Khairil: True Hope & Love
Chapter 17 | Can't Forget
...“Everyone can forgive and love, but can't forget.”...
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Since returning from Tangerang, now Jizah looks so very quiet and prefers to be alone. Have tried repeatedly to forget, but the reality is not as easy as said.
He again had to endure the pain, when the beautiful and painful shadows of the past approached him. How not? Every corner of the house, he memorized the whole incident, which was so pleasant and heartbreaking, that love and hurt were present in almost side by side.
Even if that time has passed decades. But remember, something that hurts the heart cannot be forgotten by time. Surgical with forgiveness, everyone can forgive as time goes by, but if you forget, it will be very difficult or even impossible.
Now, the condition of Jizah must be really considered. Afraid that Umma's mental health will be disrupted again, Khairil hires two nurses at once in her home to take care of her, as it is impossible for her or her other siblings to be with Jizah at all times.
Khairil comes out of his room and intends to say goodbye to his Umma, before going to visit the meatballs branch of love. His footsteps had to come to a halt when he saw the angel of his heart, his true love, sitting with a book in his hand and with tears streaming down his cheeks.
Truly, Khairil did not like the vain tears that his mother let out. He was not happy with Naura's actions that brought Jizah to his past home. Khairil had guessed that Jizah would definitely scream dislike. And the most painful thing is spoken.
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...#flashback...
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Jizah's eyes widened, looking at the corners of the room. His eyes stopped when he saw the stairs. He closed his eyes and opened them again, then saw Naura sitting across from him. The position of the woman is the same as her late mother came to this house for the first time.
Jizah walked up to Naura and touched both of her shoulders.
"You? Yes, I realized your arrival was the wrong way. Whether it was intentional or not. What is certain is that your presence makes me miss something that I was waiting for. If only your presence did not make the other creatures have to leave, I would definitely accept you well!!" Jizah shouted with tears
Khairil swiftly carried Jizah into his arms. "Istighfar Umma, Istighfar... Do not let the devil rule over Umma's body. God doesn't like Umma like this."
Jizah was still crying. Naura was crying the same, hugging her daughter who was surprised to see her grandmother like that. Akbar knew very well what his wife meant, but this was something wrong, especially the condition of his mother-in-law who was not good.
Jizah let go of his embrace and pulled Khairil's hand walking closer to the stairs. "Look at this ladder son, on this ladder Umma fell helpless from hearing his presence" Jizah's hand pointed at Naura. "And at such a time, a man whom Umma called a husband? Instead go with another woman who has conceived him."
"Umma, that's enough. Don't be too lamenting over something that's long gone." Khairil again gave Jizah a calm embrace and suddenly Jizah fainted unconscious
"Mom!!"
"Umma!? Awake Umma" Khairil patted her mother's cheek and looked at Naura. "This is all brother's fault! You shouldn't have invited us here."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to remind Umma of her past. But..." Naura cried and intended to touch Jizah
"No need to touch Umma and no need to have a word but." Sergei Khairil immediately called someone to come
"Yes we're sorry Ril, but please allow us to help Umma and immediately take her to the hospital." Akbar was worried
Khairil did not criticize Akbar's remarks, but he was still trying to resuscitate Jizah in his own way.
"Umma wake up, Brother please..."
"Khairil's? Brother is so begging you, let us take Umma immediately to the hospital, before anything untoward happens." Said Akbar who grew panicked, when he saw the roar of his mother-in-law's breath look irregular.
Naura sat her daughter down on the sofa and walked quickly to Jizah. "You may be angry with your sister, but you beg me not to be selfish and let Umma suffer like this." Naura said angry with Khairil and without thinking long she asked her husband to hold Jizah to be taken to the hospital immediately.
Before Akbar wanted to lift up his mother-in-law's body, Khairil immediately prevented it. "No need, let me do it."
Finally they all came out of the house and when they wanted to enter the car, it turned out that Ali's car had arrived. Without thinking, Aisyah asked Khairil to get into her car. Aisyah's eyes stared intently at Naura, the woman she had been calling sister for twenty-seven years. His eyes hinted at his dislike.
Upon arrival at the hospital, Jizah was immediately treated by a doctor. They all seemed to be silent to each other, although in each other's hearts they continued to be privileged.
"Live to the points only doctor. Umma I'm fine and there's no need for anything serious right doc? And what about the heart?" Aisyah asked impatiently
"Look at me, be patient. Let me explain slowly. But before that can I ask? I'm sorry, was there an incident before Jizah's mother fainted?" Ask the doctor
"If that's the case, I don't know, but let me call my sister for a minute."
Khairil came in and told me about what had happened. Aisyah was really angry to hear Khairil's story. If he had not allowed Jizah to join Naura, this would not have happened.
"If according to my diagnosis, Ms. Jizah has hypertension or we usually know high blood pressure. Jizah's mother's blood pressure is above 180/120. Which means it's very bad. Emotions that are unstable earlier, in addition to disturbing high blood pressure, this certainly affects also the health of his heart, which was where it had weakened. Luckily, Jizah's mother can be taken to the hospital immediately." It was clearly the doctor who handled Jizah
Khairil cried hearing that, the man was too weak when it came to the woman who had given birth to him. However he remembered his promise to his late Abba, that he would take good care of Umma, but now he felt utterly failed.
While wiping her tears. "Other than that, there's nothing dangerous anymore, right doc?" Aisyah asked stammeredly
Slightly heard a heavy sigh from the doctor, "Look mom, before I once again apologized. Better, Jizah's mother in addition to being taken to the hospital, but I also recommend taking her to a psychiatrist. I'm afraid, with the story I heard from his mas earlier it was a mental disorder." Doctorate
"I mean doctor? Umma me...?" Khairil was unable to continue his words after seeing the doctor slightly nod.
Aisyah and Khairil again felt unable to take good care of their Umma. This is the umpteenth slap for the children of Jizah. That things cannot be according to human desire.
They were out of the doctor's room shortly. Khairil immediately stepped her foot towards Jizah's treatment room. While Aisyah, she sat on the hospital bench to calm down a little. Suddenly, someone sat beside him and immediately hugged him.
"Sorry big brother, if you do not bring Umma to the house, surely this will not happen." Naura cried regretting her actions
Aisyah let go of her embrace. "Yes, you shouldn't have brought my Umma back to your father's house! The house is too many bitter memories that Umma had felt, caused by your father, mother and you!" It felt like Aisyah slapped the woman in front of him, but remembered the condition of Naura who was pregnant.
Aisyah got up from her seat and looked back at Naura's face. "You must remember one thing, brother! Everyone can forgive and love, but never forget." After saying that he left Naura crying alone.
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...Flashback...
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"Umma, Khairil went around the meatball branch first huh? God willing, it won't be long. And soon Zurran will be home." Khairil sat next to Jizah while kissing the back of the woman's hand.
"You're really not going to be around the branch for long?" Ask Jizah
"Yes Umma, I promise you. You can't be sad. We should always be happy, remember what Doctor Jihan said? Should also rest well and should not be mostly daydreaming." Khairil kissed his Umma forehead and kissed the back of his hand again
"Sus, please take Umma and do not forget after taking the medicine should sleep and stay beside Umma." Pinta Khairil to one of the nurses who accompanied Jizah
Khairil's footsteps, this month always feel heavy if you have to leave Jizah with others. I want to always be by Jizah's side from waking up to falling asleep again. But he must remember too, there are so many responsibilities that he still has to do.
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