Khairil: True Hope & Love

Chapter 15 | Nature of the First Child

...“As a child born first, of course they have a lot of happiness which then turns into pressure.”...

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...@momalula...

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Aisyah, Ali, Naura and Akbar who were in Abah's house had suspected that the car driven by Khairil did not follow them, but went straight to the family cemetery. In their hearts they each asked, what really happened to Umma?

Abah's house is no longer occupied by Shafiyyah and her husband. They decided to move out of the mansion and leave it empty. Indeed, the inheritance of the house does not fall on anyone. Rather, the late Abah has intended that the house is always a place where his children, sons-in-law and grandchildren gather and continue to maintain family.

However, the house remains as well-maintained as it was decades ago. Only difference, now it feels much more lonely.

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Aisyah was sitting quietly in the family room. It had been half an hour Umma and his two sisters had not arrived at Abah's house.

Where'd they?

Did something happen to them? That's not possible.

Or, Jizah his mother was so missed father and brother who Aisyah never met?

Really, the original nature as the first child in Aisha rebelled asking her to be in her real position.

People knew Aisha as the third child of Jizah. But do they really not know the truth? In reality, he was the first son of Mufid and Jizah.

Fate puts itself in a difficult position. First, he admitted that the late Tsaqif was indeed his brother. Child of Jizah with previous marriage. Second, he must accept the fact that Naura is also part of his family. That puts itself down the stairs from its actual position.

The original nature of the first child is one of them, sensitive. Besides being angry and stubborn. The first child is very sensitive, especially if the woman, increases her sensitive nature. Aisyah is very sensitive when it comes to her name position. Where as a child, the position is indeed gray. It can't be like the first and it can't be like the last. Must always—Missing. He gave up on making his own world.

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Soon the sound of Khairil's car entered Abah's garage. Jizah still closed her eyes to slightly relax the thoughts she had in her mind.

"Bang, Umma's not into the grave spirit input right?" Zurran asked whispering to Khairil

"Hushh ngaco. Which is possible, the one we just came up with is the family tomb." Sahut Khairil makes Zurran directly scratch his nape that does not itch

He saw again his mother whether his eyes were still closed or not, and how surprised Zurran turned out to be Jizah from a smile on him.

"Although Umma to input? Most Abba's brave." Jizah said then got out of the car followed by Khairil who laughed at the expression on his sister's face

When the mother and child stepped up to the room everyone who was there immediately stood up and suddenly Jizah immediately hugged the body of her daughter, Naura.

"I'm sorry about Umma's attitude this morning, baby. There is no intention to surprise or hurt you. It's all completely out of Umma's control." Jizah made Naura cry

"Umma don't talk like that, Naura knew this morning Umma was just tired." Naura

"And yes, congratulations on your second pregnancy. Take care of him." Jizah touched Naura's stomach

"Thank you Umma, pray Naura to stay healthy until delivery."

It was not separated from Aisyah's vision. Didn't Jizah realize that her other daughter also wanted to be treated like that?

Jizah looked at Khairil with a smile.

"Khairil's? call your sister Zurran, take her to the library." Say Jizah and go up the stairs to her previous room

"Yes Umma." Khairil immediately went out to call his sister

Really, all of them who had been in the living room were confused with Jizah.

Aisyah let go of her embrace and looked at her husband, "Umi wants to follow Umma to her room first Abi?"

"Why do you want to do something?" Ask Ali

"Something Umi wants to ask." Aisyah

"Yes, Abi here with Alif. And Umi must promise, ask with heart, insha Allah Umma will surely answer it also with heart." Ali and his wife nodded in understanding

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Jizah looked around her room earlier. There's been a lot of change in it. This room has been a witness to all the sweet and bitter memories of his past. She smiled and cried at one time.

"Wouldn't I let my kids feel what I've ever felt, even if it happened? God always has the best plan for everything." Inner Jizah

His eyes caught a small photo tucked in a bookcase and he immediately took it.

"Even if you two are not siblings, but Umma hope your relationship will remain harmonious." Inner Jizah

As Jizah was saving the photo, suddenly there was a knock on the door and Aisyah asked for permission to enter.

"Come on, baby, the door isn't Umma's key." Jizah

"What's up, baby? Here sit next to Umma." Jizah patted the side next to him and Aisyah followed him immediately

"mma? can Aisyah ask you something?" Tanya Aisyah leaned her head on Jizah's shoulder

"See, if Umma can answer? will Umma explain." His daughter's hand was cold

"According to Umma, what is divorce? and why can divorce happen if it's a match?" Aisyah's question surprised Jizah

He stared fixedly at the face of his beloved daughter, "Why do you ask like that, Did Ali hurt you?" Ask Jizah. Really, I hope the guess is wrong.

"No Umma, Aisha swore Abang Ali did not hurt Aisha." Answer

"Why are you asking that?" Jizah asked again with sharp eyes

"Dad just wanted to..."

"There's nothing you need to know about that. And remember these words of Umma, there can be no more such thing as divorce in our family. Let only Umma feel it, no more. And you should know Aisyah? Umma divorced because it was Umma and. he was no longer God set to be together." Said Jizah who refused to mention the name of her ex-husband

"And, one more. Umma never referred to it as divorce, but rather separation. Because Umma thought the word was much more acceptable to the heart." Jizah

"And Umma can willingly accept the reason for Umma's separation into our family?" Finally, the decades-old question he kept was uttered.

Long after Jizah and the late Mufid told him and his sisters that there was no blood relation between them and Aisha, he wanted to always ask this question.

Tears just escaped without Jizah realizing it. Never imagined if one of his children would ask such a question. The thing that if he remembered it again, was very painful.

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I want to say thousands of apologies to you guys yes, sorry if I was so disappointing because it makes you have to wait a long time. Honestly, I don't want this to happen either. But remember, writing is not easy. There should be a lot to think about for writing.

And I tell the readers all why I updated today, because I should still be updated tomorrow morning. Reason why? Because today is exactly one year I wrote in noveltoon. And today is also the day arguably.the day of my broken heart:(.

Please pray yes friends, so that I can keep the spirit to write, I will not let something grow because of heartache? it ended with another heartbreak.

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