Khairil: True Hope & Love

Chapter 29 | Angry Due to Trouble

...“Angry will not solve the problem and succumbing does not mean losing.”...

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Khairil drives his car with no direction. His heart and soul are in disarray. Usually when it is like this only his mother can calm him. Now I don't know what or who can control him.

The car he was driving seemed to be walking by itself. Sometimes to the left, to the right and in a tight state. The vehicle beside him continued to honk to stop his car. But Khairil did not hear it. His ears were covered with cotton that was so thick. The evil devil was bothering him. Until, a whisper and Mufid shadow seemed to pass in front of him.

"Stop son.., the devil controls you. Be a citizen."

Khairil quickly stopped his car.

"Astagfirulabadzhiim..."

His eyes widened, his heart racing. His breathing is irregular. He felt he hit something. But consciousness is not fully there.

Tok tok tok tok

"Hey Sir? Out!"

"out! Get out! Out!"

The sound of people screaming finally resuscitated him. He stood up again and involuntarily shed tears.

"Yes Rabb, what have I done?"

He asked Rabb the Almighty and regretted what Khairil had done. Asked to immediately get out of the car was not the power Khairil did. His body suddenly stiffened unable to move. Until a man from outside the car recognized him immediately he tapped on the windshield and called out to him.

"Khairil's? Get out, are you okay inside?" Ask Worry

"A-zain's branch?"

Khairil's hand slowly opened the car door. And the man immediately checked the state of his cousin. Zain, who had just returned home to fill the lecture accidentally saw the commotion of several people. When trying to approach a car surrounded by people, he recognizes who the owner and the driver are in it. It turns out Khairil was the one.

"You're okay, right? No one was hurt, right?" Zain was very worried, afraid that something would happen to his cousin.

"dude? Khairil, ta-tadi hit something?"

"Yes, you hit a chicken belonging to a loose citizen and again tried to be arrested. You calm down, it's not entirely your fault. Come now get out of the car and pay the damages to the owner." Clearly Zain and Khairil followed

Seen the people who had been swarming his car now focus on the chicken owner who was crying over the animal maintenance. The chicken is dead. If he knew like this, he probably wouldn't be chasing his chickens.

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After settling his problems with the chicken owner, Khairil is taken by Zain to the boarding school. For Zain knew Khairil was not well. He should be able to look after his cousin for a while. Do not let the young man do something that endangers his own life and that of others.

At the boarding school, Zain called his wife to give Khairil a drink first. However, his wife who was confused by Khairil's arrival finally asked. "Khairil why Bi?"

"Abi also doesn't know why. Only Abi met him, because he ran into a chicken belonging to the people."

Without asking and thinking again, his wife went straight into the kitchen.

Zain continued to look at Khairi who was just silent. He calls Jizah to tell her that her son is with her. Before that, he went out of the house first to get away from Khairil. "Ambah Ammah?"

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi, huh? What did you call your Ammah?"

"Hello, sorry who is this? Not Ammah Jizah?" Zain was surprised because the one who raised his call was the voice of someone else.

"Oh Auntie? Where is ammah? Why is Aunt raising?"

"Well, you're not conscious. He collapsed after crying at the thought of his two sons. If Auntie can tell, what's the matter with you calling her?"

"Ammah passed out? This cannot be allowed. Now also Khairil I take there Aunt. I have Ammah, right? Wassalamu'alaikum."

After he finished talking to Riska. Zain went in and pulled Khairil's hand to bring the young man home. His wife who was asked to make drinks was again confused. Seeing her husband pull Khairil's hand which was just silent.

"What have you done with Zurran?! Brother has often said to you, do not make a fatal commotion for your Umma health. If there is a problem, it is resolved well. Not even run away and leave Ammah at home in a fainting state." Zain said angrily, and Khairil immediately realized what he had done.

"Umma Bang? Umma why? Why did he faint?"

"Why are you?! From this moment I noticed, your body and soul as if again do not know? Okay, now we go to your house and get everything done."

They went straight to Jizah's house in Khairil's car.

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At home, Jizah has not been aware of her stings. The woman fainted after tired of crying in Rendy's arms. Fortunately, his friends were still faithful to accompany him. Even Hasan had persuaded Zurran to look at his mother's condition. Because the young man blamed Rendy for Jizah's stupor.

The sound of Khairil's car entering the courtyard of the house. Soon Khairil and Zain entered the house, which surprised Zain.

"Why is this house crowded but there is nothing preventing Khairil from leaving?" Inner Zain astonished

He greeted one by one the parents who were there. While Khairil, he had already run towards Jizah's room.

"Umma?, this is Brother. Why can Umma faint anyway?, did Umma faint because Brother left? Um just calm down, brother now go home." Khairil whispered beside her mother and continued to kiss the woman who had given birth to her.

Riska and Zulfah who were there chose to go out and let the two sons of Jizah resuscitate his mother.

"Ang? Umma already from earlier the stings. Zurran was afraid.." shimmily Zurran lowered his head.

Khairil hugged her, "you can't think negatively. In a moment Umma must be aware really." said Khairil pulled Zurran's hand to both hold Jizah's hand

The two continued to pray for Jizah to quickly realize from her stupor. And pray that they will always be strengthened under any circumstances. Do not forget to keep trying sincerely for whatever has happened and will happen. That all of this must always have a silver lining.

"Abba? Help us pray here always yes. Sorry if there have been many promises that Khairil denied or unobservable. Khairil knew, Abba must be disappointed with what Khairil did. Maafin Khairil ya Ba?" Inner Khairil, with still eyes closed

Before long, there was a movement from Jizah. They silently watched with an arch on the lips. There cannot be tears. Enough of a calming smile.

"Is it better?" Ask both

Zurran helps Jizah to drink first. After that, he took his two sons' hands. "When anger is at its peak, being patient is the best option. Anger will not solve the problem and giving up does not mean losing. Giving up does not mean you have to go. Because you know, we all have problems? We must have the solution, too."

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When you feel guilty or blamed, there's no need to run away. Finish everything calmly. Because, Satan often feels happy and victorious if humans are angry because they feel disappointed.

I understand, it's as mature as any of us if disappointed yes disappointed. But not in this way. To endanger yourself and others is a sin. Moreover, it takes away lives that do not understand anything.

Let us from this moment on, we condition our emotions, we control them as much as possible. Resisting anger is the key to all good.

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