
My heart sounds …
My days are full of tears.
How not, my day is full of all tastes.
I am disappointed, I miss, I always hang a thousand hopes for the return of my beloved.
Although it is only a wishful thinking.
She where? Hows it? I don't know if it's lost to the earth.
But in every prayer, there is always hope of his return.
….
Twenty-five years passed …
Son and Juna grew up together into a handsome young man.
Many women are crazy about those two, but both seem anti-woman, even the son prefers his father-like nature a little arrogant and meuh.
Unlike Juna he is more friendly, and humble, therefore Juna has more female friends but of the many female friends that Juna has, none can captivate Juna.
Now the son grows into a successful entrepreneur according to what his parents want, becoming the successor of the family company as a young master.
As for Juna, he did not want to compete with the son and chose to become a Doctor, now he has become a young Doctor and is serving in one of the largest hospitals in his city.
Why did Juna choose to be a Doctor? because Juna was inspired by the doctor Aunt who always met him, and loved him, namely the late personal doctor Mila, who was like a brother to Mila.
Juna often hears Doctor's story about his biological mother, who lives alone and always struggles alone to give the best to his son Juna, until he has to die at the hands of his lover, his biological father Juna.
Juna already knew about it all, he knew that he was not the son of Akira and also Gian, but from them Juna could feel the complete parental affection.
Because from the incident Juna harmed the son, from that time Gian's attitude changed to Juna, he became more sincere to Juna.
And therefore, Juna more often succumbed to the son in any case, because he knew himself better, he was just an adopted child.
Thus their lives are so harmonious, even though there is a little disagreement can be easily overcome, the son and Juna also respect and love each other.
But in his mind Akira always cried he always remembered his daughter who until this moment had not been found, but it is undeniable that his two heroes were able to be entertainers and reinforcement for him.
Until this moment also he can live his life, even though his soul is not as happy as it seems.
….
This morning, the atmosphere of the house was crowded before they went to their respective activities, they gathered together at the dining table for breakfast.
Akira's lips are always seen developing his smile, because he is very happy and proud to see his two heroes, who are very handsome and very loving and respectful.
"Mom, I'm leaving first huh, I have a patient surgery schedule this morning, so I have to leave early." Juna leaves first.
"Lu want to look for face yes, leave early, or again have a bustle, so the spirit of leaving." The son connected with a berguyon tone.
"Kok you know! If I have a crush on someone!" Juna even confirmed the Son's speech.
"Well! i-i-i?" The son was surprised to hear it.
"Know dong with Mom!" Akira also joined the conversation.
"I asked for your prayer, Mom! May the girl have the same feelings as me" Juna said.
"Well, well, not really this .. you want to step in gw," the Son felt rivaled.
"Yes, that's why find a companion if you don't want me to step," Juna chimed
"Well, you can't let this go like this." The son panicked.
"Mom! help me pray also dong so that I can quickly find a partner," continued the son.
"Actually, you just choose what kind of thing, the women around you there are many who are crazy about you, only you are too rigid people." Juna is back.
"Mother, always pray for the best for you, may you get the best match according to your wishes" said Akira.
"I actually do it like, mom. Beautiful, caring, understanding but firm for the sake of kindness," the Son idolized his own mother.
Gian who from the beginning just silently listened now joined in to talk, "Woman who is like your mother only she is one, she is special, so we love her very much." Gian even flattered Akira.
"Well, mommy's melting this!" Akira responded to her husband and sons with a joke.
So that invites laughter from all the handsome men.
Juna hugged Akira because he had to leave, while retreating, then took turns to his papa and also his foster brother.
After Juna's departure, Putra also participated in part, because he had an important meeting with clients, so he should not be late because according to Akira's upbringing, he said, the heroes become disciplined and responsible for their work.
Now only Akira and Gian are still at the dinner table, when in front of his two sons Akira always looks happy, but after both leave Akira is bowed down. But Gian already knew what caused Akira to behave like that, of course he remembered his daughter.
Gian clasped Akira's hand, as a form of support, he always entertained Akira when it was like that.
Because Gian can also feel the sadness that Akira feels.
"Darling …!" tegur Gian's.
Akira immediately raised his head to look at her husband's face, then smiled lethargicly, clearly drawn that smile, forced smile.
"I know what you're thinking, and what you're feeling, but we've been trying our best to find our daughter, and yet, until now we haven't been able to find her whereabouts, she said, we pray wherever he is that he will always be in almighty protection!" gian said to comfort Akira, so as not to think too much about the problems that have been protracted unresolved.
"She must be beautiful, smart like you." Gian.
Normally, if hearing what Gian said to comfort him, it always managed to reduce his sadness. However, at this moment Akira even cried bitterly.
He lowered his face again, then covered it with both palms.
Gian felt a deep sadness in his wife's heart.
So he approached her, then stroked Akira's back.
The position of Akira still sitting on the dining table chair, Gian who was originally seated now got up and stood beside Akira.
Akira immediately turned to face her husband and grabbed him by the waist, crying out for his unstoppable sadness.
"At least, we know about it, pah!" akira said on the sidelines of her crying.
"My hope, before I close my eyes, I want to see her, even though I don't take care of her, but I'm still her mother I want to see her, and hear her call me mother, like Putra and Juna call me!" Akira expressed his wish, and it was like a message for Gian that Gian had to fulfill.
"Less what all this time we have been looking for it, almost all corners of this country our men are looking for it, until abroad, but until this moment we have not got any results." Gian reminded his wife.
"Now that we devote ourselves to the almighty, if the almighty predestines us to meet him, God will surely love us the way without us guessing!" Gian tried to calm his wife.
Yes, hearing Gian's words, Akira's heart became stronger and tried to resign and let go of what happened in his life.