LIKE I CAN'T SEE

CHAPTER 44 FINALLY MEETS

Time is getting late at night. The wind is getting stronger through the skin for the new pair of kasmaran. I don't know why they would rather go out on a motorcycle than use a car. For the reason of wanting to enjoy the beauty of the night he said. Just-there's.

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The atmosphere of the morning is the same as yesterday. The wind was blowing very calmly. Breakfast menu is on the dining table. Even though I've lived better, but Mom never let me do ART at home.

Mother would rather take care of the house and I am the only son of this puppet himself. Maybe because we got used to it from my childhood, we just lived together.

My mom doesn't work outside just to take care of my home and me. It did not escape my request to tell him to stop working. I want Mom to enjoy life in her old age from my hard work.

Although I refused, I kept whining repeatedly. Eventually, my mom stopped working and moved here. It was too heavy for my mother to leave our little house.

The house we have lived in for years. A home full of warmth despite living within limitations. There were too many memories there, and that's where we complained, where we woke up to become what we are today.

"Mom, Jovan said yes", I said as I grabbed her hand. His hands were always warm and soothing.

"Be careful. Yes, go for Kintan. Supply lunch", while handing over the lunch box.

I accepted. This isn't the first time Mom's made provisions for me to give to Kintan. I'm afraid resisting will only hurt Mom's feelings. My own mother also knew what our relationship was like after a while ago I explained to her.

But for my mother, Kintan remains special. He managed to take away Mom's heart. Because she's the woman who's always there for mom besides me. From our past circumstances until now, it is other people who care most about Mom. In our condition at the time.

"Don't forget to love him yes" he said expectantly.

"Sure Mak".

In hospital. This morning my steps felt heavy. Remembering yesterday Jessy and Bagas were in this hospital.

"Dream again?", asked Kintan from behind the corridor.

"Ah you", I was shocked and embarrassed.

"Shocked huh? Early in the morning was daydreaming" said Kintan.

"O who are you going with? How's your car?", I diverted the discussion. Don't want Kintan asking too many questions about my situation. I remember the car yesterday went into the workshop.

"Still in the workshop. I took Papa's car to the office" he explained.

"Thank God it's between your Papa. O yes, this is a lunch from Mom".

"Well, that's a good fit. From the smell I know what this is. Mom, do you know the hell I want to eat this?", he said cheerfully while imagining the food in it.

Capcay vegetable made mom. That's the cuisine that Kintan always misses.

"She ate there first! Rather than drooling", I said as I looked at the patient files on my desk.

"A little bit used to eat like papa ya", he said and left while looking at the clock on his wrist.

After Kintan had finished his breakfast, we had to go back to check on Kessy. The boy was better yesterday. Maybe afternoon or evening I can go home.

"Dok, why are you staring there? The patient was waiting" said Kintan saw me reluctant to go into one of the vip rooms.

Why is it that today there is such a burden on his mind? Lirih Kintan in the heart.

Kintan's voice was heard twice when I woke up. Without making her suspect any longer I finally got in.

"Hallo pretty good morning. Check it again!", I said as usual. Without looking to the right and to the left. Because I can't stand it when I see him.

"For Om as well", he answered sitting down. Looks more excited and fresh the boy.

"Pinter's son will be able to go home later", I said rubbing the top of his head.

Without me realizing there was someone sitting on the sofa turned out to focus on watching me from the moment I entered.

I looked at him and our eyes met. The look of a woman I've always missed and looked forward to.

"Om, I know Mama. Mama here dong this Om the handsome doctor that Kessy told me", the boy's chatter blew my eyes. It pulled me back to focus on him.

I'm just smiling. The meeting I was always waiting for I never thought would happen after she had a child. It's hard to accept my common sense.

He started to get closer to us. "Jo, how are you?" he reached out.

"Well, you know the handsome Doctor?", asked Kessy curiously. His eyes hinted expectantly his guess was correct.

Jessy nodded. I returned Jessy's hand with a sense of awkwardness. "Well, how are you?", maybe that's my opposite question.

"I'm very good as you see Jo" she said gracefully.

"That's a fitting. It turns out that Mama and Doctor know each other", applause from Kessy. The boy was very happy to welcome us.

"Congratulations on your marriage. Sorry I don't know", I don't know why I suddenly congratulated him.

Kintan just watched us talk. "Dok, the family of the patient room number five wants to consult with you and is waiting" Kintan reminded. I know Kintan accidentally separated us. He is very professional at work. It's just that we had previously made an appointment to meet with the patient's family.

"Ah yes, sorry I still have to check on other patients", without waiting for an answer from Jessy I resigned. Left a face I could hardly guess from his gaze.

"Jo.welcome to work", that's all I heard he said before I closed the door. Half hanging like wanting to explain to me but what? I don't know.

I know whose wife she is. I think I know myself not to offend Bagas. I don't want the misunderstandings of a few years ago to happen again. And that's not very funny. Although I admit I did put my heart on Jessy. Thank goodness it's still working hours. I can avoid it.

"Mama, may I go to the house of the handsome Doctor?", asked Kessy expectantly to her mother after I left.

"Do you know her house, baby?", asked Jessy, wanting to know how close Kessy was to Jovan.

Kessy shakes. "I forgot to ask her address. But isn't Mama friends with Doctor? I'm sure Mama knows her house", Kessy didn't seem desperate to get my address.

"O yes, if the Doctor knows Mama, does he also know Papa? You see Kessy's appointment with Om Doctor wants to recognize Papa to Om Doctor. If they already know each other, Kessy will not bother anymore. And isn't that good Mama?", the boy chanted as if to make Jessy speechless. His relationship with his doctor was not as close as he had imagined.

When I pray day and night he is my soul mate. But the Lord answered my prayer by meeting me with him who was already the wife of someone. Sick right? (nie yha)

Have you ever been rich? God rules our story and we can only live it. The spirit!!!