KUIKHLAS YOU'RE GONE

I Leave Half of My Heart to You (Nayaku)

After saying goodbye to my mother and mba tita, the last place I visited was the final resting place of my baby, my love and half of my soul, my dear nayaku. It was already dusk when I got here.

I look at this mound of land that is still red, the flower still looks fresh because only yesterday I came here, delivering it to this place, the final resting place for him. I swiped the wooden gravestone that said his name, I wiped this still red earth with a taste that I could not express how sad and heavy it must be to go far away leaving it here alone,,, I said,,

"de, umi Dateng again to the new house ade"

"O yes Ade goods, umi lovein ya to the Ade temen in the orphanage yes, so that the benefits and rewards of the fingers for Ade"

"Umi pamit ya dear, Umi smoga Ade prayer serene in nature there, love you so much dear" I said and after I read the prayer for him. There are not many words that I say, let only the heart that speaks express how much I love him. It's heavy when I have to go far away leaving her alone here, but I have to. All the bitter memories let me leave them here, I bury them together in this place, I will forget and I will never remember them again. Let's just say this is all a learning to forge yourself to become a better and stronger person. All the sweet memories of being together I will keep always in my heart, for the encouragement of my life. There is a feeling that I cannot reveal, there are wounds and pain that do not easily disappear and disappear. I leave half my heart to you my fate, my love and half my life. All the sweet memories of being with you I will keep always in my heart and mind, as a reminder and encouragement for me to be able to move on with life. Thank you, for being strong with me, for living a life of deprivation and tears, but you always give me strength and strength through your sweet smile that you always show me. Thank you, thank you for giving me such happiness that I came to understand the meaning of love and compassion even in such a short time. May you calm down in nature there, wait for me until the time comes we will be together again. love you "my Naya" umi pamit,, I leave half of my heart to you, dear to accompany in your solitude here