KUIKHLAS YOU'RE GONE

This Soon You're Changing

I arrived in this city, a city that many people came to pit their fate and fortune. Capital, I wish I could carve love and happiness here. After arriving at the capital I was invited to live in a simple rented, farmhouse that was not big but enough for both of us to live. My mother-in-law invited us to stay with her but Arya refused subtly, because she wanted to be independent and at that time I saluted her determination. At first our marriage was happy, mas Arya gave me 1.5 jt a month to spend for me to manage. Electricity money and pay the rent he paid for it, my job is just to take care of the house and take care of all his needs. We lived happily at the time, the money that Arya gave us was enough to eat both of us even with a simple side dish, such money is small for all the high price prices. But I remain grateful, however much Arya gives it is a sustenance that I should be grateful for and manage as well as possible. But after five months of age our marriage attitudes and behaviors began to change. He was often angry and went home the night not even coming home. Money that was only for shopping now must be divided to pay for rent and electricity, while my condition was 2 months pregnant. Pregnant young who usually want a lot and want to always be noticed by the husband and father of the baby. But fortunately there are always good people around me, my mother-in-law and brother-in-law who are always attentive and help me in financial matters so that all can be fulfilled. My mother-in-law who was always patient and attentive with my womb, she always accompanied me and lined up for me to check the womb even though only to the midwife did not go to the big hospital, she said, always buy me pregnant milk every month and accompany me when I give birth to my first child.The beautiful girl I named "Naya Putri Aditama".I hope that later Nayaku will be a smart girl, she said, Sholehah and good at being grateful. Strong and always able to help people around him. Where's husband?

where was he when I needed him?

he was busy, so busy looking for his own pleasure, so busy with his own world that he forgot his promises and responsibilities as a good husband and father. my good mother-in-law always apologizes for her irresponsible actions, always crying and sometimes getting sick at the thought of the youngest son who turned out to have not changed. Yes, it turns out that is the nature and character of my husband Arya, from the first he is more concerned with friends and his own world. Thought my mother-in-law Mas Arya had changed since she came home to bring her wife that is me, my mother-in-law was very happy and grateful that I could turn her into a better person but it turned out that it was only temporary. yes temporarily, and now he has returned to his original habits. Can I survive this reality, what can I do to be able to turn it back into my old Aryaku mas, the good Aryan mas, who is friendly, patient and considerate. Why has he changed so quickly, is he not dear to the fruit of our very beautiful love.. O Allah, I take refuge in you from all evil and evil, soften it and open the heart of Aryan so that he will return to the right path that you have longed for.