KUIKHLAS YOU'RE GONE

I'm Pamit (the good guy who's always been there for me) 2

It was late in the afternoon when I reached my sister-in-law's house to say goodbye to my mother-in-law

"Assalamualaikum kak"my greeting to mba Tita who is the wife of my brother-in-law Sugeng mas, he happened to be watering my mother-in-law's favorite plant in front of the house. The distance from the front fence to the house is only limited by this small garden and the fence is short so we can see if the residents of the house are on the terrace or in the yard. He turned his head and smiled warmly at me and immediately opened the gate

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarokatuh, loh kok deck alone where Arya? hasn't she gone home yet?" he said after we got close to each other

"iya mba, lesha herself here, mas Arya again not at home" I replied smiling as I kissed her hand

"Oh, yes let's go in first, mom is inside maybe not yet awake, it's fitting mba out mom is still sleeping" he asked inside while closing the gate.

We walked until we entered the house

"you sit down first, call mom in her room. What do you want to drink sha? want a seger seger or an anget anget nih? later mba skalian makein" bargain friendly to me

"do not mba, lesha just rest, do not bother bother" my shop friendly do not want to bother ya

"no bother, people just make a drink. Anget tea, huh? hows it? we ngeteh together with mom, mba have a skalian banana later mba friedin, you want yes,,, Yo wess mba to mom's room first yes, you just rest here first" she immediately went inside to inform my mother-in-law of my arrival

I look at every corner of the living room in this house, one by one I keep in my memory if I used to come here often just to trouble those who live here. this place is my first destination when I was in trouble, so how else would I go where else I ask for help if not to my husband's family, mother, mother, mas Sugeng and Mba Tita are people who are always there for me after sister Mirna, always help me in every difficulty, especially in terms of finances that are always not enough every month. Not because I am wasteful or not good at managing finances but indeed my ex-husband who is too dzolim in providing a living. They always help and understand my hardships and are always faithful to accompany me when my worst "we are sha family, do not hesitate to ask for help and please forgive Arya well for all her bad attitude and deeds" said my mother-in-law every time I came here to this house. There was this heart-wrenching feeling of haru and again my tears were dripping down again in remembrance of all their kindness. I am so grateful because with them I am not alone in this city, there is a family where I share grievances. "Thank you mother, mas Sugeng and mba Tita" I said softly in my heart to absorb all this.

"sha, are you better, son? I'm sorry I haven't been to your house, but the plan is later after Sugeng comes home from work and your mother will be there" my mother-in-law's soft voice resuscitated me from my daydream

it turned out that my mother-in-law was already right in front of me, I immediately stood up to greet her and kissed her hand in astonishment. This warm and soft hand will surely miss me very much later, I hug her frail body because of being consumed by age. My tears dripping hard can not be damned anymore, I cry on his shoulders channeling all the raging feeling in the heart, if the Aryan mas not as cruel as last night, I cried on his shoulders, forcing me to divorce maybe I'll just keep on being a part of this family. I love them so much even with all the bitterness and pain that Arya inflicted on me.

"cry son, you can satisfy your cry on this shoulder if this indeed can ease the burden you feel right now son. I'm sorry your mother and brother, son, you are strong, strong, sincere yes, there are we here who are always there for you" he said as he continued to rub my back gently

"Bu sorryin lesha ya Bu can not take care of and take care of the mother's grandchild" said Lirih while taking off his embrace

"yes no what dear, this is qodarullah. I am sure and believe you are a good mother even very good but God has other plans more beautiful than this all. We sat down first, Pegel's mother stood still" he said, telling me that we were still standing

"yeah Allah, I'm sorry lesha ma'am, lesha to the atmosphere, mom is okay right? which one is sick "much worried about his health

"dear, mom is okay just a pegel anyway" he replied as he invited me to sit together on the living room couch

no sooner did Tita come with warm tea and fried bananas for us to eat together

"the same anget tea fried bananas fresh from the kitchen is Coming. Monggo sha in his tea and in his fried banana chips" Tita tasted while putting a glass of tea and fried bananas on the table and sat with us in the living room.

"thank you mba, I'm sorry I became pregnant" I replied

"yes it's okay, baby, I don't feel in the repotin really, is it Mom? and this tea for mothers who do not use sugar, because the blood sugar of mothers again is a bit high so limit the consumption of sweet sweet yes" he said reminding my mother-in-law who does have a history of diabetes

"dad drank that anyep anyep again dong, tuh sha brother-in-law cheated moso only mother who drank tea tasteless, sad my heart" his style sulked melt the atmosphere that had saddened blue

"while Mom, later if her blood sugar has gone down and normal Tita makes a special sweet tea using eggs for my dear mother, for now be patient" he said seducing mothers who pura sulk.

I just smiled to see the harmony of the relationship between my in-laws and daughter-in-law, yes my mother-in-law was very good not to all of us, she did not distinguish the difference between her treatment and attention to her biological children or daughter-in-law.

"loh is still afternoon kok sha, besides the new Nyampe as well. Later he will be escorted home aja same mas Sugeng, after all he returned home from work" replied Tita mba

"sorry, I can't take long. I'm gonna go. I'm here to apologize to mba tita, mother and mas Sugeng for all the oral khilaf and deeds I've done so far, I'm also sorry so far I often ngerepotin mother, mother, mba tita and mas Sugeng, thank you very much for all your kindness, I say yes mother, mba tita" I told them

"where are you going, son? did something happen between you and Arya?" ask mom

"lesha wants to leave town, ma'am. Lesha was divorced by Arya last night, her file has been signed. Inshaa Allah is best for lesha and mas Arya, so I don't have to worry and a lot of thoughts yes"

"ay Allah Aryan, I do not believe that you have gini, Lesha, sorry mother's child, dear, sorry mother who can not take care and teach the child until he became a bad person kayak gini" said the mother while crying hugging me

"yes ma'am, it's okay, sincere lesha, maybe this is the best for lesha and mas Arya" I said to calm my mother-in-law while stroking her shoulders

"sha is patient, you are a strong woman, a great woman. You can definitely get through this all" added Tita strengthening while holding my hand

"sister, titip mother yes, sorry lesha for always bothering mother, mba and mas. smoga healthy mother always and mepet down her blood sugar so that you can drink a special sweet tea made by mba tita" I smile while smiling to melt the atmosphere

"where are you going now? it's late afternoon, whether you should just leave tomorrow, it's not good women go alone late afternoon almost gini night. You want to stay here tonight?" bargain mba tita on me

"yes son, you just stay here tonight. I'm worried baby if you go now" persuaded mom too

"lesha go now ma'am, God willing is fine, lesha can take care of herself. Lesha said yes mother, mba tita, tita, greetings to Sugeng sorry Lesha can not wait until home afraid of a crime" I replied reassuringly

"yes son, you heart yes in a new place, take good care of yourself good.I pray that you are always happy there after all the suffering and difficulties that you experience here. Sorry mom, son, because of the actions and actions of your mother's children to suffer here" said the mother again

"yes ma'am, a healthy mother yes and thank you very much for all the affection and attention you give to lesha" I said as I re-embraced my mother's body

"sha this is a little money for your living expenses in a new place, heart yes there, do not hesitate to be patient if there is anything yes. Inget we are still family yes sha even though the situation is different, sorry mba ya" said mba tita while handing me an envelope

"you need to mba, thank you very much, lesha there is still a little money mba, the rest of the money that was the beginning of the month Arya kasih" I replied while handing the envelope back to him

"you have to hold it, yes, to hold you there, maybe someday you will need it later. Skali again sorry mba ya deck" he said sincerely forcing me to accept the gift

"thank you very much mba and sorry I am the one who always ngerepotin mba, Skali again thank you very much" I said to him as I hugged him

"yes sha, you heart yes there"

"iya mba, lesha pamit, titip mother ya mba and send a farewell and thank me to mas Sugeng" I said again while releasing a hug and kissing his hand as a sign of farewell

"yes sweetheart"

"Mom lesha, saying yes.mom take care of your health yes" my last message to mom while kissing her hand

"thank you very much son, mother's prayers and blessings are always with you wherever you are"

I say goodbye to my second family, I say good people, goodbye. Pray for me always, Bismillah, please,,