Khairil: True Hope & Love

Chapter 33 | He Is The Supreme Regulator of Life

...“A person's heart is God who rules it, so ask Him for the best resolution.”...

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From a distance, Khairil saw his sister out riding a motorcycle by piggybacking on a woman. Then soon Zurran's motor passed in front of him. Seen Zurran looks cool driving while talking to people in his bonceng. Seeing that Khairil looked annoyed at him. Who was her sister with? It looks so cool.

"Maybe he's riding a motorcycle like a dating guy. Were they really dating?!" Unknowingly, he hit the steering wheel of his own car and then re-run his car

Arriving at home, Khairil saw Jizah sitting alone in the living room while reading a book she liked. Greetings and kiss his mother's forehead. Without a word, he went straight into his room. Jizah was confused by the attitude of her newly arrived son.

"You why the hell Bang? How is a tumben like that the same Umma?" Jizah asked who Khairil did not follow

"Maybe Abang Khairil again there's a problem at Umma's meatball stall." Said Diana who was no less surprised to see Khairil like Jizah. He came from the kitchen after helping Bi Mumun. He certainly memorized the habits of his master's son.

"Hopefully your guess is wrong, Di, I am sad if Khairil continues to be overwritten with circumstances that we do not want. Even though I know it's all God's already set." Jizah got up from her seat and decided to enter her son Khairil's room.

Tok tok tok tok

The door to the room was soft, so that the occupants were not angry because they felt disturbed. "Ang? Can Umma come in, son?" Jizah asked with a worried heart

"Yes Umma", sahut Khairil who is almost inaudible

Jizah opened the door of the unlocked room again slowly. He saw his son lying on the bed and covered his face with a pillow. I don't know what happened to Khairil.

Do not want to be excessive in thinking that is not-no, better Jizah ask his son directly. "Why are you, hhmm?" He sat down on the side of the bed and his hand picked up a pillow that covered Khairil's face

"Today must be tired for you? It's okay, sometimes you can complain. That's natural. Yeah, now, you take a break." Jizah then intends to get out of his son's room

"Is Brother Naura the same Aa' Akbar still here Umma?" Khairil asked to stop Jizah's steps and turn to look at her son

"Yes, they're still here and resting in the next room." Reply Jizah who was taken by Khairil. "Do you mind if they're still here?" Ask Jizah again

Khairil shook his head, "not at all Umma. It's precisely Abang seneng if they stay here."

"Umma wants that too. Then try Umma tanyain to them. Yes, you rest." Jizah smiled as she closed the door of Khairil's room. There was a sense of relief after the son was still willing to answer his question.

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The day was getting late, with a heavy heart Jizah released the return of Naura and Akbar this afternoon. And they promised, after Naura gave birth to her second child, they would come again to the house of Jizah. Although Jizah was eager for her eldest daughter to give birth again in Bogor, but Akbar's extended family had asked to give birth in Bandung only.

The breath sounded so heavy from Jizah. He was pensive on the prayer mat as his hand grasped the Qur'an he had just read. His mind went to his other daughter. Kheiran Aisha Ahmad. Will Aisha forgive Naura as she and her sisters, or not at all?

"Yes Rabbi, Thou art the heart of man, make the heart of Aisha, my daughter who is far away there can also forgive Naura. I want when I have finished my time in this world, all my children have forgiven each other and forgotten all those fond memories. Only by Your power, Lord, can all this happen." Jizah said in his heart

Ever since knowing Jizah was sick caused by the past, Aisyah had indeed kept her distance from Naura. Plus Khairil won't let Naura set foot in that house again. The further their relationship.

Indeed, from the beginning of Jizah in the healing period, he could not if he saw Naura in front of him. That somehow triggered an unwanted reaction on his body. And Aisha and Khairil thought it was better to keep her Umma away from Naura.

But no matter how far apart they are, a relationship that has long been built with genuine affection will remain united.

While in the guest room, Khairil was waiting for his youngest brother who did not come home from noon, but now the clock has shown at 19:44

"Where the hell is the one child, where to go is not permission to go anywhere else." Khairil said, because Zurran should have been at home

Shortly heard the sound of Zurran's motorbike entering the yard. He counted his only brother until he entered the living room.

"Assynogaic"

"Yeehhh good from the morning? Zurran came home from noon before Abang came home. But Zurran was among friends first because he had met Umma here." Zurran replied with a frown

"What is temen?" Khairil asked again in an upset tone

"Hmm how about bang? Mau called temen but Zurran dear. I want to say baby but only temen. I have no advice what's good to call it?" Ask Zurran fishing

"Temen ya just don't have to love. There was a bath hunt, meet Umma first if you already want to sleep."

"Yaa yaa my brother. but Zurran wants to meet Umma first continue to sleep with Umma, bye...." Zurran passed away without caring for Khairil who still looked annoyed with him.

"Based on that one sister, there is no manners with your own brother!" Khairil Grouse

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In a third of the night Khairil awoke from his sleep. Sit for a moment and take a glass of drinking water and sip it slowly. After that, step his foot into the bathroom to pray and perform night prayers.

In silence he bertawadhu begged for forgiveness and hope that never broke he pinta. With complete confidence in the Owner of this Life.

"Yes Rabbi, there is no power or effort other than that because of You. And only to You I ask." Khairil ended his prayer by prostrating and then heard the sound of knocking on the door diverting his attention from the picture of the prayer mat he was sitting on.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Abang is awake, right?" The soft voice of her mother behind the door made her smile

Without answering he hurriedly tidied up his alphabet and opened the door immediately. "Yes Umma, you're awake and just finished praying."

"Alhamdulillah. Yes, let's help Umma prepare cooking for sahur. Umma wanted to help Zurran, but Umma could not bear to wake him up. I think he's so tired that his forehead is wrinkled."

"Astagfirullah did he not pray the night Umma?" Ask Khairil surprised

"That's okay, let him rest. What's important is that he'll have to wake up." Khairil nodded his head at the reply of the woman he loved so much.

Because today is Thursday and they do routinely carry out the sunna fast.

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Ask Allah for a good deed

...“*Do'a is the weapon of the believer, the pillar of religion and light for heaven and earth.”...

...-w H. Al-Judom*...

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Assalamualaikum friends, how are all readers? I hope always in the protection of Allah Subhana Vata'ala wherever Aamiin is.

Guys, I'm actually going through a phase that's not easy in life (and that's definitely everyone's going through) and I can't tell you for sure. But one that surely my friends already know that I have hiatus almost two years maybe?

Behind these two years anything can happen. From what I intend to stop only one/two months but in fact until almost two years.

Thank God this time I came back just to tell all my friends that this account still has its owner hehehe. And this chapter I'm up because it turns out this was last year's draft huuhuu. Unfortunately, there is only one. With this I beg for blessing if all my friends still deign me back. I will try to revive this almost or even dead atmosphere. Although it is not easy, of course, but thanks to your support later God willing I will come back even more excited to work.

...~Love sign J ✿...