Just An Illusion

Make matters worse

"Who do you hate?" said a baritone voice that then made Kikan immediately turn to the source of the sound instantly.

"Papa.." cried Kikan so found out if Agam came to visit suddenly.

Kikan seemed to be running around and hugging the middle-aged man tightly. It seemed like the problems that had happened to him lately, really made him forget that he still had Agam by his side.

"How are you doing, son? Looks like you're a cursor?" said Agam while taking off his second hug at that time.

"Certainly Pa? Do I look so ugly? It really sucks." said Kikan while holding both cheeks at the time.

"Not really, but Papa thinks you are better suited to the weight that was yesterday" said Agam who of course made Kikan immediately grunt with annoyance.

"Yes, it even made me so lazy especially after yesterday's trouble. I'm sure Papa must have heard it from Mama kam?" said Kikan then while sitting his ass on the living room sofa at that time.

Hearing Kikan's words just now then made Agam sigh violently. His feet slowly approached in the direction where Kikan was at the moment.

"Then what is this moment? What decision did you two make to solve the problem?" said Agam with a curious face.

"What decision, Alvaro has even given up on maintaining the integrity of our Household. Then according to Papa, what else should Kikan fight? Wouldn't it all just end up in vain?" kikan said in a tone that sounded annoyed.

"Papa knows you must be angry and also upset, just try to look in the mirror and see more deeply what makes Alvaro turn away from you. Papa is not defending Alvaro in this case, only if you continue to be hard and bestow all wrongs only on Alvaro, then how do you continue to live in the future?" said Agam as if trying to advise his daughter slowly.

At least maybe with this, Kikan's heart's eyes will be more open.

Kikan was silent for a moment when he heard the explanation, in fact what Agam said just now all of it has a point as well. During this time Kikan focused too much on the question, why did Alvaro change? Does Alvaro not love him anymore? And there are many other questions that only focus on Alvaro, should not Kikan also begin to weigh and dive into his mistakes?

After all, the cracking of a relationship is certainly based on some things that are not in harmony between the two. If it was just out of boredom, it seemed that Alvaro would not be able to divorce himself and choose Inara at this time.

"Papa's right.. It seems like all this time I was too.." said Kikan with a sad face but immediately stopped instantly, as soon as a loud voice belonging to someone cut off the conversation of the two.

"What is true Ki? Don't be stupid and influenced by your Papa's words. All men just consider themselves right without looking at us at all. What do you think your Papa's reason for doing all this? Do not think the words just because he loves you, you are even wrong" said Tamara suddenly which then made the two immediately turned to the source of the sound at that time.

"Mama.." said Kikan in a soft tone.

"It is enough Ma, as parents you should guide and advise both. Not even pitting each other between Kikan and Alvaro Ma!" said Agam who seemed to dislike the way Tamara taught like that.

"Do you know anything about it? After all Papa said this because Papa was in Alvaro's position, right? C'mon Pa.. Don't act hypocritically like that" Tamara said in a stark tone.

"Mama!" said Agam with a high tone, but in fact did not make Tamara afraid of it at all.

"Stop! Stop the two of you! I'm really sick of hearing the commotion here. If you really want to clash your mouth and open old wounds to each other, you should do it in your own home. Never do it here! The current head was even on the verge of breaking, don't aggravate things by adding to the commotion here!" screeched Kikan in an annoyed tone before finally passing away from there leaving the two.

The sound of Kikan's increasingly passing footsteps leaving was clearly heard and hurt Agam at this moment. Agam was never khilaf at that time, but everything happened because of the attitude of Tamara who was always selfish and wanted to win by herself. Deep down in the heart of Agam actually, he did not intend and wanted it to happen to his small family.

"It's all because of you, shouldn't you be a wiser parent? I've even chosen you, if I knew how you would behave like this I would probably rectify my decision and do the same as Alvaro!" agam said in an annoyed tone, before finally leaving Tamara alone there with a reddened look.

***

Hospital

Inara who thought of the black hooded figure that he had pursued before, then looked pensive with his hands floating in the clouds.

"Who exactly is that figure? If Chris hadn't come after me at the time, I think I could've known it." Inara said in her heart, daydreaming about the black hooded man.

While Inara was daydreaming about everything, Alvaro who saw Inara's hand never bribed him at that time, seemed to be frowning with a face that seemed to wonder.

"Bec... How long will you daydream like that?" ask Alvaro then.

"..."

"Near!" peekkik Alvaro then while patting Inara's shoulder slowly.

"Yes, what do you need?" inara said with a surprised face.

Finding it then only makes Alvaro sigh with length.

"What makes you daydream like that Ra?" alvaro asked then with a curious look on his face.

Inara was silent for a moment to get the question. Either now he has to be honest or not to Alvaro. It's just that if he doesn't say it at this time, Inara is afraid that the man will do things and do something bad to Alvaro later.

"Shall I just tell Mas Alvaro?" inara said in a heart that seemed confused by what decision he wanted to choose at this time.

Alvaro looks back to sigh when he finds Inara again and again daydreaming again at this time. Seeing this in the end made Alvaro rubbed Inara's shoulders gently, as if trying to calm her down at this time.

"I actually met someone." Inara said later.

"Who's Ra?"

Seriate