Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 135

But what Erwin did and said had no effect at all, and did not shake Gian's belief that Akira and his children were still alive 

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The debate was not over until there, Gian remained adamant that his wife and children were still alive .

Everyone tried to persuade Gian so that he could calm down, Sahfira who participated in the event wanted to join pray for his sister, deliberately present at the event, tahlilan, he left his parents in the hospital for a moment.

Shafira was there too indeed at the request of her father, and her mother to represent the two of them who were unusually present in the memorial of Akira's seven days.

Shafira tries to persuade Gian, who knows Gian will listen to him because he was once a meaningful person in Gian's life.

"Gian, try to calm yourself down, at least until this event is over first!"  pinta shafira who wants the tahlilan event to be finished soon, because he thought of his parents in the house around if he left too long feared something would happen to them.

Instead Gian wants to listen to him Gian instead leih emotion heard it. Gian switched to talking to Shafira he was more emotional this time, he said,

“Shut up! you are the mastermind of all problems,” point Gian to Shafira.

Shafira was so astonished by the accusations of gian, “Why did you make me the scapegoat of this matter,” Shafira did not accept the accusations.

“Yes, indeed, you are the mastermind because you are a hypocrite who cannot be trusted, you are a traitor, you are able to betray your lover and also your friend, it could be that I am playing two-faced theatrics now, because you took akira out of my hands that night, and stupidly I trusted you.” Gian instead brings up all of Shafira's dark past and links her to this.

Lisa who feels guilty for all this feels slapped when she hears Gian blaming Shafira.

Shafira herself is deeply hurt by Gian's words as she tries to bury her dark past and try to fix it all.

Seeing all that, Lucky Shafira's husband, did not accept seeing Gian's treatment to his wife, suffered and defended his wife.

That's where there was a dispute between Lucky and Gian, there was a fight between the two.

Gian also uses Lucky as a scum of society, which he has helped and he raises again his dignity which has been destroyed due to his own actions with Shafira.

Gian's speech was very spicy to hear, so it felt sad in the heart for everyone who heard it, especially for the people concerned, such as lucky and shafira.

Lisa could not bear to hear the increasingly heated debate, no one would budge and even chimed in on each other.

Lisa came forward to face Gian with tears pouring down her cheeks.

By putting his palms together Lisa apologized to Gian, "Please, stop Gian, this is all my fault, I am the one to blame in this matter, the law I Gian do not look for scapegoats again, because I'm the one who's guilty."  From the beginning, Lisa felt guilty.

Gian turned to look at Lisa with a gaze filled with flames of hatred, "Yes it's all your fault, you all have conspired in this case, you take where my wife and my children are. "Say." Gian has lost control, everyone he enemies, he considers everyone to be guilty and the cause of Akira's disappearance.

Gian shouted at everyone, he was already like a madman, his eyes peeling anger and hatred towards everyone, his face flushed with anger, his muscles bulging on the surface of his skin.

The more he calms down the more brutal he becomes. Papa Arga tried to embrace his son. But Gian instead looked at him with a sharp gaze to finish him. Making Papa Arga feel goosebumps got a look like that.

Kyai Haji Husein, seeing all the events, Gian's soul like it has been controlled by the devil, then Kyai Haji Husein took a glass of water and gave a prayer that was blown in the glass of water.

Kyai Haji Husein, approached Mama Nirmala and gave the water to her to be minimized to her son. And rub it into his face to dampen his emotions that are overflowing.

Mama Nirmala received a glass of water from the hand of Hajji Husein, then approached her daughter with doubt because Honestly, Mama Nirmala also felt afraid of Gian.

But kyai haji Husein, come closer to accompany mama Nirmala so that she does not have to be afraid.

After approaching mama Nirmala offered the glass of water, "Son, you must be thirsty, Let's drink first yes, son!" 

Gian looked directly at his mother and looked at her. Mama Nirmala showed a very sad face because she was feeling like that.

Looking at Gian's face, the eyes that had been so sharp pierced every person he looked at, slowly the eyes dimmed and looked weakened. 

"Let's have a drink, son! " persuade Mama Nirmala.

Without saying anything Gian nodded obediently, Nirmala's mama smiled in relief, then approached her son even closer, and helped him to drink the water he offered.

With one gulp of water it was almost finished, but mama Nirmala immediately pulled the glass so that Gian left it.

Then, Nirmala's mother poured the remaining water in her hand and rubbed it on her youngest son's face.

Instantly, Gian's emotions did subside, mama Nirmala took him in her hand and took him to her room, 'Yuk, rest first yes, dear." Take mama Nirmala.

As hypnotized Gian was so obedient to Mama Nirmala and followed her. Without caring about the people around him, the people he had maki one by one.

Papa Arga and Erwin asked Haji Husein to continue the tahlilan event that had been delayed.

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In the morning, because his restless heart could not calm down, constantly remembered the figure of the wife, making Gian could not sleep at all.

So that in the early morning blind he was seen sitting nailed alone on the back porch, on a long iron bench that had been available there, he said,  it used to be a silent witness to the dispute between Gian and Akira, when they discussed their relationship and there was a misunderstanding between Akira and himself.

Initially, the ART who wanted to do the activity in the morning, they felt shocked to see someone sitting alone there, they looked and asked each other who the person was, they refused to come closer because of fear.

Until the sun began to shine, it was clear who the figure was and it turned out to be Gian.

At that time Mama Nirmala went into Gian's room to see his condition, and it was not there, Mama Nirmala immediately panicked and searched for him.

An ART immediately told Mama Nirmala that Gian was sitting on the back porch from last night even from last night.

Mama Nirmala immediately saw him and approached him.

When it was beside him, Mama Nirmala stroked his son's shoulder, and it made Gian stunned, because he was unaware of the arrival of his mother, so late in his daydream.

"Son! What are you doing here?" mama Nirmala asked with care and affection.

Gian turned to his mother, then he told her that he was tormented with his feelings, he felt guilty, he felt lost, "I hate my life mah." 

"Sssst ..." mama Nirmala stopped Gian's speech and put her index finger on her lips.

Gian turned his head towards his Mama and Mama Nirmala shook her head Slowly. As a gesture to Gian not to talk like that.

Gian was silent and downcast, not knowing what to do at the moment, his belief was that his wife and children were still alive, in fact, all the evidence suggests Akira and his children have died.

Gian wanted to find him, but where to look. He could only dissolve in his pain.

At that time Erwin came to approach mama Nirmala and also Gian. Erwin intends to leave the house, Erwin brought his wife and child.

Erwin reasoned that he wanted to be independent, wanted to build his own small family, after talking to Rima, Rima was willing to follow his wishes Erwin out of the house of papa Arga, but with the record Rima did not want Mila to come with them. Somehow Rima felt uncomfortable with the presence of Mila who was familiar and close-knit,

Yes, indeed Mila does not seem to know the limits she sometimes plays in people's rooms without permission, and always meddles in family matters without being invited to join, 

Far from who Rima knew herself, she never dared to enter her master's room without the permission of her own, Rima also never interfered in family matters.

He prefers to stay away to take Sisil, if there is an incident in the family. While Mila, he entered into a state of listening enthusiastically, that makes Rima not like Mila, and does not want Mila to come with them.

Sisil, a good boy, always follows what is best for him.

Mama Nirmala really objected to Erwin's decision, Mama Nirmala still wanted her family to stay together.

But it was Erwin's decision, yes offended by Gian's treatment of him, he felt unappreciated and disrespected as an older brother.

Actually mama Nirmala knew about it, then mama Nirmala asked Erwin to consider it again, but Erwin's decision was already unanimous he would still go.

"Gian, apologize to your brother!" Mama Nirmala stroked and persuaded Gian to apologize and admit his mistake.

"Is it my fault that I should apologize to him?" Gian did not accept to apologize to Erwin, because he felt right and sure that his wife was still alive.

"Alright, Mah! Let him be with his belief." Erwin did not want to argue anymore with Gian, who still ignited emotions.

"But remember yes, just watch out for you if until you hurt mom, I won't stay silent." continued Erwin, and gave a warning to Gian.

"What, what do you want?" Gian instead challenged Erwin by puffing his chest and stepping forward in front of Erwin, making Erwin pushed and took a few steps back.

Mama Nirmala immediately took action, pulling Gian back with the intention of separating them, but in a way that did not work, then Mama Nirmala stood in the middle between her two sons.

One hand he circles on the edge of Gian with the intention of hugging him and calming him.

And one more hand he thrust back, holding Erwin's hand, so that his two children who were at odds still felt his mother did not side with anyone.

To stop the dispute mama Nirmala asked Erwin to leave because Gian was in a state of fear everyone was wrong in his eyes.

So it is free to fight it, it will only make the debate more intense.

Erwin understood by his mother's intentions, only Erwin felt provoked by his emotions to hear every utterance of Gian so Erwin decided to get out of the house.

To avoid his feud with Gian would happen constantly if Erwin stayed there.