Love Between 2 Choices

Chapter - 65

Arriving at Gian's house parked his car, and immediately got off and opened the car door for Akira.

Gian also helps Akira to get down and protect Akira's head with his palm so as not to stumble on the top of the car door.

Akira is very happy with the treatment of gian to her who is so considerate that is why Akira feels afraid to lose Gian and is not willing to let go of Gian for her brother.

'But Gian did belong to brother Fira before, and now I want to master him not willing to let go, he said, then why yesterday I promised to release him for brother Fira and in the end I was unable to keep him…?' akira's heart kept wondering. 

Akira did not understand his feeling of being so labile as to demand it himself.

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Gian took Akira's hand when he entered the house, the atmosphere of the house was quiet there were only a few ART who were pursuing their duties.

Because papa Arga and mama Nirmala and Erwin went straight to the office after returning from the hospital.

Gian and Akira head to the back garden of the house for a more relaxed and open talk.

There is a long iron bench to relax.

Gian asks Akira to sit down first.

While she herself went into the kitchen, Akira was confused and wondered where her husband was going, the question did not come out of her mouth.

Because Gian instructed her to remain sitting still there.

"Just sit down, I'll be right back." That's Gian said then he passed away.

After some time Gian returned with a tray containing two cups of warm tea and a snack of biscuits for the two of them.

Akira smiled at her, "I thought you'd do something?" Akira didn't expect Gian to do that.

"Yes, so we can talk more casually." Gian got around to the tense situation that would ensue before serious talks began.

Gian placed the tray he was carrying on the long iron chair, then he sat between the tray and Akira next to him.

Gian offered the warm cup of tea to his wife and asked Akira to have a drink with her.

Akira is really happy with Gian's attitude, it turns out that Gian who he knows is arrogant, annoying and very he hates, can be fun like that.

Akira's lips develop a smile over Gian's treatment of him, so Akira forgets the matter about his older brother that they originally wanted to discuss.

'It is fitting that Brother Fira is infatuated with him, behind his arrogant attitude it turns out that besides he is handsome, he is also very gentle and considerate.' Akira spoke inwardly admiring Gian's figure.

Gian asks how Akira feels at the moment, to open their conversation.

"I'm better" replied Akira.

"Yes, thank goodness it's like that." Sahut Gian's.

Then Gian began to allude to the talk about the condition of Shafira, because it was indeed they had to talk about so as not to misunderstand between them.

"The matter of your brother, to be honest I feel guilty for what happened to him, but this matter is not entirely my fault, so it's not that I don't want to take responsibility for fixing everything." gian said he did not want to get involved in Shafira's problems.

The smile on Akira's lips instantly vanished when Gian began to discuss about Shafira, the look on Akira's face turned mellow.

Honestly Akira also actually did not want to discuss this issue, because it made his mood become mellow.

Gian grabbed Akira's hand and grasped it, "About everything that happened to Shafira was not my fault or yours, this happened because it was his choice."

"He just left, and tortured himself and all of us, if he had said what he was going to do none of this would have happened, I wouldn't have hurt you back then, he said, and I also won't marry you and know you the way you are today."

"It's all because of Akira's own actions, so never have our selfish minds guilty of Shafira's condition because it's not really like that, it's god's destiny God's will, God's will, it's God's destiny, Akira's proof that God put a baby in your belly as a result of my cruel deeds, because God wants us to stick together." Gian's length gives understanding to Akira.

So that Akira's mind does not feel selfish or feel guilty for what happened to his brother.

In fact, Shafira is a selfish person, and cunning and greedy.

"Do you want to go back to him?" tanya Akira like his Akira still feels doubtful with Gian's equation against Akira.

"If it is him, you still love him, and want to go back to him, I'm willing that we part until this child is born" Akira said, and the remark made Gian angry and disappointed with Akira.

"What…?" Gian chuckles in confusion over Akira's attitude,

"Don't you want me by your side, raising our children together?" Gian started to get emotional, though,

Gian clenched both his hands tightly, his face flushed with anger.

"That's not what I mean." stalled.

"Enough Akira.." Gian stopped his words that akira wanted to say.

"I already know what the purpose of the discussion you want to convey, I already know from the beginning you really want to go from me, you can never accept me, you can never accept me, even though there's already a fetus in your belly my flesh and blood, I've also tried to fix everything but it's not enough to quench your heartache, so you keep insisting on wanting a separation between us." Gian did not give Akira a chance to speak.

"Well then I'll follow what you want, if that makes you happy." Gian made his own decision without wanting to listen to Akira's explanation.

"Wait a minute." said Akira, on the sidelines of Gian's words.

But it looks like Gian is already emotional and already does not want to hear anything more from Akira.

Gian chose to leave Akira alone there.

Akira tried to chase after him, to explain everything, "Sir Gian wait a minute let me explain first what I want to say." Akira shouted a little while chasing Gian.

But the result is nil because Gian immediately entered his car and then turned on the engine of his car whether he heard or did not scream Akira.

Akira was able to catch Gian.

But free Gian is already in his car and the car engine is on, Akira tried to knock on Gian's car door glass.

Geck, tok, tok.

"Please open it I haven't finished talking yet." Akira pleads.

But Gian did not bother and instead drove his car.

"Sir gian.please listen to me first, I do want to give up on you with brother Fira, but actually I love you very much, I am afraid of losing you... brother Gian…!" akira shouted but Gian could not hear it because Gian's car had already driven away.

Akira cried, regretting the misunderstanding between himself and Gian his body weakened until he sat barefoot down there.

One of the ARTs saw Akira and immediately approached him.

"Miss Akira what's wrong with you?" ART panicked, and immediately helped Akira to wake up.

Then bring him into the house.

Now Akira is in his room, Akira repeatedly tries to contact Gian, call him, and send WhatsApp chats but gets no response from him.

Akira tries to call the office, but the secretary says that Gian is not in the office.

Akira was really anxious thinking about her husband. Akira tries to contact both his in-laws and his sister-in-law, asking for Gian's whereabouts.

But none of them knew where Gian was.

Akira is not good at eating and does not sleep well thinking of her husband.

"God, where are you Gian?" Akira asked himself in his confusion.

Akira really feels bored and tormented over the problems he is facing. 

Hours in the room he felt increasingly crowded and stressed, finally he decided to meet his parents in the hospital, to take turns accompanying his brother.

Akira rushes to clean up and prepares to leave.

Akira orders a taxi online to drive him to the hospital, with Akira's spiritless walk nursing the hospital corridor step by foot.

Until he was not aware he was in front of the door of the shafira nursery room.

Without knocking on Akira's door straight in, because he thought there were only his parents and brother in there, Akira did not knock on the door first, because he had a fear of disturbing those who were resting.

Akira began to press the door handle slowly to ascertain whether the person inside was asleep or not.

But just as the door opened a little, Akira was shocked by the sight that made his heart tight.

His eyes were completely rounded, with a triumphant mouth, when Akira saw reality before his eyes.

"What god is this, why is it so painful "to murmur Akira, and undo his intention to enter.

Akira turned around and leaned his body against the wall, his breathing puffed up his chest.

He had difficulty swallowing Saliva because of the tightness that attacked him.

Akira tried to control his emotions, regulate his breathing, wipe the tears that did not feel so bright flooded his eyelids.

"Akira, calm down Akira…!" He tried to instigate himself.

He remained sculpted because it was difficult to eliminate the turmoil in him at that time, wanted to go away it felt from there, but his legs felt heavy to step.

Wanted to cry so much but claustrophobic heart mehimpit.

With staggering steps, with hands reaching the wall to support his body to find a balance so as not to fall. Akira tried to get out of there.

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What did Akira really see? Why did he feel that pain?

Wait for the next story, in Love Between 2 Choices....!