Khairil: True Hope & Love

Chapter 16 | Trust and Sincere Matters

..."Live your trust sincerely, though hard, but God knows you are strong."...

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"And Umma can willingly accept the reason for Umma's separation into our family?" Finally, the decades-old question he had been keeping was uttered.

Jizah confusedly had to answer and explain how to Aisyah, her daughter. He fell silent and then closed the door to his room. After that sit down again next to his daughter with teary eyes.

"You want to know, son?" Ask Jizah

"Yes, what is the reason for Umma's pity? Or does Umma want to reason that his presence is the way that Allah has written, even in the wrong way? Huh yeah?"

Verily, Jizah was utterly silenced by the words of Aisha. Decades she closed meetings about her reasons for parting with Aldi, because in addition to respecting her husband, she also respected the feelings of her other daughters.

"It's a trust, son, not a pity. Umma and Abba have been given great trust to receive and guard it until our last breath. At first, Umma thought this was not an easy thing to accept. But Allah has so greatly moved the hearts of Umma and Abba, that there is good purpose in everything. Whether he came into this world in the right or wrong way Umma did not think about it. Umma loved him just as Umma loved you, son." Jizah

Now Aisyah who was silent digested Jizah's words. It is not that he has bad intentions in the person in question, but he wants to reduce a few questions that he has long kept in his mind.

"Is it really that easy, Umma can sincerely accept and care for someone from the past Umma? Who, because of his presence, is another small creature that Umma will have to return to Him for a long time? If Aisha were in the position of Umma, surely Aisha would not be able to." Aisyah cried kissing the back of Jizah's hand. She had actually been well aware of the cause of Jizah's separation from her mother's friend, Riska.

"Waallahi son, Umma is completely sincere about all divine destiny that occurs. Want as good as Umma refused? If Allah had ordained Umma what could it be? Denying it would not be possible, free. Umm please be with you son, no more talking about this." Jizah hugged her daughter, both crying. If I could ask, I would like to have no past. But this is the way of life given by the Almighty.

Without the mother and child realizing it, there was someone who was heartbroken to hear it. His hands were clenched, a sign he was really angry.

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That afternoon, after Zurran went with the little family of Aisyah and Ali to the house of his other brothers. Naura and Akbar intend to invite Jizah to come to a house that he has not visited for a long time.

Khairil who knew his brother wanted to invite his Umma wherever he finally chose to accompany.

"Hopefully if you get there, Umma doesn't behave like this morning." Khairil muttered who was waiting for Jizah who was still in his room.

Soon her mother came out with her glasses on.

"Umma, how about if the glasses let Abang put in his place first, only when we get there do you wear it to Umma again?" Khairil tried to ask Jizah to remove the glasses she was wearing so that the woman was not so clear to pay attention to the road that would later be passed.

"Why bang? this morning Umma forgot to wear it, so now it has to wear it." Jizah

"But if you can be honest, can you? It's prettier if you don't wear glasses." May the words that Khairil speak not be wrong.

"So, all this time Umma wear glasses is ugly? da? Yes, it's you who wear it, let it get worse." Jizah put on the glasses she wore to Khairil, then left the man.

"No, I mean you're beautiful both. I was wrong again."

The car that Akbar was driving, stopped in a house that looked very different from the others. The house still remains the same as it was first built and inhabited first. While the other houses, already like the houses of the officials. Pretty elite.

"Sorry Umma, Naura brought Umma here." Inner Naura before getting off the car.

"Let's get down. Dear breath? come on father, pity om Khairil his my heavy you this." Akbar took his daughter into his arms.

"Yes, it's getting heavier." Khairil pinched his niece's nose slowly and got out of the car and opened the car door from the side next to her.

Khairil holding Jizah's hand walked into the house. I don't know why he was so worried about the angel next to him. "The gate is there to keep Umma."

"Where is this, son? It was like I really knew this house. But where is it? Umma forgot." Said Jizah who felt very familiar where she stood.

Two-story house without a fence, decorated with a cornered frangipani tree whose flowers are falling. White wall with black color door, original teak wood.

Naura looked at her smiling husband then glanced at Khairil who was also looking at him with an indecipherable look.

Is what he did right? Or just the opposite?

Is he sinful if later flashes or even more memories of Jizah's past repeat again?

"Let's go in, let's go in, for a second, I open the key first."

Jizah, whose hand was still in Khairil's grasp, stopped her footsteps when the door was opened. Khairil further strengthened his grasp, as if he was channeling power to his Umma.

"Yes Rabb... This house?" Jizah remembered, where she is now.

"Whose house is this? aren't we going to Bang Dhana's house?"

"This is our house Ann, how do you like it? sorry yes, mas can only buy this house, but mas promise when the gold has been a lot, mas will buy a house like your Abah's house"

"God, is this our home? Subhanallah. Anna likes it so much and this seems to be more than enough, it doesn't have to be too big just for us"

"Did you forget? Later this house is not only we who occupy, but with our children"

Jizah sat down slowly on the sofa that looked very old and worn out. His head throbbed, as the first memories of setting foot in this house revolved around his head memory.

His eyes widened to see the corners of the room. His eyes stopped when he saw the stairs. He closed his eyes and opened them again, then saw Naura sitting across from him. The position of the woman is the same as the late mother came to this house for the first time, and immediately destroyed life in it.

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When is the trust you have received so difficult? Remember that God has trusted you so much.

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