Just An Illusion

What the hell am I doing?

The old residence of Alvaro

The car that Alvaro was driving at the time was seen stopping right in the courtyard of his old residence, while taking a deep breath Alvaro seemed to remove his seatbelt and get out of the car.

On his feet with hurried footsteps, I don't know what was on his mind at this time. But in his head only came a name that is Kikan, when he found all the problems happened to Inara this morning.

"If it really was her, would I never forgive her?" alvaro said to himself as he continued to bring his footsteps into his old residence.

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Side garden area

Alvaro, who was looking for Kikan anywhere but did not meet, then immediately moved to the side garden area when he heard that Kikan was there, while relaxing and drinking his favorite tea.

A smile appeared to rise from the handsome face of Alvaro at that time, when he found that Kikan was really relaxing while staring at the small garden next to the pool.

"It's great, what after successfully doing something.. You gonna relax like this?" alvaro said in a tone that sounded so cold, as he continued to bring his footsteps closer to where Kikan was at the moment.

Kikan who heard a familiar voice greeted his ears at that time, then immediately turned to look towards the source of the sound. There was a slight feeling of surprise as well as a frowning gaze when he found Alvaro with a face that was so tense approaching towards him at this moment.

"Alvaro's? Tumben you're here? Have you changed your mind now?" say Kikan with a smile that expands.

Alvaro seemed to smile with a small smile when he even found the words bouncing from Kikan at this time, making Kikan who saw the thin smile was then confused by it.

"Don't slur, you think after all the things you've done to me I'll just shut up. Enough is Ki! If you want to attack me just do it blatantly, don't go through Inara like this! You think this is all funny, do you think? Absolutely not!" alvaro said with a slightly raised tone.

Finding Alvaro's words and attitude that seemed to be angry with him, making Kikan really do not understand the direction of Alvaro's current conversation.

"What exactly is this Al? L'm.. I don't understand your words at all." said Kikan with a puzzled look on his face.

Kikan was silent when he began to catch the words of Alvaro at this time, only however Kikan tried to think or look at it strangely Kikan felt he did not do it at all.

"Is this what Mom did? But if this is what you're doing, why didn't you say anything to me?" kikan said in his heart trying to guess.

"Stop all this and let's part well because I don't want to fight at all or even be hostile to you" Alvaro said, but this time in a lower tone, as if not the heart for scolding Kikan like that.

Hearing these words Kikan then looked up to look at Alvaro's bead eyes with an intense gaze. I don't know what happened so Alvaro's tone suddenly changed like this for no reason. But Kikan believes it is certainly not because Alvaro wants to be back with him.

"Are you done? I didn't even expect that the Alvaro who had always been gentle and never yelled at me at all, today he came and yelled at me all out because of something I didn't know at all. You know what it's like? Al Pain.. It hurts so much here, do you have absolutely no compassion for me?" kikan said with a tone full of emphasis but very low, making Alvaro's mouth immediately silent with a moment when he heard it.

"If you knew I didn't even want all this to happen to us. Everything just happens to flow like water without wanting to and I can prevent it in the least. If you're tired I'm the same, so we should hurt each of us enough and live a better life." alvaro said in the end before deciding to leave from there.

For Alvaro this time he felt it was really enough to reprimand Kikan, besides he and Kikan had lived such happy times together. Alvaro does not want to forget all those memories and change them with the bad things that happened to both. Made Alvaro decide to step his foot away from there at the moment.

"Have you ever asked me why I did everything to me Al? All because I love you. I don't want the presence of a child for fear that your affection will be shared later, I want us to just live our lives together with Al.. Is that wrong?" said Kikan who of course immediately stopped Alvaro's footsteps instantly.

Hearing Kikan's words that he did not expect to come out at that time, then made Alvaro slowly start turning around and staring at Kikan with an indecipherable gaze. I don't know what's going on in Kikan's mind right now, but it certainly doesn't change everything that's going on between the two.

"If you say that to Alvaro who used to be possible our Household life will be fine until now. But if you say it to Alvaro now, one thing you will hear from him is "crazy!"." Alvaro said in a tone that sounded so cold.

"Originally you know, a child is a gift and will be a source of happiness for a Household. If you don't want it already, but the lies you're doing are completely unforgivable!" alvaro said before finally leaving, leaving Kikan without hearing first Kikan's answer to his words.

Kikan stared at Alvaro's departure with a sad look. I don't know why Alvaro's words just stuck right into his heart. No one ever wanted this to happen to both. But the ego he currently has actually pushed him even further away from Alvaro.

"What have I done?" kikan said as he stared at Alvaro's back until he was no longer seen in his sight.

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