Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 155

In the middle of the conversation Shilla and Anjai, Mama Nirmala and Papa Arga approached them, to invite Shilla away from there because the time of his visiting hours was up.

There Shilla begged Mahendra's family to free Anjai from p e n j a r a because Shilla really did not have the heart to see Anjai's condition like that.

"I will come with you willingly, if you release Anjai," Shilla tried to negotiate with Mahendra's family.

Mama Nirmala and Papa Arga looked at each other as if asking for an opinion, "We'll consider it later." Then said Papa Arga.

Both of Gian's parents also asked Anjai to say the word talak to Shilla right then and there.

At first Anjai refuses to say the word talak, Shilla herself does not want to be divorced by Anjai but Mama Nirmala gives understanding to Shilla if their marriage can be said illegitimate, because when Anjai married Shilla he was still Gian's wife.

Mama Nirmala tells Shilla that they are doing it for the good of Shilla and their grandchildren.

Gian and his parents also promised Shilla that Shilla would not force Shilla to return to Gian if Shilla did not want to return.

But they have responsibilities and rights to Shilla's son whom they call Anjas, they will still bring Shilla to be repatriated to both parents.

Because it has become the responsibility of Gian because when lost first Akira was still Gian's wife and when Gian found it in must return it to his parents, because Akira himself did not want to return with Gian.

"If your affair with Gian is over, or your divorce has been taken care of, if you want to get back together again please." Mama Nirmala did not want to hinder their relationship, but all must be clear according to the rules.

Though their hope Akira can recall his memories, and can maintain his household with Gian.

Actually Gian still loves Akira very much, but the pain in his heart overcomes his love, Shilla's rejection makes Gian self-conscious, Akira who is now not the Akira who used to be, is no longer Akira his wife.

He does not know Shilla, even if Shilla does not recall his memories of Gian, about their past, Gian will consider Akira his wife is no longer. However, it will live on in his heart, with the wonderful memories Gian has.

Gian feels numb, so that all handled by his parents, he no longer cares about Anjai or Shilla, now Gian only focus on his son, Gian, his only real memory is proof of his love with Akira.

Why Gian behaved like that, as if he did not want to fight for his love with Akira, helps Shilla remember all the time with Gian.

Because Gian was already feeling tired, being played with by love, having long endured his beliefs with his love, but in reality it was very painful.

Moreover, Shilla's own attitude that considers Gian like his muse, because of the incitement from Anjai before, who said Gian is a thorn in his relationship with Anjai, he tells as if Gian is a villain in their story both, and the, in addition, Gian's actions that make Anjai batap-belur make stronger Gian's bad image for Shilla.

So Shilla hates Gian so much, shutting himself up for Gian.

And that's why Gian feels alien to Shilla's behavior as well as Shilla's personality is inversely proportional to Akira's, so even though Akira and Shilla are the same person but different personalities, it's not Shilla the woman that Gian loves, but Akira with his form and courage.

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Before Shilla agrees to Gian's parents' request to be divorced by Anjai, and to come home with them, Shilla again submits one condition, which is to ask them to release Anjai.

Because it was always requested by Shilla as a condition, Papa Arga responded, "Alright, but let our men who will take care of Anjai's freedom, he said, we'll still be back in town today." Firm papa Arga.

Shilla agrees and holds the Mahendra family's promise to release Anjai, and finally witnessed by both Gian's parents and some police who served there Anjai dropped one talak to Shilla with a heavy heart and forced.

Shilla herself cries as Anjai drops one talaq over her.

Afterwards Papa Arga and Mama Nirmala immediately came out of there to rush back to the villa, but Shilla left her because she still wanted to talk to Anjai.

"Darling, I'm sorry, because I had to leave you here" Shilla said as she continued crying.

"Relax, baby. All this is temporary, after all your dealings with that b a j i n g a n are in order, and my business here is done, we'll get back together, we'll get back together, I promise." promised Anjai to Shilla to keep influencing Shilla.

Shilla nodded, Anjai kissed her forehead then hugged her, "Be careful, you're there, take care of your health, I love you so much and miss you so much." That's a farewell from Anjai, that's a farewell from Anjai, in fact, he was very heavy-hearted and sad to be left behind by his women.

But Anjai can still breathe a sigh of relief and has hope to be with Shilla again, even though Shilla already knows about all the truth Shilla still believes Anjai and still cares about him very much, therefore Anjai felt bad that he could return with Shilla.

Because Anjai will continue to influence Shilla to brainwash her, in order to keep hating people who want to separate the love between Shilla and Anjai.

An officer is there to remember Shilla that their time is up, but Shilla and Anjai ask for a moment to be together.

And finally the second officer came and forced Shilla to come out, and Anjai himself in the forced sleigh to return to the cell.

Though the desire of Anjai was eager to m e n g g a u l I Shilla, after some time did not meet, as hard as he could resist lust, and when met the desire peaked. However, there was no chance at all for him even he was instead forced to divorce her.

Anjai rampaged inside his cell, he slammed his fist repeatedly against the wall until his hand was bleeding heavily, the police immediately calmed down the flurrying Anjai.

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Arriving at the villa all the goods Shilla and her son were packed and ready to be transported into the car.

Shilla glanced at the pile of things that had been packed, then approached Bi Atun who was in the kitchen with her sister.

Shilla gave Bi Atun some messages to report anything about Anjai to him, as Bi Atun did not come with Shilla.

Then after finishing talking with bi Atun Shilla only realized where the whereabouts of his son, "Where is Anjas Bi?" 

"Oo, den Anjas is with Mr. Gian in his room" explained bi Atun.

"What?" pekik Shilla as if not willing to take care of his son by a bad person.

Shilla immediately rushed towards Gian's room to retrieve his son.

Without knocking on the door first, Shilla opened the door to Gian's room violently, leaving Gian aghast in shock.

And it turns out, Anjas is sleeping on Gian's lap. Then Gian saw that Shilla was breaking into his room.

Gian placed his index finger on his lips, as a signal for Shilla to move slowly so as not to wake her son, "Sssst, don't be noisy."

Shilla was instantly sculpted because she was afraid to surprise her son and wake him up.

Gian did not give his son to Shilla he instead walked out of the room while holding his son, passing Shilla just like that, Gian went down the stairs to the ground floor because according to the plan after they returned from detention they would go straight from there to return to their home city.

Shilla himself followed Gian's steps, he could not say anything more, everything was in accordance with the plan and agreement.

His stuff that was still piled up in the middle room is now no longer there, maybe the driver has put it in the car.

Gian headed straight for his car because they were ready to go home right then and there, Shilla was a little surprised to see their movement without a pause immediately rushed to go home.

Shilla's feelings seemed not ready to travel, but he could no longer avoid it, because Mahendra's family had followed all his wishes as a condition for him to come with them.

Gian sat in the middle seat holding his son with Papa Arga, while Mama Nirmala and Shilla sat in the back seat.

During the trip the atmosphere in the car was so quiet, only Papa Arga and Mama Nirmala who occasionally spoke to each other was only a conversation as necessary.

Anjas was so calm and the hen was in Gian's arms, leaning his head against his father's chest, only occasionally interacting when he asked for milk.

It is different if Anjas is with Anjai he is more active even tends to be fussy, what else if traveling as far as it is now, if with Anjai Anjas must have been fussy all wrong.

Anjas seemed to know the mood of his parents. Until he arrived at Mahendra's house where he should be Anjas was not fussy at all during the trip, during which time he was also more often in Gian's lap than in Shilla's lap.

Now that they had reached Mahendra's residence, they immediately got out of the car, when Shilla set foot, Shilla felt familiar with the neighborhood, he nailed to see the luxurious house, and, there was a strange feeling that he felt, no matter what feeling.

What is clear is that he felt a nervous feeling, he took a deep breath and exhaled violently closed his eyes and lowered his head, Shilla tried to calm himself.

And suddenly, a cliche in Shilla's memory reappears, but this time Shilla can catch the sound of the shadow, she remembers the words.

But the shadows and words he remembered were not moments of happiness but the opposite.