KUIKHLAS YOU'RE GONE

My Naya My Spirit's

sha.. don't daydream, pamali said old people first if daydreaming afternoon not Kesamben,, hehehehe" joked from sister Mirna surprised me who was daydreaming on the porch of the house that afternoon

"eh sister Mirna, what else is sister? busy nih ye" I reply

"not only anymore nih sha nyampu, ngeres really used floor in Ferdi playing magic sand earlier with his friend"

"why are you again, daydreaming? not good sha. Dede Naya is still bobo? how not to look?" tanyanya

"yes brother, it's still bobo noon" my answer was short of reluctant to expose my household problems but surely Mirna knew because our adjacent house which is only limited to the wall partition must have been able to hear the quarrel between me and my husband this afternoon

"sha, if there is a severe problem that if we can not bear it alone we can loh to vent to others we believe to simply ease the burden of the problem we are having, we are, do not torture yourself dear, God willing you are ready to be a good listener and trust" his advice while stroking my back

my tears did not feel immediately seeped to hear his soft words, I was moved because brother Mirna was always good and attention to me. "yes, sister, the usual same problem every month" I answered while wiping away my tears that kept dripping without being able to be weaved

"hasn't changed, too, Arya? o Allah when is the human being insyafnya.patient yes dear God Inshaa there will be a way out.you have told my mother-in-law Sha?" tannya

"it's tired my in-laws say in Arya mas, but that's it. I also mess with my mother if the story again afraid of high blood rumat, anyway, kasian mom has been really good with me and Naya all this time"

"yes it should be sha, right you are his daughter-in-law and Dede Naya his grandson as well. What if you don't want to tell your in-laws?" ask again

"not yet know kak, insyaallah the money that Arya loves enough to pay for our rent, electricity and food needs in the next few days. after all, Arya mas also rarely come home so I can be more efficient if only to eat myself aja mah" I replied while trying to smile

"patient yes sha, God willing there will be the best way out yes.there will certainly be a rainbow after the storm and there is happiness after sadness yes dear, patient and sincere key. don't forget to pray the same God, dear and don't worry, you will always be there for you and Naya" advised Mirna a little to calm me down

"what the hell sha, do not like to think that ah. besides the name of the neighbors yes we have to help each other oruh, we're also just as far away from the parents so I can a little bit more understand what you love"

"umi,,,,umi," Naya's crying voice from inside stopped my conversation with Mirna's sister

"tuh Dede Naya has woken up sha, already do not be sad continue yes, there is Naya who still needs uminya healthy and happy. inget loh sha our child is very sensitive especially if still asi he can also feel the sadness of his mother. because bonding you guys are very tight sha."

" yes brother, Skali again thank you very much brother. I entered first"my camel

" yeah I also want to go home first yes want to cook, not to mention mas ikhram home too"

"yes sister"

I immediately went inside, it turned out that Naya was sitting and crying looking for me. I immediately hugged and stroked and patted her softly on her back to calm her down

"cup,,cup, do not cry anymore, baby, you're here Meluk Dede, umi was again on the porch of the house dear. Naya wants Mimi? yuk Mimi first"

I took out Naya's staple food at the moment, which was her original source, and sure enough she caught up with him voraciously

"Dede's thirsty huh? yes, Ayuk Mimi used to be full, the abis took an afternoon bath yes use warm water so that the seger and fragrance of the umi child" I said while stroking her puffed cheeks.

I am very grateful despite my poor household situation at this time but there is still the blessing of the trust that God entrusted to, namely Naya, my son, that is, all I have to take care of and take care of her with full love and care. I have to be a strong mother, thank you God "my naya, my spirit" insyaallah..^^^^^^^^^^^