Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 121

Somehow there was a feeling of unwillingness in Rima's heart, when Mama Nirmala, receiving Mila as babysitter Sisil, she felt her position was set aside, she felt that Mila would grab Sisil's attention from her.

Because her marriage to Erwin was also only because of Sisil, she herself was not sure whether the marriage could last forever, considering the feelings between her and Erwin could not yet be fused.

Because of their loveless marriage, Erwin had no feelings at all towards her, Rima herself was unsure of the feelings she had right now, because there was only the tension he felt when he was with Erwin, when interacting with him.

But what can be done, Rima must continue to accept and run all the rules that have been agreed from the beginning, while doing marriage with Erwin for the sake of Sisil, who was married to Erwin, Rima was ready to accept every consequence.

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Mama Nirmala also introduced all the other members of her family, starting from her husband-Papa Arga, her sons, Akira as her son-in-law, and the last is Sisil the child she will take care of as her grandson.

Mama Nirmala asks Rima to take Mila to her room, the room that used to be in place by her will now be in place by Mila, Rima really feels excluded.

Then Rima immediately invited Mila to take turns wearing her babysitter uniform, because Mila will work on this day too.

Rima returned to the dining table to continue his breakfast the morning, then Erwin pamit first to immediately go to his office.

"Mas, here's the medicine, lunch at lunch at the drink!" Rima stopped her husband's steps and reminded him.

"Yes,." Erwin replied as he passed.

Rima could feel how cold Erwin's attitude was to him. He made his heart hurt, treated like that.

All paying attention to Erwin's behavior to Rima could also feel Rima's feelings.

Before long Mila came back to everyone, she was already wearing her babysitter uniform, and was ready to do her chores.

"Hay, Sisil." Say hello to Mila with a friendly smile, then he sat his butt in the chair, sitting next to Sisil.

"Hay, sister Mila." said Sisil.

"Today, the school is with me." Mila easily interacted with Sisil.

It was jolly, making Sisil able to balance it, follow the story and cheerfully happy when talking to him, so they immediately look familiar.

And again, Rima felt her heart grow sick to see the familiarity of Sisil and Mila.

Rima just kept quiet could do nothing. Because he is also confused what to do?.

Papa Arga has left for work following Erwin, now Gian and Akira are happy to go home to his parents, who are, 

"About, you'd better stay here first for a few days," mama Nirmala wants Akira to stay there. For a while.

"Later we'll play here again mah." Akira still wants to go home, pity his mother feels lonely at home.

Mama Nirmala could not refuse him but to give up her return.

Rima helps Akira by breaking him up to the porch of the house, after Akira bids farewell to Sisil and his new babysitter.

While walking side by side, Akira gives a lot of input to Rima, in order to survive in every circumstance.

Rima felt he had power, over the supporters of Akira, because Rima had no one there to support him, all this time he only worked and worked, he had no close friends. Besides Sisil, even with ART in the house it was just knowing no one was his sidekick .

"Thank you, Non~" 

"Sst .. Akira put an index finger on his lips, as a gesture to pray Rima's words 

"This, which makes the situation awkward, mbak Rima himself who makes the situation between mbak Rima and mas Erwin uncomfortable." Akira reminded Rima.

"Don't get used to it, look at the new babysitter Sisil only takes a few minutes he can be familiar with Sisil, even though his words are just simple words, but because of his carefree appearance, SKSD (Sok Kenal, Sok, Sok Near) so the atmosphere melts and is easily familiar,"

"Not asking you to be like that, but follow the example, trying to behave like that when dealing with others, of course you have to be confident first."

"I noticed that Rima was too, inferior, too careful to be afraid of making mistakes, so the atmosphere felt awkward, and seemed even wrong, what was felt by Mbak Rima." 

"If it is constantly like this, Erwin mas will be saturated or bosa, and will instead feel ilfil with a very rigid attitude mbak Rima." Akira reminded, while walking towards the terrace of the house. While Gian has already gone outside because he will prepare his car.

"Mas Erwin is a good man, Ma'am, he can keep up with you, different from me to have to play physical, I've been slammed, never sucked at the door, hurtful rant, painful words, I can go through it trying to understand the pain my husband is feeling, look now, Ma'am, my husband loves me.". Akira makes his marriage an example for Rima.

Because the Akira household was more complicated and more painful at the beginning of their marriage.

Rima digested every utterance of Akira, 'What Akira said is all true, he must try to get used to the circumstances, if it continues like this I will also be tormented myself.' Inner Rima after understanding said Akira.

"Nh, Kira …!" Rima exclaims

"Yes." said Akira, smiling because Rima no longer called her Miss.

Akira was also happy, Rima followed his advice to be more relaxed or not tense in order to melt the atmosphere.

"Then what should I behave like?" ask Rima for an opinion.

"Do I have to be an aggressive woman?" connect Rima.

Akira widens his smile, "Mbak, just understand enough, what can make your husband happy, can be aggressive, but do not overdo it too, but if the Husband likes it anyway is okay, it's okay, in my opinion because Mbak and mas Erwin do not understand each other should behave appropriately." The length of Akira explains gives a depiction to Rima.

"Okay, Ra. Thank you, later I can share again with you." Rima ended his conversation with Akira.

"Yes, Ma'am, if there's anything call me, God willing if you can help, I'll definitely help." 

Because they had arrived at the felt and Gian was already waiting for his wife.

Gian immediately greeted his wife to open the car door for him and helped his wife into the car.

"Be careful, honey!" muttered.

Akira smiled, pleased at her husband's good attitude and concern, who was always on standby.

Once in the car, Akira opened his car glass smiling and nodding respectfully to Rima.

"Be careful, Ra - mas Gian!" rima as farewell.

Akira and Gian, smiling at him "Iya mbak, thank you." said Akira and Gian simultaneously.