Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 68

It was like rice had become porridge, and it was a fitting expression for Akira's current state, even though akira was trying to wipe out all what had happened it could never happen.

Akira can only accept the reality.

Gian was still prostrating at Akira's feet apologizing for promising never to repeat it again.

Then Akira crouched down and hugged her husband, Akira also joined in crying with her husband who regretted his actions.

"Well, can we fix everything and forget everything, we help Shafira get well but we still have to hold on to our relationship for the sake of our baby."

Akira wants to team up with her husband to face Shafira's game, without being blamed or feeling guilty at the end of the game.

"You really forgive me, baby."Gian asked for certainty.

Akira nodded confidently, seeing the answer to his question Gian again grabbed his wife's body and re-embraced her.

"Thank you, Honey …." 

And at that moment it turns out Erwin was there to hear everything that happened between Akira Gian and Shafira, too, Erwin did not expect Akira to be able to be big-hearted to forgive Gian's mistakes even though he had seen them with his own eyes.

Erwin felt more and more admiration for Akira, "You're really lucky Gian can be loved by a woman like Akira." murmured Erwin.

But Erwin did not want to disturb the atmosphere between the two, then he chose to go to his room and leave them, without Akira and Gian being aware of Erwin's existence and departure from there.

But even in the room Erwin kept remembering about Akira, he was not willing to Gian treat women as good as Akira like that.

Because Erwin felt indebted to Akira had loved Sisil like a mother loved her own daughter.

Erwin therefore hopes that Akira can really become a surrogate mother for Sisil.

But in reality Akira has been owned by Gian.

But Gian himself could not appreciate it according to Erwin.

"Is it wrong for me to have you, Akira, am I wrong to love you?" inner Erwin raging.

I thought about how Akira could be hers.

"Should I get rid of Gian, oh no, that's impossible, because it's Gian Lah who's been replacing me as a father to Sisil all along." Erwin thought of the possibility of what he should do.

But he couldn't have had the heart if he had to hurt either of Akira or Gian was just selfish.

"Well, forget Akira Erwin! you should have supported them, not wanted to destroy them." Erwin continued talking to himself.

Trying to shake off his feelings for Akira who wants to have him.

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In the morning as usual all the families gather at the dinner table for breakfast before they get busy with their respective affairs.

As usual, Sisil was always a prima donna there, because Sisil's behavior was always the center of their attention.

Because Sisil who makes the atmosphere as if alive, provoked laughter in the middle of the family.

It was that morning moment that they had always longed for and never missed to gather together.

For in every day only then can they gather because of their own busyness which does not allow them to gather at any other time than in the morning.

Sisil went to school from morning to evening and just returned home.

So do the adults, they are busy with their respective busy work and sometimes go home until late at night.

As soon as the adults arrived at the house after the magrib, they were sometimes still busy with their affairs such as wanting to rest and play mobile phones, there is no time to gather again other than the morning before the new can gather together at the dining table.

Now the family members are complete and already in their respective positions.

As long as there is Sisil they do not discuss adult affairs, they only focus on the level and the ravings of Sisil give a positive response to build mental Sisil to be more confident in his environment.

Sisil also felt, he was noticed and loved by the whole family. Despite not having a mother but Sisil did not feel any lack of affection and attention from the people around her.

After Sisil left school, the adults were still sitting in their respective positions because they still had time to talk before their time to go to work.

Akira is the center of their attention.

Mama Nirmala looked at Akira, then remembered yesterday that Akira had asked Gian to him, and mama Nirmala opened the conversation between them by discussing the matter.

Mama Nirmala asked Gian from wherever Gian was yesterday so Akira searched for him and why his phone was off because Nirmala's mom had called him.

Gian immediately seemed nervous to get a question from his mother.

Gian looked at his wife in confusion as to what to explain.

Akira just nodded as a sign that Gian could answer anything, because he would still support her no matter what her husband answered.

"Today I went to see Shafira mah, reward at the request of Ayus' father." Gian spoke honestly.

"But why is your phone turned off making people anxious especially your wife "Mama Nirmala is a little upset to hear Gian secretly meeting Shafira because Mama Nirmala does not like to hear it, and whatever the reason.

Seeing the reaction of mama Nirmala like that, Akira who took the initiative to answer him, because the atmosphere was already tense, Gian can be more emotional if he continues in the corner, Akira was very familiar with the situation.

"Handphone kak Gian turned out to be lowbat mah, so it can not be contacted." Sergea Akira explained.

Gian looked at Akira, as Akira seemed to defend him.

Erwin who already knew all the events remained silent and slightly sneered at Gian.

"Yes you should have told me not to be like that, now there's your pregnant wife who needs you more, what if she needs something, and if she needs your help." Mama Nirmala gave understanding to her youngest son to act more thinking about the condition of his wife.

"Yes Gian, don't let your actions or your selfishness make you regret the end" Erwin slightly offended Gian.

"What do you mean?" Gian seems to be starting to feel uncomfortable in the corner.

"Yes, you must be able to take a stand, must be more assertive to Shafira, not because she is sick you follow all what she wants, without you thinking about your own wife's feelings, Shafira, if you love Akira don't be fooled by Shafira, and Akira has to sacrifice feelings." Erwin spoke as if he knew what was really going on.

Though Akira and Gian have tried to cover up what really happened yesterday so that Mama Nirmala and Papa Arga do not know.

Because Mama Nirmala will take protective operative measures to prevent Akira and Gian from meeting or helping Shafira heal according to Akira and Gian's plan.

Gian's mood was already uncomfortable with Erwin's words, Akira could feel it.

Therefore Akira clasped Gian's hand to make Gian calmer.

Gian understood with the gesture Akira gave. That way Gian nodded slightly bringing him understand.

"Yes, I admit I was wrong, for not telling you." Gian answered Erwin's words.

"Sister Gian has apologized and promised not to repeat it again." Akira still defends Gian.

Papa Arga just quietly listened to the chat of his family.

Erwin looked at Akira, "Akira .. Akira .. why are you so defending Gian, when clearly Gian has made a mistake." Erwin did not think with Akira's thoughts.

Akira also asks Gian for permission in front of everyone to go to the hospital alternately with his father and mother to accompany Shafira.

As long as his father and mother go home first to clean themselves up.

But Nirmala's mother strongly objected that Akira accompanied Shafira alone there.

Recalling yesterday's events seeing the brutality of Shafira until the blood splattered making Mama Nirmala feel understood if Akira was only alone to accompany her.

That way Mama Nirmala did not give permission to Akira if only she was alone there.

Gian himself could not accompany Akira because there was an important meeting that could not be left.

"Yes let me accompany Akira." Erwin offered himself.

"What ..." exclaimed Gian could not believe hearing it.

"Yes in anticipation of the bad possibility that will happen to Akira, it is better we prevent than treat after it happens." Erwin impressed looking for an opportunity according to Gian.

So now Gian is the one who feels very objected.

Because Gian feels suspicious that Erwin likes Akira, from abroad Gian has felt it.

But Gian always tried to rule out his cheating.

But this morning all the suspicions of Gian were real, from Erwin's words that deliberately cornered him, and from Erwin's gaze looked at Akira so differently, added Erwin wanted to accompany Akira, as if looking for an opportunity to be alone with Akira.

Gian is not willing if Erwin still accompany Akira in the hospital to take care of Shafira even though only temporarily as long as Akira's father and mother come home to take turns wearing.

"Why does Gian seem to mind if I accompany Akira, then you're the only one who accompanies him." Erwin deliberately challenged Gian.

Gian can only be silent because his meeting this time is really important and can not be delayed.

Akira takes the middle ground so they don't worry about him.

Akira said that his mother's father took turns to go home so that one of them could still accompany him there.

"Don't worry brother Fira isn't as violent as you're worried about."

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What exactly is Erwin's plan, does he really want to take Akira out of Gian's hands?