Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 146

Shilla, hearing Anjai's murmur mentioning Akira's name, and still half-conscious, Shilla also muttered, "Akira .. Akira ..." Shilla repeated the name repeatedly, because he is no stranger to that name.

Anjai frowned feeling panicked and felt faint for him.

"What, Akira can already remember everything?" thought Anjai and felt very frightened.

….

"Darling, did you hear me?" ask Anjai.

Shilla opened her eyes, but her gaze was still soft. He also repeated the name, "Akira …!" 

Upon seeing Shilla open her eyes Anjai cried out for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry, I admit I was wrong, I was the cause of all this, I was forced to do all this, because I love you so much, please forgive me, punish me as you please, but never leave me, never leave me, please." Anjai said that while crying.

Shilla raised her hand, Anjai closed her eyes, she thought Shilla would slap her, but it turned out that Shilla was touching Anjai's face gently.

"Darling, why are you crying?" shilla said in a soft tone.

Anjai was so shocked to hear that, and he felt the touch of Shilla's hand.

"Darling, you're okay, what do you feel?" asked Anjai with a worried and surprised facial expression.

"My head was so dizzy, I saw a shadow, in my memory a pair of men and women were bathing together, just like we did earlier" Shilla said.

Anjai's face turned pale eloquently hearing what Shilla said, that way, remember Shilla can gradually recover.

"What else do you remember, honey?" ask Anjai again to make sure.

"I'm trying to see whose shadow it is, but it's not as clear as the image in the photo cliche, only such a shadow I'm capturing" Shilla explained.

Anjai could breathe a little relieved, after hearing Shilla's explanation.

"Darling, that shadow must be the two of us, because we used to do the same thing." Anjai deliberately made up the story, so that Shilla was not curious and kept trying to remember it.

"I beg you to forget everything, we are happy enough with our present life, so there is no need to remember the past anymore." Anjai tries to brainwash Shilla again.

Shilla nodded obediently hearing what Anjai said.

Then came the Doctor who had Anjai contact to check on Shilla's condition.

Not waiting for long, the doctor immediately did his job, checking Shilla's blood pressure and heart rate.

Then the doctor can only conclude, that Shilla is just being sapped.

"Miss Shilla needs a lot of time to rest, her blood pressure is low, her heart rate is very weak, so I recommend that Miss Shilla have a lot of rest, and drink a lot of water, as well as the consumption of nutritious foods, such as vegetables and fruits." The doctor explained, then the doctor prescribed drugs to be redeemed at the pharmacy to drink Shilla.

After the Doctor leaves, Anjai follows the doctor out, to ask more about Shilla's memory.

"Honey, I'll stay a while, yeah, I'll take the doctor to the terrace first!" Anjai tells Shilla to leave her.

Shilla could only nod obediently, asserting Anjai's words.

The doctor and Anjai walk side by side, to the porch of the house, and Anjai consults about what happened to Shilla about her memory.

"How Doc, after what my wife went through, was he able to recall all her memories," asked Anjai to confirm.

"Hearing your story, reminding me of the case I've been in, it's like that, slowly remember the patient will come back, through all the events he experienced in the present or he met people in the past, it can help his memory recover slowly, but remember not to be forced, because if forced will make pressure on your wife and can fall unconscious again." at length the doctor explained.

"Oo so yeah, Doc! So whenever my wife's memory can come back?" 

"Yes, it seems so, although the memory does not return entirely, but he will be able to remember it even if only part or moment of certain moments, it depends on how you help him to remember it, he said, and the desire of your own wife is trying to remember it." explained the Doctor again.

"Okay, Doc! Thanks for the explanation." Said Anjai while greeting the doctor and allowing him to leave.

After the departure of the Doctor, Anjai looks more quiet he seemed to think how Shilla should not remember his past, because if it happened Shilla would definitely leave him.

"Every unprepared, the possibility exists, Akira can remember everything, my task now, must make Shilla really feel happy living with me, until later when she remembers everything, she said, he could not afford to leave his happiness with me, because we really loved each other, Akira was really mine." Unceasingly Anjai.

Anjai takes Anjas from Bi Atun's lap, after Anjas wakes up, Anjai takes Anjas to meet his mother who is resting in their room.

"Assalamualaikum .. mother!" Anjai said a greeting when he entered his room as if Anjas were saying hello to his mother.

Shilla had indeed woken up from her sleep, she turned to the door and saw two heroes coming to see her, Shilla immediately returned her smile because she was happy to see her two loved ones.

"I'm sorry, son! have forgotten you." 

"I'm wrong, because I'm you being like this, please forgive me." Anjai who chimed in Shilla's words while holding Shilla's hand and then kissed Shilla's hand.

Shilla simply smiled, responding, "It's not your fault, honey, I owe you so much, I always bother you." 

Anjai shook her head, "How are you doing now?" Then ask Anjai.

"I'm better, I'm not sick anymore." Bright Shilla while kissing her son.

"Thank God if that is so." Anjai was relieved to hear that.

Anjai grabbed Shilla's hand holding it with both hands, "Honey, can you hear me?" anjai said with a serious face.

Shilla looked at Anjai's face, and felt puzzled as to why Anjai spoke like that with such a facial expression. Hasn't he always listened to her?

"What should I listen to?" ask Shilla curiously.

"I beg you, never try to remember your past, for it will only hurt you, we live our present life with happiness and joy." Anjai again influenced his wife.

Shilla nodded, "Yes, I'm sorry, I was pushing myself too hard, I promised I wouldn't do it again, if I caught any shadow I'd brush it off, because I'm quite happy living like this." 

"I pray to the almighty that times like those of us will never change, I pray that God will continue to add to our happiness." Shilla.

Anjai was very happy, hearing what Shilla said, he grabbed Shilla's shoulder and carried her into his arms along with the son.

There the three of them were spoiled, laughing together joyfully and it was certain that both Anjai and Shilla they felt a happiness that they never wanted to miss in their lives.

But even so, In Anjai's heart still felt misgivings, because he still felt afraid Shilla's memory returned, and of course Shilla will return to being Akira and return with Gian.

When remembering that, Anjai who is actually Riza, feels heartache, because Gian has snatched Akira from his hand, and that makes Riza so hurt Akira prefers Gian over him, who has long been in love with him.

Riza loves Akira so much that his love drives her crazy, and does the unexpected. By taking Akira away in a state of being pregnant.

"I will never let go of you again, you are mine and forever will remain mine." Anjai's mind is full of vengeance.

…

While at the residence of Mr. Arga Mahendra. 

The Arga Mahendra family was doing their morning activities, gathering at the dinner table for breakfast.

This morning Rima and Sisil stayed back in the house, at the request of Mrs Nirmala, because Erwin had already returned abroad to take care of her work there, because Rima was pregnant so Erwin did not invite her along with him.

Therefore, Nirmala's mother asked Rima to stay back at her house, because she was worried about something happening to Rima and Sisil because Erwin was abroad.

While out enjoying her breakfast, suddenly comes Mila making a fuss to demand attention and responsibility from Gian.

"Good morning!" hello Mila, without saying hello all turned to the source of the voice that turned out to be Mila was the person.

Gian immediately threw his face away when he realized the person who came was Mila.

"Mila!" exclaim Mama Nirmala.

"Yes, why mah, why are you surprised to see me coming, I am the daughter-in-law of this house, so I have the right to come to this house, what else does my husband live here." Mila said with emotion.

"What's wrong with you Mila come around you like this?" Mama Nirmala doesn't like Mila's power-hungry behavior.

"Why? I'm talking for what it is, I came here to bring my son, he wanted his father to see him, he needed the attention and affection of his father." Teas Mila then approached Gian who was sitting at the dining table.

Mila shows her son's face for Gian to see, and hopes that Gian will be satisfied to see his son and accept him as his own son.

But not in the slightest Gian turned his head even glanced at him no, he instead moved from his seat and wanted to leave from there, he said, but Mila grabbed her hand blocking her wrist to stop Gian from moving from there.

"Wait, Gian, as a gentleman please be mature give my rights and also the rights of my son, we need attention and affection from, why you even run away from responsibility," insisted Mila.

Mama Nirmala was furious to see Mila's behavior like that, she immediately stroked the hand of Mila who blocked Gian's hand.

Because Gian had tried to shake his hand for Mila to let go but Mila was strongly denouncing him, making it difficult for Gian to escape from Mila's grip, plus Mila brought the baby, so Gian held back his emotions a little, he was afraid that his actions would make baby Mila wretched.

It was certain that Mila would sue him and would make it a weapon to suppress him again later.