Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 134

"You, in the hospital, sir, you've been in a coma for 3 days ." Sister told.

"Why me?" Gian asked again, because he had not remembered anything.

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"Sir, you better get some rest!"  nurse Suggestion.

Yes, Gian did lie down, but he also kept trying to remember what had actually happened, slowly flashed a shadow of those terrible moments.

Gian's eyes rounded when he remembered the figure of m a y a t who was allegedly his wife with a terrible form.

At that instant Gian's facial expression became tense, his emotions peaked, dry began to wet the surface of his face, spontaneously he shouted loudly and loudly, "HE, NOT MY WIFE .. NO!" 

Gian's screams made the nurse startled and immediately approached him again, and one of the other Sisters immediately called the doctor who handled Gian's condition.

Then the Sister also contacted Gian's family, informing him that Gian was awake.

And coincidentally, Papa Arga and Mama Nirmala, as well as Erwin and Rima were in the hospital they were visiting their parents, Akira's parents, he was admitted to the same hospital as Gian.

When the news about Gian all the family immediately headed to the ICU room, and it was seen Gian was rampaging and rebelling to the point that the sisters and other medics seemed overwhelmed to handle him.

Everyone panicked to see Gian, they thought, "Yes, God, why else is this?" Papa Arga and Erwin immediately enter the room to make sure there is any problem with Gian, why he can be brutal like that.

The doctor is giving Gian a sedative injection, because that's the only way to paralyze his movements.

"Why is he, Doc?" ask Erwin.

The doctor begins to explain that Gian is experiencing psychological shock.

Psychological shock is caused by a traumatic event and is also known as acute stress disorder. This type of shock causes a strong emotional response and can cause a physical response as well.

"Then what will happen to him, doc?" asked Erwin again with a worried tone.

"We will do our best for the patient, we will see the next development, after which we will only take the next action" said the doctor

Erwin nodded in understanding, "Okay, Doc, thank you." said Erwin, before the doctor resigned to return to his room.

Mama Nirmala was allowed to enter to see more clearly her youngest son.

The sad atmosphere still controlled his soul, when even his tears were endlessly flowing down his cheeks.

"Mama's Son, Honey! get well, son!" Mama Nirmala spoke in a sad tone while stroking her son's head, then kissing his forehead.

After some time they waited there, Gian started to regain his senses and still reacted that way.

He screamed and rebelled like a man who had lost his mind.

"My wife's not dead, she's alive." Those words were what Gian shouted.

This time Nirmala's mother asked permission to enter and meet her son, she wanted to calm her son down.

"Enough Gian, look at Mama, son!" 

Gian seemed to be hypnotized to hear the words of his mother, "Mama ..." murmured Gian.

"Hiks, torch, please don't be like this, son! Don't you love your mama, who loved you since you were little, you know, son, you're tormented to see you like this." Mama Nirmala tries to melt Gian's heart.

Hearing and seeing his mother cry, Gian cried while being embraced by his mother, "Why, Mah, why did Akira have to leave in such a way." regretted Gian.

"This is destiny, Lord child, no one can deny it, for it was written in the destiny of all men, before it was born into the world, though we may look after it no matter how much we look after it, anything and anyone will go and disappear if God wills." Mama Nirmala gave her understanding.

Both of them were crying bitterly while hugging. "Why, I don't just die, why do I have to wake up from a coma, Mah," said Gian desperately.

"Don't talk like that, honey, you don't think about Mama's feelings, son?" 

"Mama can also die if your sons die Mama," continued Mama Nirmala.

"We, pass this together dear, we pray your wife and children are happy in nature, they will be sad if they see the Papi fragile like this."  With the strength that Mama Nirmala has, the strength of a mother, can ease the emotions of the princess, become obedient to her.

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Three days passed, Gian's condition began to stabilize although still moody and more silent, but he was declared healthy and allowed to go home.

But at that time, his heart felt very sick considering the figure of Akira, who usually Akira will always welcome him every Gian home from anywhere.

But now he felt empty, half of his soul was gone.

Gian's face looks very sad, his eyes are glazed, occasional tears dripping from his eyelids, although Gian has tried to hold it.

Gian was seen wiping his tears to remove a trace of his sadness, but still the stroke of sadness was real.

Mama Nirmala stroked Gian's shoulder to strengthen her lap. Gian looked up at his mother who was in the position next to him.

Gian seemed to hold back his tears with all his might by closing his lips, mama Nirmala replied with a grimacing smile, proof that he was equally sad but he still tried to toughen up.

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At home, Gian's sadness increased, he felt more lost, his soul felt emptier, even though everyone welcomed his arrival. But there was not the slightest happiness in his heart.

Gian immediately went into his room, he asked for his name and everyone to leave him on the grounds that he wanted to rest.

Gian locked himself in his room, and it turned out that Gian was crying so much without making a sound so that no one would hear him.

"Dear, where you are now, I miss you, I miss you so much …!" 

"Hiks, hiks, hiks, I'm sorry, honey! I can't take care of you and our children, it's all my fault, I shouldn't trust anyone to take care of you, maybe none of this will happen to you and our children," 

"About, I'm so sorry .. I'm so sorry ..." Gian broke all his heart, he cried as if alone.

His head felt throbbing, he felt exhausted and his eyes felt heavy and then closed without realizing he was asleep in his sleep.

Time approached so fast, it did not feel the night was drowned in the civilization of the night, and replaced by the moon that glowed dimly the lights of the Night.

Tonight is the seventh night sure last night done tahlilan.

Tahlilan is a ritual/ceremony of salvation performed by most Muslims in Indonesia, to commemorate and pray for the deceased who is usually done on the first day of death until the seventh day, the first day of death, and the next was done on the forty day and the hundredth day.

The purpose of tahlilan is to pray that the deceased can be cleared of his grave and protected from the torture of the grave.

Tahlil congregation has arrived, to pray for the late Akira deceased, and after the leadership of Kiya Haji Husein tahlilan present, then tahlil immediately began.

While the ongoing tahlilan event and tahlil reading reverberated from every tahlil congregation echoed throughout the room of papa Arga's house, suddenly Gian woke up to hear the echo'an tahlil sound that was chanted.

Hearing the voice, for some reason Gian's hair stood up, he felt goosebumps made, Gian immediately came out of his room and shouted, "STOP …!" instantly all eyes were focused on the screaming Gian.

Erwin, Papa Arga and Mama Nirmala immediately got up from his seat and approached Gian. "What is this, Mah? what's all this for?" ask Gian.

And Gian's question left everyone who heard him dumbfounded, "Why is that person asking like that?" The question of the congregation in his mind.

"This is to pray for Akira and his children" replied Mama Nirmala.

But Gian raised one hand, to prevent anyone from speaking, for he would.

"Stop all this, please pray for my wife and children, but do not assume they have died, because they are still alive" Gian said still did not accept if Akira was said to have died.

Yes, running into the middle of the worshipers who were sitting in a circle, the pilgrims were surprised by Gian's movement like that, they were immediately vigilant, afraid Gian rampaged and threatened the safety of all of them, he said, But what was done by Gian, he took a photo of Akira that was deliberately stored in the middle of the worshipers who used as a symbol he was the one who was prayed for by the pilgrims.

Gian took the photo and grabbed it. "My wife's not dead yet she's alive, don't do this to her!" said Gian.

Erwin was so furious at Gian's behavior, who was already like a madman. Erwin approached Gian and pulled him away from the worshippers.

Of course Gian refused and rebelled, because that further provoked Erwin's anger, "GIAN!  My patience has run out, since yesterday I have always been silent to see your behavior like this, be aware and accept the fact that Akira and the baby are dead" 

Just as Erwin finished speaking, a blow landed on his face.

Blam …! A fist of Gian hit Erwin's face 

"Nr …!" Erwin's sick.

Instantly the atmosphere became violent because of Gian.

"Bad you!" peekkik Erwin's.

"You, the insolent one, I told you my wife and children are still alive how dare you say so" Gian said.

"Okay, if your wife and kids are still alive where they are now, huh, show me, where they are!" Gian was silent and could not answer

"Listen to me, Giantha Mahendra! Until you cry blood, wishing for their presence, it will not be possible, it is clear that all the evidence is that your wife and children have died, and you also know for yourself the strong and accurate evidence of the ring, it's clear there's Akira's fingerprints, what makes you argue against all that. huh!" erwin's emotions had already peaked.

Indeed Erwin as if deliberately wanted to resuscitate his sister. So that he can open his eyes to be able to accept the reality.

But, still what Erwin did and said had no effect at all, not shaking the slightest confidence Gian that Akira and his children were still alive .