

Rima just smiled stiffly, replying to Akira's words.

"Now your room's in your room, Erwin."

"Sorry, ma-mah, my marriage and Mr. Erwin is not a real marriage." Rima wanted to explain.

But Rima's words made everyone confused especially Mama Nirmala and Papa Arga.

"What do you mean Rima?" Mama Nirmala asked for an explanation.

"Yes, our marriage was limited to paper, only to free me from the marriage arranged by my parents, So that Mr. Erwin can freely take me and still make babysitter Sisil, no more than that, Madam." explained Rima, who understood everything.

Erwin looked at Gian, and thought Gian had told Rima everything .

"No rhyme, that's not true, your marriage is legal in the eyes of law and religion, because we will immediately send all the files to complete the administrative data later, and your marriage has been recorded in the KUA"  Gian explained as well as denied Erwin's accusations.

"Why do you think like that Rima?" This time it was Papa Arga who asked, as he felt disapproving of Rima's thought as it was toying with marriage.

"That's what I can capture from the thought of Mr. Erwin, for his attitude to me." replied Rima as if he could guess the contents of other people's minds.

"Well, how great are you that you can read the minds of others, do you have a sixth sense, or do you have an inner eye, so that you can read the hearts of others?" Erwin spoke, as if making fun of Rima.

With Erwin behaving like that, so it is clear that he does not like Rima and thus of course Erwin does not want his marriage.

That means what Rima said about her assessment of Erwin was correct.

"I don't need to explain, you can all see and judge from the attitude of Mr. Erwin to me like, all of course know the answer." said Rima, making everyone stunned by Rima's answer.

"Well, it turns out he's not as stupid and weak as I thought." Erwin sat down, he just saw the other side of Rima.

"Sorry everyone, there has been a marriage between me and Mr. Erwin, but that doesn't change anything, I'm still babysitter Sisil, because our marriage was not based on love and Mr. Erwin himself did not want this marriage, so never expect more from this marriage." 

After that there was only silence, because Erwin himself could not speak anymore.

Rima finished the conversation he wanted to leave to rest, because he felt very tired.

 As Rima raised her buttocks to get up from her seat, Mama Nirmala stopped her.

"Rima .. We should have dinner together first." 

"Sorry Madam, I am very tired, I want to rest first mumpung Sisil is resting, fearing Sisil rewal later automatically I will accompany him later." Rima refused and stayed up from her seat.

"Mak Rima, but your stomach must be hungry." Akira fears Rima will starve.

Smiling Rima replied, "Let's just calm, lady, as usual I'll find my own food if I'm hungry." Rima said do not worry about it, as usual Rima also never eat with them.

"Mr Rima, but I don't mean it like that." Akira felt bad.

"Calm down, miss, I'm used to this." Rima doesn't think that's a problem.

"Excuse me gentlemen, and ladies." Then Rima passed away going to Sisil's room.

Though his heart was very sick to act as calm as before to cover his feelings.

Rima sobbed when in Sisil's room, she tried to hold back her tears.

But apparently, Erwin followed him from behind. Rima immediately wiped away her tears, then took a deep breath.

He went back to pretending to be okay, when it sounded like someone was opening the door, and it turned out that Erwin was the one.

When Erwin entered, Erwin saw that Rima had laid her body with her back to her, the person in the room.

And it turns out Erwin came to bring a plate of rice and side dishes, not to miss a glass of water.

It was all Erwin brought for Rima to eat, all the family asked Erwin to do it, because Erwin's heart remained cold to Rima, because there was not the slightest bit of love in Erwin's heart to Rima.

He even thought Rima had arranged everything, so that he married Rima.

"Rima .. I brought rice for you to eat." said Erwin while putting the rice on the table.

Without turning around Rima replied, "Don't bother, sir, I told you I'll take it myself if I really feel hungry." said Rima.

"But I brought this." Erwin Ketus who felt unappreciated.

"Yes thank you ..." said Rima again, but remained in his position, not turned around at all.

Rima was intentionally like that, because Rima did not want Erwin to see her cry.

"Yes, please eat and rest." then said Erwin then leave.

Rima was very disappointed with Erwin's attitude, but he reinstructed himself, 

"Repeat Rima, you have to be strong, you have to be self-conscious, you never expect him to love you back, you don't deserve him." Rima spoke up to strengthen herself.

Rima chose to sleep because he was very tired, and did not touch at all the rice that Erwin brought for him.

…

Because this is a matter of the heart no one can force it, even though Papa and Mama and Gian and Akira have given understanding to him.

But it was very difficult for Erwin to be sweet to Rima despite just playing a show.

Actually Erwin also felt guilty to Rima, but somehow his feelings were always upset in the presence of Rima. And he instead compared Rima to his late wife who he loved so much and looked perfect.

Obviously not comparable to Rima, the person he dislikes and looks always wrong in his eyes.

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The morning of the sisil has woken up from his sleep, he looks better his eyes are wide open not like yesterday, although he tried to open his eyes but still can not, although open only a little, although open only a little, size of five watts if compared to the beam of a bulb.

Akira also woke up and immediately approached Sisil in his room, while Gian was still sleeping soundly in his room, so Akira left him because he did not want to disturb his husband .

While with Erwin also entered with Akira, Rima who was cleaning Sisil's body was surprised by the arrival of the two of them.

"Hay .. good morning beautiful antue …!" greet Akira.

Sisil smiled looking at Antue and her Papi.

"Good morning, Antue, good morning papi." Sisil returned Akira's greeting.

"Bag sweetie."Erwin also returned Sisil's greeting.

Akira also greeted Rima, who was still wearing her nightgown, it seemed like Rima had not cleaned herself, she preferred to clean Sisil first.

"Sisil, Mbak stay first yes, Sisil accompanied by anteu and Papi first yes." Rima wanted to clean up.

"But, Mbak will not go far behind Sisil right, Ma'am?" Sisil's scared.

" Don't love, I'm just gonna take a shower first." Rima told Sisil.

Akira also persuaded and convinced Sisil to leave Sisil for a while by Rima.

And finally Sisil understood and agreed or allowed Rima to leave.

Though Rima, indeed deliberately wanted to avoid Erwin, without saying anything Rima went from the room.

Erwin looked on the rice table that he brought to Rima was still intact.