LIKE I CAN'T SEE

CHAPTER 55 END

Pov bagas.

I'm a selfish man. Too imposing a will that only adds to Jessy hates me even more.

I want to make amends. I pondered after all night I spent getting drunk again at one of the clubs in Jakarta.

Until my desire to take it off. The more I curbed him, the more I realized I couldn't reach him. Obviously in the heart of the woman was only Jovan. And until anytime can't accept me. With Jessy's hard character in mind.

I expressed my intentions to Papa. Although initially angry but eventually papa can accept and give me freedom.

It was different with Papa Steve. Who came straight from London specifically to see the two of us after getting word from papa that we were going to get divorced.

Papa Steve thinks I'm stupid. Because taking Jessy off. Which makes papa Steve angry because he knows why Jessy after divorce with me will be in a relationship with Jovan.

I was honestly surprised too. It turns out that unbeknownst to me Jessy had planned this. I asked him, but he was silent.

I try to hold back my emotions. Back to the original plan. I've been intent on letting go means I have to accept whatever he wants next. Let him find his happiness.

I don't want to hurt him for that many times. Enough I regretted having failed to make him like me. And can't make her happy.

Since we only married siri, there were no files that we had to deal with complicatedly. So it was easy to divorce.

After Kessy came home from the hospital, I also prepared myself to give understanding to the boy. Luckily Kessy was not too close to Jessy all this time. So it's easy to explain to her that Jessy's not her real mother.

And I took her back to London with the lure of finding her real mama there. I don't know when he gets there he charges and I have to find the woman where, I better think about it later.

What is clear is that my main goal is that I want to get away from Jessy. And try to avoid him. Because my heart still weighs hard to take it off. This heart is still entirely his.

Instead of me getting hurt to see him with his loved ones, I'd rather just stay away.

Pov author.

The more neatly save a problem, the end will be smelled too. After returning from the mall, my mother kept asking Kintan. What Jovan was thinking.

Because Jovan's change over the course of a few days really made you worried and suspicious that something was hidden.

Finally, Kintan was honest with his mother. And she asked for more details mother asked directly to Jovan himself.

"Oh God, son, what was the lack of Kintan so far that you still continue to pursue Jessy? Is there not the slightest feeling for Kintan? He who has been with us all this time is in great difficulty. Not Jessy".

"Never be in touch with Jessy again. Even though Mom knows she's a good person but not with her family. His father will never accept us. Please remember that. If you feel sorry for your mother, stay away from her" said the mother at the time.

Just this time Jovan saw her mother pleading with her in tears. Makes Jovan confused as to how.

"Mommy, give Jovan time to think".

Mom said that sentence right when Jessy came home. He was at the doorway and had to listen to all the words of his mother.

I watched him cry. And turn around to leave. I ignored my mother to pursue her. It turned out he had stopped a taxi.

"Jess, wait!", I pulled her hand before getting into the cab.

"Emak's right Jo. I have never been with you in difficult times. And about my dad and my family, I'm sorry. My father and those closest to me are always evil with you. Pardon me! Maybe you follow Mother's request to accept Kintan. She's a woman who deserves to be with you" he said, then entered the taxi with tears.

Jovan can't stop Jessy from leaving. My mom saw it from behind. My mother did not mind the woman's departure.

Good to think Jessy heard. Before Jovan himself or mom who should say. Papa Jessy's threats never mess around.

Mom just wants to see Jovan with the right guy. Someone who would accept him under any circumstances. Not when you want to accompany when you succeed.

Jovan's back home. He seems silent. I know what her son feels. "Emak's sorry Jo, but we have to be self-aware. We are different from them. Both then and now. Mom doesn't want you to always be demeaned. Mum Jo's heartache!", said mother embracing Jovan.

Jovan returned mother's embrace. He could understand his mother's intentions. It's enough humiliation from papa Jessy. Although that person was once good at helping him, but what should this be like a person who always helps? Always show the good that has been given.

"Sorry Jovan Mak, sorry!", he said as he continued to hug his mother.

Jovan pov's.

Just this time I saw this creepy mom. Keep begging me not to get in touch with Jessy anymore. I did not see for sure when Daddy Jessy scolded my mother.

I only heard a cursory story of confessions from my mother. But seeing this creepy mother, I know for sure Mom's heart is very hurt.

Jessy heard all my mother's words. She turned out to be home after a few days of not returning my messages and calls at all. I don't know what it means to come without first telling.

But all must be undone, he chose to go back after hearing all the words of his mother. I tried to chase after him but he gave a statement that basically told me to obey the words of my mother.

It was beyond my expectations before. Who imagined our love story would be beautiful in time. It must be extinct. After all, relationships without the consent and blessing of parents will be complicated.

Maybe it's destined I can't match it. Considering that I only have a mother from childhood, it doesn't feel like I'm determined to stay with Jessy.

We love each other. But there are people nearby who will get hurt if we are together.

Maybe this is our story. It has to end here.

We are destined only to admire each other without being able to unite.

It's hard to get to you, if in the end I'm invisible.