Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 158

Ayus and Bu Yuli's father bring Shilla home to their house, because it is their responsibility as Akira's parents, because Shilla himself insists on refusing to return with Gian.

Even he hates Gian so much, Ajai has managed to instill hatred in Shilla's heart, so he really hates Gian because his assumptions are reinforced by his memory of Gian's abusive treatment to him in the past.

Anjas joined Shilla because she was his mother, but Shilla was unable to focus on taking care of Anjas because she was depressed.

So that the family is the one who helps take care of Anjas, actually Gian wants Anjas always with him, but Akira's father and mother ask for Anjas to stay with his mother because he is still a child, still desperately need his mother.

"Don't worry, son Gian, we'll take good care of your son, and whenever you want to meet and play with him just do it, we won't limit you." Ayus' father.

Gian tries to give in and follow everything Shilla and his parents want, Gian also takes Shilla and his son home to Ayus' father.

When he reached Ayus' father's house, Shilla was immediately invited to enter his room so that he could rest.

Right now Shilla was also only able to follow their every word because Shilla was also powerless to resist them all.

Just as she was about to enter her room, when the door was opened, Shilla was silent nailing at the door, she felt familiar with the room, she tried to remember about her room, she said, initially in his memory he saw a shadow of himself who was on the move in the room.

But in the next second, suddenly the shadow he caught in memory changed, his memory caught the shadow as Gian forcibly snatched away his chastity.

Yes, Shilla recalled that, her facial expression turned tense, her eyes flushed with cold sweat pouring down her entire body.

Yuli's mother who was with her noticed Shilla's change, she immediately reprimanded him, "Kid, why, are you okay?" 

Shilla did not respond to her mother, she remained focused with her memory, her body was squeezed, Shilla squatted while covering her ears with both hands and closed her eyes, sweat dripping from her forehead, because the more dry that comes out like a sweat bath.

Ms. Yuli grew even more panicked to see Shilla like that, "Well, what are you doing, what are you feeling?" Bu Yuli asked again because she did not understand what was really going on with Shilla.

And finally Bu Yuli called her husband for help to deal with Shilla, but the one who approached her was not only Ayus' father, but the one who approached her, but Gian and Lucky and Shafira also come to Bu Yuli and Shilla to make sure of Shilla's condition.

They saw Shilla still in a crouching position while covering her ears with both hands and closing her eyes.

"Nr …!" Gian was so panicked to see him, because he remembered the doctor's words if he was constantly like that Shilla could be depressed and could drive him crazy.

Gian tries to calm her down and wake her up, but what happens, Shilla rebelled and screams.

"Don't touch me, I'm disgusted at you, you lowly man, your deeds are like a s e t n. I'm disgusted …!" said Shilla while screaming and crying he also rubbed his body as if he was very disgusted to have been touched by Gian.

Shilla's attitude and speech is very about Gian's mentality, Gian feels guilty to Akira, Akira used to be very tough in the cruel treatment, he was able to withstand it. But now Akira was no longer the Akira he used to be, so as he recalled that, he was mentally not strong depressed and shaken.

Both of Akira's parents were really panicked to see Shilla's reaction like that, "Why Nak, what's wrong with you?" ask Ayus' father, because he does not understand the condition of his daughter.

"Dad, mother, she has taken my chastity by force she treated me like an animal, she has also beaten Anjai in this room, she separated me from Anjai." Shilla complained to his father and mother, according to the memory he captured at that time.

And it turns out that Shilla also remembers Gian and Riza fighting when Riza wanted to meet Akira back then,.

At this time it is no longer the hatred that Shilla feels towards Gian, he also feels disgusted to see Gian at this time, he said, because his assumption about Gian is getting worse on the basis of the new memory he caught just now.

Shilla continues to hysterically ask Gian to leave from his presence. It made Gian mentally hit, his heart was very sick, the woman he had loved so much brought up the mistakes he had made. 

Though he had tried to correct all the mistakes, but his image was already bad in the eyes of Shilla from the story of Anjai, Anjai, until the memory of Shilla can only capture the memory or shadow of the mistake that Gian had made to him.

"Relax Akira, calm yourself down, I've repeatedly apologized for my mistake, because I know I was wrong, well I'm going to get out of here but stay calm, don't be afraid, I won't bother you if that's what you want." Gian really wants to give up, because Gian is afraid Akira will be really depressed even he can go crazy.

Gian said goodbye to both of Akira's parents, because it was useless that he was there too would only make Akira more depressed. Akira's father and mother understood and allowed Gian to leave.

Ayus' father only found out about it, so because of that Akira's attitude changed like that.

And it turns out that there are people who smile sweetly at the turmoil that is being experienced by Akira and Gian, who else is the person if not shafira is the person.

It turns out that Shafira still holds a grudge, against Akira and Gian, she is not willing to see the happiness of Akira and also Gian.

Indeed, Shafira had known from the beginning if Akira was still alive and even married Riza.

Riza and Shafira have conspired to separate Gian and Akira. And it turns out that their plans both went smoothly, they both took a lot to profit from the plans they ran.

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A week later, Akira lives with his father and mother, but he shuts himself in the room he no longer knows what to do, his son was more often with Mahendra's family than with him, because Shilla was less focused on taking care of his son because his mind was in turmoil.

He was restless and agitated, there was no calmness in him, especially if he remembered about Gian who had a bad image in his mind, hatred controlling his heart.

Ayus and Bu Yuli's father came to Shilla in her room to talk and advise their daughter.

"About, may father and mother speak," Ayus' father asked Akira for some time, because he did not respond to the people around him.

Shilla himself did not reply he just glanced towards the two, but he nodded his head as a gesture he gave them space and time to talk to him.

Ayus' father stroked his head, stroked his long hair, Gently and affectionately, and the touch of Ayus' father's hand was able to shake Shilla's heart.

Shilla stared at the faces of the two old men before her in turn, their faces so serenely full of sincerity, neither ambition nor anger as Anjai had told her.

Therefore he felt a sense of tranquility, while dealing with the two old men before him.

"Well, dear, whatever your view of us, what is clear here is that we are your parents, your mother who conceived and gave birth to you, we raise you with affection, your cries are our cries, your smile is our smile, so during your departure we suffered quite a bit, Son, believe me we love you so much!" 

"Then why do you separate me from the people I love," 

"Yes Akira, the father of the man who asked you to marry Gian, but I was forced to do just that, but you were willing to do it yourself, we don't know if Gian treated you that badly at the beginning of your marriage, but son, we testify that your marriage is happy, your relationship is improving, you are able to conquer Gian's heart with your patience, gian's cold heart as cold as snow can you warm up, son, even when you're gone he's one of the people who suffered the most after us."

"You're on his side you'll always defend him." Akira stays with his stance.

"No-no, kid! We just want to tell you the truth, we don't want you to regret it when you remember everything."

The words of Ayus and Bu Yuli's father can influence Shilla's thinking. He silently digested all the words of his parents.

"Let's kid, we get up together, open your hearts, give us a chance to help you remember all your memories to come back to you." Bu Yuli tried to give understanding to her daughter.

"We're not going to force you to go back with Gian, you just want yourself to remember your past, who you are, son!"  continued Ms. Yuli.

Shilla was silent to understand the words of his parents, he only realized that he had been too selfish, he only thought about himself, even he forgot his own son.

From the moment he had a conversation with his father and mother, since then Shilla began to open herself, he came out of his room to participate in activities with his family members, he also began to pay attention again to his son, he also began to pay attention, although he was unable to forbid when Nirmala's mama picked up and took Anjas with her.

Gian himself never saw Akira again since he drove Shilla to his parents' house.

Gian prefers to give up, he does not want Akira to be depressed and can go crazy if Gian continues to force himself to stay with him, while Shilla hates him very much at the moment, because his hatred towards Gian shaken his soul and could result in him severe depression even he could go crazy.

Gian has also been sincere and willing to let go of Akira because Akira who is now no longer Akira who used to be nothing that Gian can maintain anymore in his relationship with Akira who is now.