Khairil: True Hope & Love
Chapter 22 | Don't Ignore
...“Don't mind his whereabouts, because if he has left you then it is difficult or even not for him to return.”...
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Khairil, who was sitting on the living room couch, did not realize he had been asleep for an hour and a half. With his head leaning against the sofa bench, his tired face appeared. Until, a soft voice and touch were heard in his ears.
"Wake up Bang, move to the yuk room" said Jizah still with his movement
Jizah woke up from her sleep because she remembered her son who had been waiting. The nurse who was guarding him had rested since then. Can't bear to see they're still with him until late. In fact, he did not need the presence of anyone else in his house. All he wanted was his sons and daughters to take care of him at his old age. But what can be done, his ego must be respected because he does not want to interfere with the lives of his children.
The desire to be able to realize the ideals of himself and Mufid first seemed to really have to keep meetings in the bottom of his heart. The desire to be like his extended family once lived one roof with all its consequences.
Now, he thinks everything is impossible to happen. Moreover, his true love was gone. Already comfortable on his best side with his eldest son who has been missing for decades from his arms. Slowly, hope disappears on its own.
Khairil opened his eyes slowly and straightened his body. "Astagfireullah! Sorry Umm Abang overslept," rubbed his face slowly
"Move to room. Not here, a lot of mosquitoes. But before that you have to change your clothes and clean your body first, yeah."
"Iyaa Umma my dear.... But, why did Umma leave the room? I've taken some medicine, right?" Khairil looked at his mother's face
With a smile, "Umma thinks of you, so Umma wakes up."
"Sorry Brother to Umma. Because of Abang, Umma had to wait in front of the gate. Next time it doesn't have to be like that anymore, right?" Khairil said with a look of guilt. The body of the woman who gave birth to it. Don't forget the kiss on the forehead he gave.
"Neverything, already there in the room," Jizah let go of his embrace. "If you're really in? Umma will go into Umma's room." Before his son protested
"Yes, I love Umma. This is my brother going to the room." Khairil got up from her seat and walked slowly leaving Jizah alone in the living room
"You also must not have prayed Isya' right? Don't forget to pray first, just go to sleep." Jizah said that only murmurs answered. Really too relaxed, Jizah shook her head.
"Abba? Look at our son that one. He feels guilty, just like Abba. And yes, like Abba said back then that Khairil was too relaxed." Jizah's mind then moved her feet towards her room
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Morning, as usual. They had breakfast with a menu. But... Wait, why is Zurran silent? Jizah who realized that there was something propping up from her youngest son called out to him.
"Zurran why son? The food is not good, is it?" Jizah asked who had been watching her youngest son
Zurran is focused on food and thoughts that are somehow unaware of Jizah calling her.
"Zurran unfortunately Umma?" with a soft voice her second mother had not shifted her focus
Jizah walked closer to Zurran and sat down on the bench next to him, "Adek?" call Jizah while touching her son's shoulder
"mma? Yeah, why?"
"Helehhh's turn is called new adek denger." Khairil said annoyedly
"Adek why, why did Umma just pay attention to silence from earlier? The food is not good, right? Then let Umma ask Diana to make another breakfast?" Jizah
"Oh no Umma, this food is enough" Jizah knew very well that something was wrong from his youngest son.
Zurran was a quiet child, no matter what problems he was living there was never one told to his parents or his brothers. Even from childhood he was always disturbed by Khairil to harm, Zurran never told Jizah or Mufid. Because it was like he had thought about what Khairil said when he was a child, first,
Yes, those are the words of Khairil that are easily stored in the memory of Zurran's head. Which unwittingly forced the character traits of the youngest child on him it almost partially disappeared. He prefers to give up, which is more common in middle children.
At first the age difference that is not far adrift seems to force him to become more mature. Until finally, Khairil realized for himself what he had done in the past and slowly changed it.
Jizah still looked at her two sons in turn. "You don't fight anymore, do you?" Ask Jizah to both.
"Neither Umma," said Khairil and Zurran together
"Related?"
"Yes, I love Umma, we no longer fight, but do not know Zurran why it was just me." Khairil
"Yes, why baby? Hmm, any problems on campus? Or at work?" Jizah asked as she rubbed Zurran's head
"Adek just tired Umma. Adek guidance lecturers can not be one thought with what adek expect. Umma know that it could be one of the obstacles to college adek?" Zurran was forced to lie because he could not possibly tell about his intention to quit his job. He was only worried if Jizah would be shocked and disappointed at him.
"Hiath everywhere yes students recite what the lecturer said as long as it's good. Want a lecturer who is a frequency? If you want to ask Bang Ali to be your lecturer, he's the only one who thinks the same as you." Said Khairil who seemed to have finished his breakfast
"Hushh Abang can't be that good" Jizah warned Khairil
"And adek? Umma knew it must be difficult to adek because Umma had also felt what was natural. But remember this proverb? "Man Jadda Wa Jadda", whoever means it, he's gonna make it. Resilience is indeed one thing that we must have if we want to succeed in achieving something. In the Quran, we are told that we should be serious about doing something. When you are done with one thing, do another, and only to your Lord should you hope. So, just follow what is desired by the adek guidance lecturer even though it is not in accordance with the expectations adek or maybe adek can express good opinions, insyaallah must be accepted." Jizah smiled
"Yes Umma, adek will remember the words of Umma. Then let's go to you now huh? Wassalamu'alaikum," Zurran kissed the back of Jizah's hand
"Yes be careful, Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi,"
After Zurran left, Jizah approached Khairil who was also ready to go to the meatball branch.
"You want to leave too?"
"Yes Umma, you are afraid of getting stuck on the road, and are afraid of going home like yesterday so you have to hurry. Don't forget to take the medicine? Brother can not promise to go home at what time, but will try to go home as soon as possible," One kiss Khairil gave on his mother's forehead
"Yes, you don't have to worry about the important Umma coming home safely wa fii amanillah." Jizah said after that Khairil came out of the house to say hello
Jizah smiled and gave her two thumbs to both the nurse and the housekeeper who accompanied her. This morning somehow his condition was much better than the previous morning. He was so grateful and wished he had always been like that.
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Two of the duties of a child to his parents are,
If one of the two (the elderly) needs his service, then he serves him.
When one of the two (the old man) calls him, he fulfills his call and comes to him.
It is birrul walidain which means filial piety to parents and the law is mandatory. Verily this is one of the great sins that is washed away, of God's righteous deeds, and remember, the pleasure of God lies in the care of both parents, the wrath of God is in the wrath of the parents. Then let us both improve our relationship with parents if they still exist. If they are sick, may Allah lift their sickness. When they are gone, may Allah place them with Him at their best. So let us never mind their existence, for if they are gone, it is difficult or even impossible for them to return.
Dear brothers and sisters of my readers, this writing was first solely as a reminder to myself. If anything goes wrong, may Allah bless me and forgive you.
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