Khairil: True Hope & Love

Chapter 12 | No One Understand

Khairil drove his vehicle quickly. Anger and anger are running at him. Zurran in the back hold Khairil's waist so as not to fall. And his lips can only beristighfar, do not let out a comment, fearing that later Khairil will be even more angry with him.

"If you're angry, don't die together donk." Grunts Zurran in the heart

Soon they arrived home. He saw his brother-in-law's car parked outside the fence. Aisyah and Ali were waiting for them in front of the house.

"Down you spit!" Pinta Khairil and Zurran rushed down from the bike

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi."

"Well, Zurr, come home at this hour? why are you at the college? mopping the field or hall? you don't know what Umma's worried about waiting for you not to come home." Firmly Aisyah on her youngest sister with both hands she folds on her stomach

"Yes Zurr, where are you going? Brother until called your brother to come here all the way from the office. We know you're a man, take care of yourself. But at least tell me to home. Let's get you where you are." Ali continued, who also scolded his sister-in-law but gently. Luckily the office where Ali worked was indeed close to Bogor and he also intended to visit his in-laws, wife and children.

"Abang, brother? Zurran can be clear. But not here, we're in." Said Zurran who was reluctant to look at his brother and brother

They went inside and sat in the living room in temporary silence. Khairil had already put on his upset face earlier. He wanted to talk, but tried probably not to be hard so as not to disturb Jizah who was asleep.

"What work do you do to dissolve gini? is the money you love each month not enough for you?" Khairil asked with her gaze

Aisyah and Ali looked at each other, "You really do Zurran's work?" Ask both at the same time

"Yes," Zurran replied briefly

"Try to explain to us what is the reason you work and you work what?" Ask Aisyah

"Zurran works at the cafe, for Zurran's future savings. And the money that Brother Khairil loves every month? that's pure Zurran gunain for all tuition. There's nothing else. This Zurran is a man, who will surely one day support Zurran's son and wife. Zurran also wants to have his own income." Clearly Zurran with an intolerable fury

He felt it was enough to depend on living from the income that Khairil loved. He also wants to feel like he has his own income. He was tired if he continued to follow the wishes of his brothers.

"It's good that you know yourself at last. You don't have to worry about your future." Khairil

"Khairil's? what the hell are you talking about ! You're the oldest son and Abba's substitute priest in this house. Zurran your sister is the only one that means it's your responsibility !! You still have to think about her future well." Aisha was angry

"No brother, which is said by Brother. You do not have to bother thinking about the future of Zurran who has no rights in this family. Zurran is like a stranger hitchhiking on life from the results you get." Zurran said with a big breath

Khairil instantly rose from his seat and his eyes stared intently at Zurran. "Oh... You turned out to be envious, Brother has income from what the late Abba loved to Abang? it's it!"

Zurran got up and said, "Yes, I'm jealous. Brother is trusted by the late Abba to organize all the meatball stalls of love. While me? notwithstanding. And Brother and sister can always get what you want. Then me? I have to do what you want first. It's too heavy for..."

"Zurran is enough !!" Before Zurran said any further, Aisyah had already stopped him first

"What brother? isn't that the truth? none of you can understand me. You've always been selfish and wanted to win by yourself."

Plak. one slap on Zurran's right cheek, Khairil gives it. This was his first time playing hands with his sister, fifteen years ago.

"Zurran? you go into your room." Ali orders Zurran to hold his cheek which looks flushed due to a loud slap from Khairil

After Zurran left the living room, they all instantly fell silent with their respective thoughts. And before long Aisha and Ali went inside leaving Khairil alone.

"What did I do? Zurran, sorry Brother. My brother is selfish." Inner Khairil is sorry

While without them all knowing, Jizah heard everything from behind the door. The woman was so hurtful to hear her children fighting. Almost every night he prayed incessantly so that all his children would get along. Yet again God rebuked him through his children. The test always comes to all the servants whom Allah loves.

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This morning after dawn prayers, Aisyah and Ali decided to return to their home and promised to come three days later. Actually, Aisyah still wanted to be near Jizah to take care of her and improve the relationship between her sisters. However, Ali said that he would have an office event that would require his son and wife to join.

"Abba, Umma is not able to take care of and care for the children alone. It's very heavy for Umma Ba. Forgive Umma who has not fully carried out the trust Abba loves. Forgive Umma." Jizah said in heart

The woman cried in silence so that her voice would not be heard by her children. She is not a great woman who can do hard things alone. He still desperately needs the role of Mufid to be able to survive everything.

Before long the door opened and he saw Zurran coming out of his room. He hastily wiped away his tears and immediately revealed the best smile possible.

"Morning, is it Umma?" Jizah

"My dear Umma, "" One sweet kiss on Zurran's forehead.

"I'm sorry Umma Zurran came out a little while ago, because Zurran had hurriedly completed the unfinished college assignment." Zurran

"It's okay, son. Umma ask for help, call your brother also for breakfast together." Jizah

Zurran was silent for a moment and before long he nodded his head.

Zurran had not been able to knock on Khairil's room door, the man had already walked out of his room.

"A-branch, asked Umma for breakfast." Zurran was misbehaved and Khairil just nodded his head

Jizah who saw her two sons approaching smiled. He hopes to improve the relationship between the brothers. Zurran sat to his left while Khairil faced Zurran and Jizah in the main seat.

"Khairil dear Umma." Khairil's words kissed Jizah's forehead

"Umma more than you, baby. Let's have breakfast, Umma has made your two favorite food that is fried rice without soy sauce with half-cooked beef eggs." Jizah

Jizah started to get rice and side dishes one by one for her two sons and only then did she.

"Abang Khairil after this will go to the meatball branch in which area son?" Ask Jizah

"Khairil wants to go to the meatball branch in the Cigombong Umma area. Brother not long, ba'da Zhuhur later God willing to go straight home." Answer Khairil

"Yes, the important thing is that you be careful."

"If you're Zurran, after college, go home, right, son?" Ask Jizah

Zurran was silent he glanced at Khairil and before long he nodded. "Yes Umma, Zurran after going straight home from college."

"Really?" Ask Jizah to make sure

"Yes my dear Umma... doain Zurran yes?" Answer Zurran

"It's okay if you want to work Zurr. Umma would agree." Khairil

Zurran looked at Khairil in disbelief and then suddenly Jizah clasped his two sons' hands.

"Yes, Zurran can work if it is Zurran's will. Sorry Umma yes, if Umma can not be fair with the two of you after Abba. And Umma can't promise for that. For the best of justice is that only God has." Jizah said directly in the embrace of his two sons

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The lack of man and perfection belong only to Allah

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