KUIKHLAS YOU'RE GONE
I'm Pamit (the good guy who's always been there for me) 1
After I thought everything was in order, I prepared to meet a new day, a new life that I hoped would be better than here. I plan to leave this city, this city with memories.
It was late in the day when I left the house. I saw Brother Mirna's house the door was closed but there was still the sound of the television burning,
"maybe Mirna's sister is having her afternoon break" my monologue in heart
"tock.tok.. Assalamualaikum" I knocked on the door of his house that was closed and I said hello
"tok.tok.. assalamualaikum Mirna's sister, is it in the house? I Alesha "call me again because there are no words from within
"Waalaikumsalam.yes for a moment" he replied from inside the house.
kreyooooottttt, the door's open
"oh Alesha anyway, brother guess who, sorry yes long ago did not hear that brother again watch the usual favorite soap opera that the dzolim husband, the story, the miserable wife in Chanel the flying fish was already about to finish, the hustle was,, hehehe" he explained feeling bad for making me wait a long time
"yes, sister, it's okay. I'm sorry I was so disturbing my sister's time" I said feeling bad for interrupting her break. yes I know sister Mirna often tell her favorite soap opera that is a little similar to my life story.Sir Mirna likes to watch the show even has an addiction category maybe, maybe, because he likes to urinate if he does not watch it even though only a day "so not good sha, not connect, difficult to get the feeling" that's what he said. But I don't mind anyway it's his favorite, because humans have their own way to please him and watch soap operas one of them maybe.
"sha, why are you?"
"eh tumben already neat you sha, where do you go during the day gini?"
"wait, that's your face why? what's that blue blue on the edge of your forehead and lips? you're done hitting sha? same who?"
tanyanya streak when seeing me just silently daydream glued in front of him.
"o Allah, what is it, brother. I want to say goodbye" I replied briefly
"where are you going? going home to the village? Arya know you want to go home sha?" ask again
"let's go inside first, it's not good to talk at the door" he asked as he held my hand to invite me into his house
"do not brother, I just want to say goodbye, afraid of the kesorean will go to the mother's house too" I refused subtly
"no, you can't go where if you don't tell your sister. brother won't let you, come in first!" force it while gently pulling my hand to come into his house
"what is sha? where are you going? want to go home to your parents? how suddenly, are your parents sick to rush home? what happened last night? I'm sorry I didn't see you last night because I slept pules from the end" she asked again because she was not satisfied with my short answer
"yes, it's okay, brother. I was in the talak sak mas Arya last night so I just left to go away from this city, hehe" I replied as I tried to smile covering this heart wound
"ay Allah, the Aryan came home and just wanted to leave you. Crazy people, you have no brain, yes he, his son just died instead of realizing it even more crazy!" he said he was upset to hear his words
"hehe yes brother, I semalem sepet ga want to sign do not want divorce eh even hit and forced divorce papers signature, divorce papers, he said he wanted to marry her again, so I did, hehe. No matter what, Insyaa Allah I sincerely may be the best way" I replied straightforwardly. I don't want any more crying, tears and sadness. Enough is enough! I am trying hard to accept all of this
"jeez sha, what a pity. We can report police sha, this has entered the realm of law. Unpleasant actions and KDRT, it is also clear that the proof is that your face is bruised like gini, we report aja yuk brother anterin . so that he can call, he said, go to prison so that in the Jedor, the man has his brain sliding so that he is aware.sister really hates the same man who is like it, how dare the same woman" asked Mirna furious about the behavior of Arya mas
"do not brother, I'm not what is it, later also healed. Besides the mother's father was sick, I must have thought that Arya was dealing with the police and went to jail" I said feeling sorry for my mother-in-law
"but this is too much sha, look at your face to bengep gini, has not been treated yet? brother use ointment yes, brother take it first in the room" about to go to the room
"do not brother, I have already taken medicine"
my tokak is again smooth while holding his hand prevents
"So I'm saying yes, I want to go to another city to start everything from scratch, carve out a new story in a new place, bury all the bad memories in this city, he said, I want to forget everything, brother, all the memories in this city. I might not be strong if I stay here, because those memories will keep on remembering if I stay here, brother permit me right?" beg him
"where are you going sha? where have you never been? brother even worries about you if you want to go without a gini purpose"
"i want to go away aja sak from here, I need a new atmosphere sis, so that I do not continue to fall into this situation.maybe with Susana the new city can eliminate the trauma I'm this sis, losing a child and being divorced by my husband at the same time is hard on me"
"i beg you to allow and bless my intentions, brother, God willing, this is the best thing for me to do at this time" I ask him again
"iya sha, sister knows very much the same what you feel dear.sorry sister ya all this time can not help much. You must be strong yes, take good care of yourself in a foreign place, do not easily trust the same people yes, because there are many bad people out there. Big brother will miss you sha, do not hesitate to come back here if you have trouble there, Inshaa Allah brother is always there for you. you already think of me as my brother's sister" he told me at length while hugging my body
"yes sister, thank you very much for all the help and attention of my brother so far. If there wasn't a brother, I probably wouldn't have survived until now. Brother who always shouts my curses, knows me and always loves my spirit to be patient and continue to be patient. I cannot repay you, brother, may Allah repay all the good you have given me so far with a multiplier reward. I say yes brother"
"iya sha, brother always pray that you are happy in a new place. Stay upbeat and remember always khusnuzon the destiny of God" he said sincerely
we hugged each other tightly, not to feel my tears flowing back, not to lament again for sadness but these are my tears of joy and gratitude because God has given the good people by my side, who is always there for me
"yes brother, Skali again thank you very much. I'm gonna drop the keys to the house, brother. Please love to Arya mas if someday he comes home to take his goods. Oh yes for clothes and goods almarhome I've packed yes brother I've given the sign on the card, please love to the orphanage near here, please, it might be beneficial and could be a reward field for Dede. I'm sorry I got sister's nicotine again"
"yes dear is okay, God willing, later brother will give to the orphanage that Deket Deket here yes, Skali again you heart yes dear"
"yes sister, I say yes afraid of the night because I want to say goodbye to mother, I go yes brother Assalamualaikum" said my last time
"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarokatuh, happy always sha, Allah never sleeps"
I didn't answer just smilingly in response, I saw my house again for the last time
"goodbye my home, thank you for being a shelter for me and my son. I say goodbye and goodbye, Bismillah" my monologue last time as I continued to steadily move forward without turning my head and without any remorse
